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"If you smile too much you'll get laugh lines!!!!!" what a horrible curse, to be afraid of having happiness permanently placed onto your body
genius. :)
google has many problems but it is willing to do the hard work of self-criticism
i want to stay up and waste my life but i dont want to disappoint her.
ik i shouldnt say that im "just" living but this is all i have to say rn. byeee
im more than living - im happy yes
dont freak out because of the title.
im a disappointment. nothing i do is ever good. i hope i die when i am depressed again.
edit - 27th sept, 23 today. this post is gross. i dont ever wanna be this shit.
sometimes talking really helps. like you can talk to the person who you think is not interested in talking to you. and you can surprise yourself by getting this answer that you were never bad or irritating to them and in the end, you are left with this question "you really wanna be friends right?". lol. ofc yes. love. no. no. this is a crime. and again im tangled up in my thoughts. i don't wanna be here (in my head is what i mean). i like talking to you. thank you. im grateful so ty and here we are with "don't be" and "don't".
thank you lol.
(to that constant person of my life - im not givin' up, im not givin' up givin' up no not me, even if nobody else believes, im not goin' down that easily..... i will fight. i will fight for you. i always do until my heart is black and blue.)
sometimes i feel like im fked up.
but sometimes its all in my head.
i met a few people today who were a part of my daily life at some point. feels like maybe i've done smth wrong? i talk so much? i dont talk at all? i should speak more to be happy? or maybe i didnt get what they were saying.
that is a nice song btw.