TW:SH (I'm just gonna vent here cause I've no one to talk to)
It's so toxic where i live rn my mom is driving me insane idk what to do I've no where to go and I'm not allowed to go anywhere either, idk why she hates that much i did nth wrong I've always tried to be just how she likes but she never liked me, idk how i didn't kill myself yet tbh, i can't cry in front of her either or else she's gonna get mad, I've hit my face a little too hard and it's looking like it's gonna bruise I don't wanna her to see it, idk what to do (sorry for the word vomit i just wanted to talk it out)
I do my best thinking at night when everyone else is sleeping. No interruptions. No noise. I like the feeling of being awake when no one else is.
— Jennifer Niven, All the Bright Places
“You can never articulate to others what you feel in your bones because you rarely understand it yourself.”
— Connor Franta
“You don’t need someone to complete you. You only need someone who accept you completely.”
— Unknown
“I want you to be weak. As weak as I am.”
— Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being
Shall I stop living or what? Coz lately I have been regretting every move of mine!
For the first time in my life, I have started to blame it on my fate.. because I don't know where am i going wrong now?
Don't put anybody above yourself. Yes, be selfish because at the end of the day, you are the only person who is going to be with you till the end.
Seek your own support.
Become self-reliant.
Become stronger.
Care for yourself because no one else is going to do that for you
Become your own hero/heroine.
LOVE YOURSELF
“And maybe it is only by finding yourself that you can feel the true intensity of becoming close to another person.”
— David Levithan, The Realm of Possibility (via meineluft)