throughout my years of being stupid on the internet it hass always been my biggest wish to have a big following. At first i wanted to be a minecraft youtuber, one who always wins the fight and has the prettiest builds. then i wanted to become a singer, or a lyricist, so my favorite bands liked me. I also wanted to be an actor at one point. Now i dream popular enough artist to have fanart made of me, to have people assign me which insect or bird or mushroom i am the most like.
have i been double jointed this whole time. wtf
*whispering* is he.. you know, double jointed? :/
oh to be a vaguely real eldritch abomination
*wakes up very much aware of my fucked up back* guess what time it is!!!
everyday i get closer to going by cecil. and now the fucking podcast. man. i just fucking might
oh yeah i bought they both die at the end! im sure it ends with both of them alive!
inside you, there are two wolves.
one of them wants to experience romantic love and find someone to get married to.
the other wants to experience found family and be appreciated by their siblings.
you are mentally unwell.
gay as hell to be all-knowing. what you trying to know about? men?
it's like. I used to think my autism didn't really include the need for routine but what I've found is that when it's a Planned divergence in routine that's fine (going on trips etc) and when I can Choose to divert my routine bc I know I can handle it that's also fine (like deciding to go out for drinks or deciding to go to a movie or deciding to change dinner plans). but when Other People or Circumstances change my routine without prior warning that's when my brain goes absolutely fucking insane.
and I feel like that's not talked about enough bc I've always seen "needs routine" represented as someone who is unwilling to divert from their routine when like. no it's absolutely fine just as long as I'm the one deciding when and how to divert it or I've been given plenty of advance warning that it'll be changing.