But Real Life Question Why Are People Wasting Breathe On Meaningless Topics Like This, Y’all Not Trying

For all those who are in tune with the planets,

Are you also having dreams in class?

i’ve been having dreams in school/class for about a month now. i’m literally a student in my sleep and in my waking hours. the universe has been constantly teaching me my lessons, making sure i’m getting jt. i won’t expand more but just know it’s almost time for graduation 🤎

(haha my right eye starting releasing tears as i wrote this)

THE SADDEST DAY IN AUGUST

The FEAR test:

Why are you feeling fear?

Is it due to self programming?

Are you in actual danger?

Is your life being threatened?

If the answer is no. Start to examine yourself.

Did fear start in the mind and extent to the gut?

Does your body instantly react to something that took place in the physical?

Study yourself.

Change how you view and use fear. Treat fear as intuition but do not act on the thought of fear.

Fear can be used as information.

Where do the actions you make come from emotionally?

Celebrating February EVERYDAY

10.28.18

Last week of school. Im embarrassed of my own mistakes. i never want to hurt you or anyone ever. yet im still not perfect. a lot of ego been coming into play and i realize its one thing that separates me from all these other guys. i also peeped im just getting older. these niggas gotta grow up and get they shit together. but so do i. everyone just so selfish i know im not the problem anymore. but god puts us insinuations for a reason maybe we are all just lessons for each other.pieces of a man just came out shit straight fire. tired of people putting me in a box musically. i gotta try harder. im walking away from hip hop for a while one day. im tired of my music having one label on it. if i go somewhere else wit it then maybe ill get my respect. i cant wait to leave AZ. ive been craving an areo blizzard from DQ, i hope Alexus takes us soon. i love you Melissa. Why is bianca back? its weird how i always get what i pray for, never within my timing tho. God moves funny. But i love him he’s my life. All he’s been showing me is how much ive grown and i cant stop thinking about how intone i am with him. he shows me so much, im so grateful. i want my hair to grow. i hope i dont have cancer. i hope this last week of school is nice and pleasant. idk why people assume everything. its so tiring. im on twitter too much, i hate reading peoples opinions so often. but i feel like i need to be in tune with the world. today X motivated me again to make music outside of my “genre” that arms around you is crazy, he’s so diverse. his goal is slowly becoming the same as mine. its like he knew what i was after this whole time. spoke to my mom today and she’s content with not knowing her children she feels God will solve it all and she claims she doesn’t know if it’ll be in her lifetime that shit gets to know her children, why is she so ass backwards? its never to late. She’s just a quitter like everyone else. i cant teach them. they dont listen i just live and hope i can be a walking example one day. if only people could see whats inside my heart. still learning to work in environments that aren't fit for working in. I gave so much of myself this year.

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