Need To Be Healthy Need To Take Care Of My Body Need To Tend To This Vessel Need To Maintain It Need

Sappho, If Not Winter: Fragments of Sappho (tr. by Anne Carson)

I think of the 4th spatial and maybe I should begin writing sci-fi short stories

That sounds lovely and would reflect my eerie dreams

Bedside companions

Violent thoughts everyday

Wistful ache from morning to noon and sheer violence from noon onward

I enjoy mocking certain Dostoevsky readers due to how much of a loser they are. These readers can also be pretentious and arrogant about their self proclaimed intellectual identity but as I said: they’re losers. I like dostoevsky’s writing though. I’ve read Crime and Punishment and White Nights. I enjoyed Crime and Punishment more but I resonate very deeply with the narrator in White Nights and soon hope to have a copy of the work

Behold the universe!

The pattern persists and I see it playing Out how will it all end Will I save myself Is there something else for me

Choice feminism only appears to be an attempt at upholding the status quo under the patriarchy while preaching to women they’re empowering themselves. How does one truly argue these acts are empowering or feminist? Step back from the make-up example but think about the number of cultures and religions globally that have a rigid adherence to patriarchal gender roles— many women within these cultures happily do make choices that leave them vulnerable, abused, degraded, and ultimately seen as lesser beings than men. But they made that choice… what would you say about the nature of that choice? Empowering? Divorce and marrying later in life or perhaps even not marrying at all is a choice many women can make but what are the social repercussions of that? Can women make certain choices without being demeaned by those around them? Can they divorce or live a child-free life while being seen as a whole and fulfilled human?

Perhaps I’ll learn to play the piano in the future