Tests= Testimonies Messes= Messages
Embrace the ups and downs
I’m tired of people telling me it’s going to be ok. Yea maybe it is. Maybe it’s not. But right now at this present moment it’s not. I’m not. I’m not ok. 😔
Self reminder: Stop wasting your time for someone else to actually care. Stop wasting your time for someone to empathize the same way that you do. Stop wasting your time thinking that someone is willing to sit in your pain with you. They won’t ever. You just have to accept that no one loves like you. No one feels like you. No one will ever understand you like you do. So next time they ask if you’re ok, just stick with “fine” and don’t waste your time.
the scariest thing of having your brain blocking out bits of traumatic memories is that you’re always afraid people won’t believe you because you don’t remember enough
Ecclesiastes 1:9 (NLT) History merely repeats itself. Nothing under the sun is truly new.