I Think My Biggest Regret Is Not Dying, I Hate The Fact That I’m Here Yk I See So Many People That

I think my biggest regret is not dying, I hate the fact that I’m here yk I see so many people that say they glad they’re not dead after trying to commit cuz shit got better and they realized life is worth living but I can honestly say that for me it’s the complete opposite, my life went to greater shit and life is definitely not worth anything, there’s nothing more miserable that existing