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10 months ago

i’m going to bash my skull in with a HAMMER.

I’m Going To Bash My Skull In With A HAMMER.
I’m Going To Bash My Skull In With A HAMMER.
10 months ago
Paul Lahote | Mood Board

Paul Lahote | Mood Board

10 months ago

"This dancing was killing me softly."

Part 2 of "I needed to lose you to find me"

Seth Clearwater x Swan! Female! Reader

Summary: You and Seth always been childhood bestfriends, one sudden day in a romantic moment, Seth imprints on you and you try to hide your feelings and after a little while, you realize you need him.

Warnings: Angst,

A/N: to the ppl that love Angst, enjoy. To the ones that don't, sorry.

"This Dancing Was Killing Me Softly."

It had been 2 weeks since that day. It was torture. This is the longest you and Seth haven't seen each other and it was hurting you. It was then Charlie came in your room and said that you were not doing good and what had happened. You just said that you two had a misunderstanding and that you don't know if you two would be okay.

This went on and then you found out Bella was pregnant with Edward's vampire baby. You felt like your head was gonna explode. Over the next few weeks Bellas baby started growing way to fast. It was like two weeks after that you seen Seth. You turned around and walked the other way. You knew he was mad at you. And you didn't wanna stick around to hear about it. Bella went into labor and you were staying in the living room. More like forced. Once Rosalie came in with Renesmee, she told you to go outside and talk to Seth. That he was having a really hard time. You didn't really want to, knowing that you over reacted a bit and should honestly give him a chance.

You felt connected to Seth, and quite frankly was waiting for this. So why were you so scared? It might be with the fear of getting your heart broken like Edward broke your sisters heart.

You declined. And this went on for weeks . And then Sue Clearwater started dating your dad. That meant Seth and Leah would be over all the time. Even potentially move in.

And the did. Sue and her kids moved in, and you tried your best to ignore Seth so the tension wouldn't be so awkward.

Your dad finally caught on and askd you what was up. All you said was that it was fine and that he already asked and you were fine.

The Renesmee was accused of being an immortal child and that the volturi was coming for the cullens.

And one day, while everyone was out it was just you and Seth. You got hungry and went downstairs. Seth had thought you were gone and was in his stupid boxers. You huts ignored him we being absolutely flushed and got some cereal. "Wanna tell me why you haven't talked to me for a month?" He said. "I have nothing to say." You replied. " Well I've missed you.." He said quietly. You just kept quiet and grabbed your cereal and was going upstairs. "Also, put some clothes on." You tried to laugh stuff off. Then Seth grabbed your arm and said, "you wanna act like nothing happened? FIne! Good by me. Act like you don't love me or at least like me, cause I know you do. You're a horrible liar! And quite frankly if you don't wanna talk to me saying you have nothing to say, then I don't have anything to say either." He said and stormed up to his room.


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11 months ago

Winona as Alice just makes since to me

Cast of Twilight if it were the 80s

Heres who I think could play the main characters if the film was made during the 80s :)

Bella- Demi Moore: 

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Edward - Rob Lowe: 

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Jacob - Gil Birmingham:

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Alice - Winona Ryder: 

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Jasper- Brad Pitt:

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Rosalie - Kathleen Turner:

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Emmett - Tony Danza: 

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Esme - Sigourney Weaver: 

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s

Carlisle - Pierce Brosnan: 

Cast Of Twilight If It Were The 80s
11 months ago

listEN I can never completely hate BD2 because that’s basically 3/4 of Alec’s scenes. What else do I have?? The scene in New Moon where Alec speaks HIS ONLY LINE???? The scene in Eclipse where Alec might as well not even be there?????

Anyway, the real point is that I was/am an Alec stan. I chose my lot in life and if that includes having to sit through Jacob imprinting on a baby??? Well that’s just what I gotta do.

11 months ago

Alice: I can fix him

Maria: I can make him worse

11 months ago

I just choked on my water

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11 months ago

“jacob or edward?” JASPER.

11 months ago

Okay I know I’ve said before Alec would have a sunshiny kind of mate but what if it’s actually the opposite like everyone thinks it’s him they should be be afraid of but really it’s his mate they should be afraid of. Imagine someone really pissed them off and Alec just kinda takes a step back like “would you like to handle this my love?”

11 months ago
That Cullen Kid Is Being Weird With Your Daughter
That Cullen Kid Is Being Weird With Your Daughter

That Cullen kid is being weird with your daughter

11 months ago

Esme and Carlisle just standing there like “What the fuck did he just call her”

Esme And Carlisle Just Standing There Like “What The Fuck Did He Just Call Her”
11 months ago

The Shepherd’s Girl | Alec Volturi x Female Reader [PART II]

⚠️[WARNING: mentions of murder and attempted sexual assault]⚠️

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Two nights later she awoke alone, and for a thousand more she remained that way. Utterly Alone.

