hey to all my friends
who faded away
without letting me know
because
i am glad i did not have to bear with the pain of letting you go
i was observing but hey wait a sec now i think that it was abrupt but
i am back to my safe place and i feel like it was so soft and so slow that you left with no memories
to the one who was my first friend - i am sorry for blaming you for leaving me but i left you too
to the ones who were my next - thank you for not leaving me in a shock but i am sad for sure.
yes. my love is changed. you do not hold the same position in my heart like you used to and i am not sorry for that. sorry for nothing. but i still love you. i dont mean it but its coming from my heart so i guess its true.
sometimes i feel like im fked up.
but sometimes its all in my head.
i met a few people today who were a part of my daily life at some point. feels like maybe i've done smth wrong? i talk so much? i dont talk at all? i should speak more to be happy? or maybe i didnt get what they were saying.
that is a nice song btw.
I hate when somebody i don't deal with anymore is in my dream like ugh wtf does this even mean
it aint turtles all the way down anymore. its bitches all the way down.
fucking crap, everyday, new shit. welcome to the shit show. where u learn to judge shit.
im gonna move out for college. no matter what.
why do we even need brain to write and tell stuff when we are sad. why cant we just copy paste our emotions right in the chat or blog whatever.
What's a line from Shakespeare that makes you go "oohohoooohooo?" (Interpret this emotion any way you wish.) Mine is when Macbeth says "Full of scorpions is my mind" because same.
Evergreen
sex position called hold me while i cry
Fata Morgana
a superior mirage caused by warm air resting on patches of colder air in an atmospheric duct that acts like a refracting lens. Objects on the horizon could appear to be mirrored, distorted, or float. This form of mirage could be the reason for the Flying Dutchman Legend.
in pfp - hozier; in banner - picture from pinterest (credits to the owner.) also hi, im avika. nice to meet you.
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