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Illustratum Paradoxon

Ying & Yang

Never feel like you’re doing nothing. You can never know where you’ve sown a seed. Keep going ♥

Written: 6•29•19

Maaaan I’m tired of being left on read There’s so much shit left unsaid I’m tired of forcing relationships It’s like my time ain’t worth shit. Let me not be tired no more Let me be stronger then before. Let me remind you of who I am. Wasted energy trying to show you me mannnn. I’ve become so transparent for you to see But yet it’s like you see right through me. So here goes let me remind you what you’re working with. Let me remind you right quick, have several seats Take your pick. I’m a Bronx native, Yonkers raised Bori-Italia pero I only rep the tribe I was only sent to earth to connect & Vibe Momma-daughter “divorce” Foster care system But despite of it all I would never diss em. It made me who I am A woman who refuses to fall. I most definitely strive to do my all. I got a heart of gold & would do most for many But I stay picky with who I keep near I rather stay a loner Then look for plenty Of fakes, lies and snakes. Mistakes. They rather show you love at wakes. People don’t understand there’s lives at stake. That’s why I don’t have time for fakes.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

My fav villain 🖤

Yep and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Via: @shadowlighthaven

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I ain’t no digital thug

But on the real

Some of ya need some digital hugs

I resonate with you truly I do

I just wish you knew how to resonate too.

We don’t have to agree

We don’t have to think the same

It’s doesn’t mean I hate

It doesn’t mean I’m lame

I just wish for things that are higher then this drama

Higher then the pain

The lives lost

Deteriorating mind frames

All at what cost?

Wake up

Return from the slumber

Stop sitting around

“I wonder, I wonder”

Can life truly be this hard?

It’s so simple

To me honestly

God said love others

Let’s start there

We’ll see

Let’s be fair

Put yourselves in someone else’s shoes

Quit playing victim

And live the life God dealt you

Live it to the fullest

Live it like a full house

Live it like an ace of spades

Stop playing fearful meek mouse

Fight for what’s right

And hop off the band wagons

Jesus coming soon ya better quit laggin.

I say this with so much love

Not because I’m perfect

Not because I judge

I just want you to make it home

So we can party up above.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

“My kindness gets mistaken for weakness, and my bluntness labels me an asshole.”

Illustratum Paradoxon

I second this.

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Word

“Being alone has nothing to do with how many people are around.”

— Richard Yates, Revolutionary Road (via wordsnquotes)

Sometimes my empathy turns to apathy.

At times my rage is hard to contain.

Why must I feel so intensely.

When I’m sad my world is crumbling.

When I’m mad you’ll feel my wrath.

I’m loving and kind.

I’m mean and moody.

I’m tired guys.

Emotionally.

Mentally.

Physically.

Tired.

-Illustratum Paradoxon