I Can’t Talk To People I Am Bad At Communication Verbal Communication Is Awful For Me

I hope I one day have the courage to speak up and not be so afraid of being judged poorly by others. It’s so hard to speak in front of people I’m so socially incompetent

Read a paper whose research was of the theoretical nature! It appears thermal physics is Very interesting and I must learn about the generalized uncertainty principle and instantons.

Behold the universe!

I will derive Lorentz factor soon!

There is no desire without fear.

I was born in the early 2000s and nostalgia plagues me today as the day I turn 20 approaches

2yrs in university. Friends made: none

Ordered a linear algebra text book. Came today. Very pleased. Flipped through it and frowned. What is this! I plan to read through it a bit before classes start this fall because I’m taking diff eq and linear algebra and I am quite unfamiliar with linear algebra

But Please Plato . . . I am worthy .

I am currently very afraid of being stupid and dumb. It’s the worst thing one can be. I’m afraid I’ll dumb down even more I can’t imagine living a life where I’m stupid and dumb and I continue to get more stupid and dumb. It’s my nightmare I need to exercise my brain