I’m Tired Of People Telling Me It’s Going To Be Ok. Yea Maybe It Is. Maybe It’s Not. But Right

“My kindness gets mistaken for weakness, and my bluntness labels me an asshole.”

Illustratum Paradoxon

I think I’m done trying to be everyone else’s versions of who I am. We all perceive this world differently. I just want to see me from my own lens for once. I’m tired of fitting everyone else’s mold of perfection. What if my way is the right way for me. Your way is the right way for you. Why won’t we embrace our differences too? Let me be. You continue to be you.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

Well damn.

Illustratum Paradoxon

Whyyy lmaooooo

I was just thinking about how people have a hard time believing this stuff. Especially believers. If you believe that Jesus did amazing miracles and died on the cross and then ROSE from the dead. (All super natural things.) How is it hard for them to believe the capabilities of the enemy and the supernatural world in that aspect? They don’t want to accept that there is evil? Are they THAT blind? Also Christianity is always being attacked. Jesus is always being ridiculed. That makes it even MORE real to me. That all the focus is on breaking down the Christian belief and TRYING to take what Jesus did for us to be in vain. We have to understand that the Bible is LITERALLY the living word of God! Like my friend and I were saying today, you can be book smart but still a sheep. Being book smart has NOTHING to do with being spiritually awake. Some people just can’t see past the wool. It’s so sad. Some of our very own loved ones. 😔

-Illustratum Paradoxon

The world right now is an empath's nightmare.

This has been my journey this past year, and it’s one of the reasons I have posted less and less on this site. I’m finally learning to break free of the “peacemaker” and “conflict avoider” side of my personality type, and I’m learning to speak my truth, even if it leads to uncomfortable situations. THIS is how INFJs become leaders, not just the wise consultants in the background. We speak up, we take action, and we let our feelings out.

And I’ve lost some family and friends because of this. But the majority of people have actually reached out to me and praised me on my “badassery” and my ability to say exactly what everyone is thinking. So I will continue to speak my truth, not with the intention of upsetting people, but because I am capable of seeing the grays in the spectrum and shining a light on injustices in a unique and convincing way. And I don’t feel the need to hold back anymore.

Sourced from INFJ Refuge on Facebook.