Update On My State Of Being I Guess:
update on my state of being i guess:
I'm alive.
I think I figured out my purpose in life accidentally today. Not sharing because 1) private 2) don't have the skills yet 3) but i guess i could tell you i finally found a reason for learning to code 4) the odin projet is great, but i couldn't find my drive until now i guess
i may have ocd
so i choose to identify as "questioning everything" with regard to my sexuality for now
the label in itself isn't new for me, though the suspected reason is recent
i've been more sociable in the last year then in the previous 4 years, but still am pretty much a loner
i just want a friendgroup :(
i keep procrastinating on THAT ONE THING that I'm not even sure whether I'm expected to do it or not and I'm a bit scared to ask
i had a fucked up sleep routine for a while, but it's improving
i'm hungry, i should eat something
Adieu
PS: I'm learning French now. It's cool.
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had a dream that someone suggested the best gender neutral form of address would be Mþ (pronounced Myth) and i immediately said "mith me with that gay shit HEYOOO" and woke up at 4:30am hanging sideways off of my bed
but i digress…
(Just to add to the atmosphere, listen to Time in a Bottle by Jim Croce and read the verses below like the lyrics)
“The man of two minds and two voices
Who’s not in control of his sight,
Skin is gilded with scars, yellow tainting his thoughts, he stands tall,
Always ready to fight;
Can he make it through one more journey
With death, like a shadow, close by?
He’s been there before, Fate is taking his hand,
And then, they will dance one last time.”
Rewriting lyrics for a podcast…am I hyperfixating on it a little too much??? Nope👁️👁️ there’s no such thing as “a little too much”, it’s always “not enough”
Close-ups!! (Because I really like the fingerprints-)
XVI The Tower
Who’d want to be human anyway? Who pilots all these crude machines?
i got dark academia
every single person who reblogs this
every
single
person
will get “doot doot" in their ask box
ena trend from tiktok was too cute i had to
for anyone, who thinks aromanticism isn't a thing:
there's nothing het about this aro