She stood atop a balcony of the large cathedral that stood in London. She listened to the beating of hearts below her, deciding on which of them should stop that night.

Control. She loved the feeling. At this moment, she was utterly in control of life and death. Something she wished she possessed long before.

The world seemed off. She’d sensed it the last three days. Usually she would run across at least a vampire or two, but she didn’t even smell one.

Even the humans seemed not at ease.

She took in a deep breath closing her eyes. The wind blew causing rain to speckle on her porcelain skin. Her cloak danced in the wind as she stood up from her stoop.

The sound of a mans voice rang through her ears. The smell of his blood automatically notifying her he was intoxicated.

“That stupid wh-whore wouldn’t give me not-nothing Ollie!”

“After all that fucking money on drinks she wouldn’t even give me a-” Y/N growled as the man continued.

She walked the side of the cathedral with grace as she followed the smell of the intoxicated man. She balanced effortlessly on the three inches she was able to move on. Anger fired in her like a match to kerosene as he continued.

She smirked as she watched the man fall over himself in the dark alleyway below. Leaving the Irish pub.

A cut on his hand made Y/N inhale deeply. Usually alcohol deterred her but at this moment she felt she could endure a little distaste in order to rid the world of someone so vile.

As he stood up Y/N elegantly leaped from the top of the cathedral and landing on her feet in front of the man. He screamed as he fell back once more at the girls presence.

She smirked as he looked in fear, tilting her head. “Who-who the hell are you?” He quickly sobered up as he stood to his feet. He slowly backed away from the young girl.

 She hummed the same ancient melody as she closed her eyes. Tilting her head up to the sky a grin on her pale lips. Her arms extending momentarily before dropping back down to her sides, much like her head and smile. Utterly  enchanted he hadn’t even processed the danger he was in until she pounced him.

His eyes rolled back as she finished him making his body turn cold. The taste of alcohol made her cringe but it soon faded.

She easily threw the mans body over her shoulder and carried him to the dumpster at the end. She lazily threw him in, grabbing the silver lighter in her pocket.

With a small flick she threw it in and the garage burned in a firey blaze. She closed the lid to make sure the rain wouldn’t douse it and to make sure his body wouldnt be found.

She smirked in statisfaction as she walked away from the burning dumpster.

For over a thousand years she had killed people, but none were innocent for a majority of that time. She didn’t enjoy killing the innocent, that’s why she killed the guilty.

She still felt the guilt of her newborn years. She’d killed hundreds maybe even thousands of innocent lives.

She didn’t know what she was, that was until a mysterious man in a black cloak told her if she didn’t contain herself he would be forced to kill her. And with that he left her on her own again.

From her experiences as a human, she decided that her immortal existence would be easiest in isolation.

For over three decades she found herself a nomad in modern day England. She avoided both immortals and mortals successfully.

She wasn’t the same little girl she was before that night. She was a woman now, perhaps even one of the oldest on the planet. Yet, she still looked not a day over 16.

The young and naive innocence left her body as she watched the people she loved be burned alive. Watching her fiancé scream in agony, his sisters pain turning to vengeful anger as flames ripped at her skin, and her future mother in laws pale white body bloodied and surrounded by stones. She was different now. Soulless as she liked to call herself.

She whipped the remaining blood from the corners of her lips. A sigh erupted from her throat as she began her endless journey once more. The same raining sky’s and pavements. The same people, the same smells, and the same pain. Everything was the same, yet so different at the same time.

The off sense of the world kept bothering her as she walked the alleyways of London. Everything felt wrong. The sound of feet made her stop in her tracks.

She paused before she spoke. “What do you want?” Her sorrowful angelic voice mused. She barely spoke above a whisper. Her tone soft and delicate.

“Don’t be threatened, we come here in peace. We were suggested to come here by Amun-” The unknown mans soft tone was quickly cut off by Y/N sharp and loud one. Her back still facing the couple.

“Tell that son of a bitch to kiss my ass.” Her angelic voice quickly transformed into a deep and threatening one.

“You’re obviously not endearing friends of his since he sent you to me. He knows I’ll fucking kill you. And you are fools to have dealings with such a serpent.” She seethed turning on her heel. Her eyes were feral and pitch black.

Although for most creatures she found pity, she had none for fellow vampires. Creatures of the devil. She was a creature of the devil. The contrasting opposite of the angelic being she was as a mortal all too long ago.   

