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Meowijuana by @caseyweldon motion by TheGlitch @illusion911 Music by Cypress Hill 👌🏽

Meowijuana by @caseyweldon

Motion by TheGlitch @illusion911

https://www.instagram.com/theglitch.og/

Music by Cypress Hill

My loves, I know these are stressful times. Please go easy on yourself right now. If you are feeling overwhelmed know that your feelings are valid and there is a community of fellow Empaths feeling them too.

We are living in historical times. As Empaths, feeling all of this pain and stress is INTENSE. Know that I am sending you love.

Remember your breathing.

Art: Asja Boros

#soultribe #selflove #selfcare #empath #empaths #empathessentials #empathprotection #empathempowerment #alonetogether #covid #election #lifeiscraaaaaayyyyyy https://www.instagram.com/p/CHMVB1mn_cg/?igshid=fm3av8fnfbiw

The anxiety attack after you set a boundary is crazy. My hands are shaky. Palms are sweaty. I’m freaking livid! I just don’t understand it?! I’m cursed I swear. My grandmother would yell at me CONSTANTLY “Your mouth is gonna get you in trouble” little did she know how powerful such words were. People love me cuz I’m real and hate me cuz I’m too blunt! Or because I’m too moody or too “to myself” um why is it so wrong to keep to yourself? Why is it wrong to like to keep your circle small? Maybe it’s a coping mechanism to protect what’s mine or maybe it’s the only way I know how to protect my energy. Whatever it is. I DESPISE when people try to impose on me. Don’t push me to be social please. Don’t come over uninvited. These are triggers. I’m so sorry. I don’t like uncertainty or surprises unfortunately. I’ve been disappointed too many times. I have opened that door too many times. So now I leave it shut and protect me and my own. Ok so the boundary is set. Why am I freaking out? It’s the response! It’s me obsessing over if that person will talk to me again because I set a boundary! It’s me being mad I had to set one in the first place. But then again, High expectations are future disappointments. I’m tired of people having adult tantrums when another adult is clear on their wants/unwants. How dare you be mad at me for knowing what I want!?

-Illustratum Paradoxon

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“Untitled“ by | Christian Grasse

What if confusion is just clarity of another reality?

-Illustratum Paradoxon

Every. Single. Time.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted

Written: 1•30•19

Soul Connected

I was looking for me But I found you While soul searching I found truth That everything was in my head I was so used to past abuse Little did I know How my soul searching Would bring me to you I searched for my soul But my soul searched for yours Soul searching opened so many doors It’s like we vibe better We know we can weather any storm Sex was always amazing But now it’s more than our flesh Our souls make love Why should they get second best So many walls broken through I’m so glad my soul found you In the process of it all We learned the true meaning of This union Has nothing to do with rings, Vows, papers, or the fate of Divorce loomin’

-Illustratum Paradoxon