Having A Fp Is So Fucking Shitty. Just Being So Dependent On Them For Every Single Thing And The Jealousy

please i want to be someone's priority please answer my texts eagerly, cling to me, kiss me, be desperate as much as I for contact, call me and let's talk for hours (what was the last time someone called me?), please i want someone, superficial friendships aren't enough i want more, i want to know you'll always be there no matter what and that you know i will be there for you too, im begging, i am on my knees, i want reciprocated, unshakeable devotion

im so tired

realizing that you can never be truly loved by someone and will always be the 2nd choice.

how it feels knowing you’ve hurt other people by accident due to your personality disorder and can’t go back in time to fix it so the relationship is either dead or damaged:

Idk if thats a bpd or a me thing

I need friends man, if you're okay with me messaging you to start a friendship, please reblog this post (':

i’m so fucking obsessed with you. i try my best to hide it but you’re the only thought that runs through my mind. you’re my only reason for living. you’re my heart and my soul and my air that i breathe — you’re my life. i would do literally anything to have you here by my side, forever. i would kill for you, if it meant i could have you.

no nsfw/18+ reblog i am a minor do not sexualise!!

bothhh

reblog if you like kitties or if you have a crippling fear of abandonment due to past experiences and possibly trauma

For once, I want someone to be scared of losing me. To fight for me to stay when I try to leave. Why am I always the one scared? Always the one fighting for someone to stay?

Story of my life

I hate how obsessive I get. It isn’t normal, it isn’t healthy. And it does me more harm than good. You’d think though, really, that being obsessed would make someone flattered. Apparently not.