The man silently fell to his knees. A small whimper left his lips as his blonde hair fell into his face. Y/N hadn’t noticed the frantic brunette woman by his side until she spoke.

“Please! Whatever you’re doing to him, please stop! We only wish to inform you! Something horrible has occurred and all vampires are in the middle of this, including you!”

Y/N let go of her hold on the man. Her eyes quickly darting to the beautiful woman. Y/N’s head tilted as she noticed yellow irises. The woman had stepped out of the shadow her and her mate were hidden in.

The man fell back onto the ground and curled himself into a cacoon. The woman’s head quickly turned to him, her eyes widening in fear. She was amazed by what the small girl had done but was confused by what her mate was experiencing.

Venom tears fell from his wide eyes. Y/N was used to the sight. Often people fall into shock after she uses her gift, a temporary side-effect.

“We didn’t come here to recruit you for a coven. Let me introduce myself, I’m Esme Cullen. He is my husband, Carlisle, the leader of our family.”

Y/N felt entranced by the woman. A motherly aura surrounded her as she carefully approached the unpredictable ancient.

She stopped once she was four feet from the girl. Her heart shape face, thick brown hair, and round doe eyes were finally in Y/N’s sight. Her face stayed solemn as she continued to speak.

“I assume you know of the Volturi, since you’ve been around far longer than both my husband and myself. Our family is in need of assistance…”

“I’m not fighting your battles. You’re not the first to ask. I prefer to keep out of others affairs. Find someone else to assist you in overthrowing them. I wish you the best of luck on your suicide mission, Mrs Cullen.”

Y/N turned on her heel as quickly as she finished but the woman’s voice called after her. She sighed heavily and turned around to hear her desperate pleas.

“You’ve got it all wrong. That is not our intention! Though if push comes to shove, it may result in that. Our family has had a miscommunication with the Volturi. My husband is well acquainted with the coven, he lived with them for a little over a century. They have always held a grudge against us from both his departure and our diet. They were very displeased when Carlisle left and they wish to take our gifted members into their coven and use them as weapons. We are a pacifistic group, we don’t wish for violence or war, but if our family is threatened we will do what we must. There is so much more for you to know but we don’t have much more time. The sun will rise soon. We ask that you bare witness, not fight. If conflict were to break out you are free to leave, but if you do please spread the word of what has occurred. Would you join us?”

Y/N stayed quiet as she looked back to Carlisle who was finally starting to regain his stature. Once he noticed her gaze she quickly adverted her eyes to the cross at the top of the Catholic Church.

“I’ve managed to keep the Volturi off my ass for a thousand years. Why should I sacrifice my peace and liberty for your coven? If you were to battle and I evaded, after they slaughter you, which they will, they will hunt me down and burn me at the stake for treason. Your plan is flawed. Anyone with common sense would see the issues.” Y/N wished for this confrontation to end. Y/N desperately wanted to go back into isolation. She hadn’t spoken to anyone this long in over five hundred years.

“But you aren’t at peace Y/N. You’re searching for something that you’re hiding from.” Carlisle Cullen spoke.

Amun had told Carlisle and Esme about Y/N. Amun found Y/N a little over a hundred years after turned, begging her to join his coven. She stayed for only a year before she nearly erraticated the Egyptians.

In that year Amun had discovered everything attached to Y/N’s past. When he connected the dots between her fiancé and his sister with Jane and Alec. He quickly dubbed to never tell her.

Amun knew every night Y/N would run off. She wouldnt return til early in the morning. She believed Alec and Jane were still alive. And every night she would run across the globe to find them, killing whatever she had to in her path.

She obsessed over the thought day and night. Amun could tell it tortured at her soul. She remembered every single ounce of pain she felt. And her gift was only a reminder.

Amun knew if he ever told her Alec and Jane had joined the Volturi Y/N would not hesitate to become one of them. He didn’t want her in their hands. She was too valuable. 

Y/N attacked the night her and Amun had gotten into an argument. Amun had confronted Y/N on what he believed her to be doing, inraging her. Y/N felt betrayed and judged by Amun and the other Egyptians. 

Y/N had fought the coven for hours before it finally ended. Benjamin had to nearly burn her alive before she gave up and retreated back to Europe. Amun had not seen her since but had heard rumors of a reclusive young immortal girl in England.

Y/N stopped, tilting her head in the direction of the Carlisle.

“I’m sorry Mr. Cullen?”

“The very thing you may be running from may very well be the very thing you’re looking for.”

She stayed silent, contemplating on what Carlisle Cullen may have been trying to do. There was no possible way he knew about Jane and Alec, right? He was most likely using mind tricks to win her over to fight this war for him, wasn’t he? 

