Needed to get this Hobie out my system. Yall were NOT lying about that intense spark of inspiration after watching this film
genius. :)
google has many problems but it is willing to do the hard work of self-criticism
"well behaved women rarely make history". ~ tumblr
A rare moment during the process of coral bleaching
and just like that one more chapter is over from the book of my life. he came, we grew together, i am transformed into someone else and i feel better and actually positive about it. i do miss him but it must have happened for the good.
he always said "we have met for a reason" and i always said "you should stay for a long time (atleast until i achieve something)"
read this quote on pinterest and it blew my mind - your thoughts are listening to you, what are you?
sooooooo a new chapter starts today and we work and work hard and harder because "we can be anyone" and "we can achieve if we want to" and because "everyday can be a new beginning" and because "either you are sad and do nothing or you are sad and keep working" and also because "no body in this world cares if you are sad or happy" and because "a pen and paper can fix things" and because "if your position is lower in your eyes then how do you imagine to achieve higher position?" and because "solve everything learn everything" and because "comes from here" and because he was done with me and my mood swings and not working hard to call him my mentor and because "its over" and maybe because he never really wanted to be with me and i was just forcing him and maybe because "dont forget me avs because i came back to physics after i met you" and because "my smol avs" and because "pat"
im so excited for fall semester β³π§Έπ
all pictures are from pinterest!
sex position called hold me while i cry
ok so hear me out.
i was watching reels on instagram and then this reel pops up it says "when is something that you do for yourself?"
i ask this to myself or simply answer it like it was meant for me. i say "photography" and the last time i did it was this morning when i woke up to a beautiful sunset and i rushed to capture it because it was different of orange and brown (picture inserted).
my answer is followed by a thought in my head which brings me to tumblr because i wanted to save it here. it says that i clicked the picture and sent it to a friend or two and while i rushing to take the picture of the sky in the back of my mind i had this thing that they like the pictures of the sky and cloud and this sucks. not that they like but that SOMETHING THAT I DO FOR MYSELF - PHOTOGRAPHY is linked to someone now! i am destroying my art. my creativity. i feel so ashamed and embarrassed because i should have never done this in the first place. i was doing one thing for myself and i linked it to someone now and its not for me anymore?
i sincerely apologise to my art. ill be very attentive from now on and what follows my thought cause seconds thoughts are always important and its important to know whats going on in your brain. so just take a look at your brain like you are peeping out of your window and you can see the road? the buildings? the stuff going on there? and all.
I hate when somebody i don't deal with anymore is in my dream like ugh wtf does this even mean
in pfp - hozier; in banner - picture from pinterest (credits to the owner.) also hi, im avika. nice to meet you.
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