Those were the days man...some course books and a laaaat of story books!!! I miss those days man!ππ
TW:SH (I'm just gonna vent here cause I've no one to talk to)
It's so toxic where i live rn my mom is driving me insane idk what to do I've no where to go and I'm not allowed to go anywhere either, idk why she hates that much i did nth wrong I've always tried to be just how she likes but she never liked me, idk how i didn't kill myself yet tbh, i can't cry in front of her either or else she's gonna get mad, I've hit my face a little too hard and it's looking like it's gonna bruise I don't wanna her to see it, idk what to do (sorry for the word vomit i just wanted to talk it out)
I never fit in. But I don't even care.
βAlways go too far, because thatβs where youβll find the truth.β
β Albert Camus
Please don't have kids if you are not mentally, physically, financially ready to have them.
You were not a bad child. You were not difficult. You were not a burden. You were not evil.
You were a child.
It was the people around you who had a problem
And it was the people around you who were selfish enough to take their problems out on a child who was too small and helpless to defend themself.
It was the people around you who raised you to hate yourself.
And it's hard to believe when that awful environment is all you've known
But there are people out there who would be horrified at the way you've suffered
And there are people out there who would think you're amazing
It's not your fault you grew up in an abusive household
They're the ones who chose to mistreat you
And they were the ones who convinced you to blame yourself
And you deserve better
I promise you, you deserve better
βWhen you stop talking to people, stop talking about them too.β
β arabwife (via meineluft)
βHave the courage to live the way you want to.β
β Unknown