“What are you trying to get at? I don’t have time for your games Mr. Cullen. I have more important things to attend to.” 

“Please just come with us and we will explain everything on our way there. You’ve been alone for so long, just this once let yourself have some companionship. All we ask is that you stay open minded. And after you understand and you still wish to leave, you’re more than welcome too.” 

Esme Cullen spoke up.

“And in return for your support to stand witness we will pay you back with something you’ve wanted for a very long time.”

Y/N was confused. The two foreigners spoke in riddles. But what struck her is the fact she knew what they meant. She knew whatever favor they needed it would end up with her finding Jane and Alec. 

She wanted more than anything to run now and do whatever they needed of her so she could find them. Find him. But she knew there had to be some sort of catch. This deal sounded too good to be true. 

And the Cullen’s still hadn’t told her why the Volturi were seeking them out.

“Why are the Volturi after you?”  

The yellow eyed couple paused looking to one another. Y/N could see how nervous they were by their demeanor. 

“There’s been a misunderstanding…”

11 months ago

The Volturi : Politics Edition

Jane : raging communist

Demetri : believes in gay marriage but still votes Trump because he finds it humorous how fucking dumb he is

Heidi : votes for the most attractive candidate no matter the party or morals (actively participates in the Canadian elections)

Afton : third party enough said 

Alec : isn’t registered and has mixed views (doesn’t have a party)

Felix : feral liberal and socialist and wears BERNIE2020 merch 

Caius : republican.

Aro : claims to be a liberal for the clout but secretly is homophobic and thinks capitalism aids the lower class (doesn’t believe in free healthcare)

Marcus : whos running again? I was too busy cross-stitching this butterfly print for Athenodora. She likes my work 🙂

Chelsea : BRING BACK THE FUCKING MONARCHY 

Sulpicia : kill all men

Athenodora : democrat.  

Corin : female dictatorship, she admires propaganda and was excited when the rumours that Kim Jong Un was dead and his sister could have been possibly taking over  

Santiago : guns.

11 months ago
Twilight Peak Season Is Coming
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11 months ago

Every day I wake up and I’m not a vampire in the Volturi castle in Volterra, Italy-

Every Day I Wake Up And I’m Not A Vampire In The Volturi Castle In Volterra, Italy-
11 months ago

The Shepherd’s Girl | Alec Volturi x Female Reader [PART I]

The Shepherd’s Girl | Alec Volturi X Female Reader [PART I]

She never said anything, but she had always felt those eyes on her. They burned like the embers that would jump at her feet as she slept. She’d felt them for years, she knew exactly who’s they were but she didn’t dare to say a word.

She didn’t want them to hurt him. And she knew if she gave him something as simple as an eye bat, he would be rotting in the ground because of her.

She felt the same way he did about her. Once in a blue moon they would walk through the village to trade. It was the only time she was allowed to gaze at him.

She was enchanted by the teenage boy. His violent blue eyes always made her heart flutter and her stomach flip. They were gorgeous, as was he.

She watched with the others as they walked hand in hand with weaved rabbit traps in at their sides. Only two. They only ever came with two.

Y/N’s head fell as the two retreated back into the woods after her father reluctantly traded the twins with wool. They hadn’t eaten in days. The crops died and many of the villagers were blaming the twins and their widowed mother for the famine.

She sighed as everyone continued on after the two were out of eyesight. She wiped her hands on her white dress and continued to feed the young sheep.

They crowded around as she feed them flowers and weeds. A small smile danced upon her lips as the animals began to rub against her legs.

Alec watched as the angel like girl laughed. He was hidden behind a large oak watching the village beauty. She was only 15 while Alec was 17.

He had been watching her for two years now. That’s when his infatuation began. He and Jane had been hunting squirrels for their mother when they stumbled upon her at the edge of the pond near their home.

They knew she wasn’t supposed to be there. None of the village children were allowed to venture out into the woods because of them.

They also knew who she was. She was Y/N Shepherd. Her father was the only shepherd in the village. They knew from the nice dress she was wearing and how beautiful the girl truely was. Along with her silky H/C hair. A signature of her fathers.

Jane and Alec decided to stay quiet as they watched from a far. She was sobbing as she looked at her reflection in the water. Her face was bruised and beaten.

Alec’s heart wept at the sight of the angel in front of him. Her pain was deep and he could feel it, while Jane felt remorse for the girl. Her father was known to be an evil man. Her mother died years ago and he blamed Y/N for her death.

Every man in the village wanted Y/N to marry their sons. She was beautiful and to them that’s all that mattered. But unknowing to them her beauty outside reflected that what is was inside.

