Okay Okay-

All your recent posts are so exciting!!! I'm wishing you the best on your journey of finding who you are!!! Remember, there's no wrong way to be you! You're the only person who can truely know yourself 💖

We all have your back 100%

MONNIE MY LOOOOOOVE

NO FUCKIGN WAY

its uhhhhhh its like this @redtrobug​

You guys ever get like, for lack of a better term, imposture syndrome about your own sexuality and attraction type? I'm talking about going without exposure to others who are like you for a while and sinking into the "maybe I'm just making it up, maybe I'm just cis/straight/not ace" hole.

That keeps happening to me, especially with being aspec, because I identify as pansexual and I get asked so often how that could be if I lack the ability to feel attraction like others do that it makes me question if I'm making it all up. Then I see posts from others sharing my experience and putting it in much better words than I ever could, and it literally brings me to tears every time. I get such an overwhelming sense of relief, both in the realization that I'm not alone in how I feel and that I was right the whole time.

how have you been doing healing from your abandonment issues?

lately i’ve been killing people

I think one of the reasons I haven't posted here in so long is because if I draw now, I want it to be associated with my real self, not my online anonymous persona.

It had me start thinking why I was still anonymous here. Maybe I'm scared for people to know this part of me? That I'm on tumblr and like the characters and games and stories I do? It doesn't seem fair to any of you to be ashamed of my interests. Plus they make me happy.

I think I want to rebrand. "Redtrobug" is also such a cool name, but, I think I like it more now because it's nostalgic. "Red" comes from my favorite color and an old nickname I had while being unsure what name I actually wanted to go by, "tro" is a play on "retro" and "bug" comes from my first ever nickname given to me by best friend in elementary school. When I was a kid, my nickname was Ladybug, and it's my name now, so it's not like I'll be losing it, but it's hard to part with "redtrobug"

I think it'll be better for me though - to stop splitting my life. I want to be able to post my music and my art here. I've just never posted my face and it terrifies me.

I guess, before I make any big decisions, I wanted to know if you guys had any thoughts?

Thanks for reading

guess this episode has been on the mind a lot

Hey, you don’t have to answer this, but I hope you’re feeling a bit better. That photo of the moon is really pretty! Big sky friend :)

Duhsty!!!!!!!! I am feeling better today! I am very lucky the dca fandom is very sweet

Its all fun and games until you have to draw his hat from behind

Was looking at your NM au and stopped to think:

If that's how sun n moon look...

H O W D O E S E C L I P S E L O O K L I K E ?

(if he even exists of course)

hmmmmmm yes. beeg creechur