I Am Aching For A Life Where I Haven’t Already Failed At The Ripe Age Of 20

Behold the universe!

So lonely So so lonely Nothing but lonely So alone

Reading papers and making a document with links to my favorite ones. “Favorite” here means papers that I read through and gathered some insight from. To be fair it’s a matter of readability. Did I read through it? Can I read through it? Then it’s my Favorite paper just for that. I want to learn more and read more papers and eventually I’ll have Favorite Papers that aren’t based on the mere fact I read through them. Next: reading a paper that outlines the thermal developments of the universe

Is there a central dogma in physics? How about chemistry? Why not?

Bedside companions

I need people to stop interpreting my fear as regret. Let me feel afraid. Let me have the courage to do what I want and if I become afraid in the process, don’t interpret that as regret and argue I was better off doing something else! I feel afraid very often and if this fear is indeed regret maybe I should kill myself

We need science literacy. Now.

Perhaps I’ll learn to play the piano in the future

My first love will always be physics

Woe is you… and, what else?