She was a very timid girl. She didn’t like the attention she was given and was know as the village recluse. To the teenage boys she was an enigma.

Men and boys started asking for her hand in marriage at the age of eleven. Though her father angeredly declined them all. He hated his daughter, but she was still all he had left of his wife. He was determined she would never to be wed as long as he was alive. He wouldn’t have her taken away as well.

Alec has grown more and more attached to the girl as he grew older. He watched her from a far to cowardly to approach the girl. Now here he was again watching his living fantasy.

He gasped as his eyes met hers across the field. The lump in his throat grew as she timidly looked around to make sure no one was watching. Then, she did something no one had ever done to him, she smiled at him.

Alec’s mind flooded with confusion at the gesture. Does she know who I am? She has too. She just saw me and Jane. Does she know?

That night Y/N was determined she would meet the boy she had been lusting over these past few years. Even if that meant her life could be on the line.

In the middle of the night as her father slept on the bed she stood from the floor and climbed out the window. That afternoon she had hidden some coats she had knitted behind the lamb house.

She smiled watching the lambs sleep somberly. This year they were a rowdy bunch, which she liked. She was careful not to wake them as she knew they would cause commotion. She grabbed the filled basket as fast as she could and ran across the field in the cover of the night.

She hadn’t a clue where the house was. She assumed it would be by the pond. It would be logical since they didn’t have access to the well in the center of the village.

She walked for what felt like hours in darkness, till she quietly gasped at the sound of rushing water. She gazed at the other end of the pond and saw the outline of a small cottage in the moonlight.

She pranced to the other side of the pond.

Jane and their mother was sound asleep in their bed, while Alec laid near the fire staring at the roof. She was on his mind.

He couldn’t fathom that she of all ladies, would be the one to smile at him. She was so beyond him and he couldn’t understand what her intentions were.

He was ripped from his thoughts at the sound of two tiny knocks on their door. Confusion and fear ran across his face as his sister and mother woke.

No one came to visit them. Specially not at these hours. Fear pounded itself through their veins. Alec timidly raised from his seat on the ground.

His mother jumped from the bed and grabbed his arm before he could make his way to the door. She looked up at his tall figure and shook her head motioning him to sit with his sister.

Alec reluctantly walked to stand with his sister. They watched as their mother gulp as she opened the door.

Y/N smiled as the door opened. It had taken her over ten minutes to gather the courage to knock. She knew they would understand why she came at these hours but she was scared for their reaction.

A frail woman opened the door to meet the girl. Her face was freightened but it lightened at the sight of the small girl.

“Hello, I am so very sorry to wake you. I am Y/N Shepherd. May I come in?” Y/N smiled.

Guinevere was confused why the shepherds daughter was at her door at such late hours. She knew Alec fancied her, as Jane had reportedly to her.

She smiled and welcome Y/N in. Alec froze as he watched the cloaked girl entire his home. Jane audibly sighed in relief.

“I’m Guinevere. These are my children, Alec and Jane.” Guinevere smiled motioning to her children. Y/N bowed her head to them both. A blush rose to her cheeks as Alec raised to his feet.

Guinevere walked and stood with her children leaving Y/N on the other end of the fire place. He wrapped her arms around them both rubbing their backs comfortingly.

“Hello, I am Y/N Shepherd. I know you must be wondering why I’ve come at this late hour. I know your children struggle with trade in the village. As today my father reluctantly traded our wool for your weaved rabbit traps out of desperation.”

“Yes, it has been hard. Please, thank your father for the wool he has given us. It will be enough for Alec and Jane here to keep warm this winter.” Guinevere looked to the pile of tan fluff on the floor.

“That’s why I came here this fortnight. This winter is said to be a harsh one. I came here without my father knowing to gift you these.”

Y/N uncovered the basket in her hands. The family gasped at the sight of the dyed thick cloths the girl was carrying.

“I made these for you and your family. I even made the dye myself. I hope you like them and they keep you warm this winter.”

Y/N placed down the basket and pulled out a deep red cloak. She smiled as she looked to Jane who was hiding behind her mothers arm.

“Jane, I made this one for you. I thought you might like the red color, as I noticed when you come into the village you always have the red tint of raspberries on your lips.”

Y/N smiled holding the cloak out in her arms. She didn’t want to approach the girl, she didn’t want to overstep her boundaries. She knew they weren’t used to this behavior, which saddened her.

Jane slowly let go of her mothers arm as she nudged her forward. Jane stared down Y/N she didn’t trust her, but something told her that she should. She grabbed the red cloak and gasped at the softness of the wool.

“I’ve never felt wool so, soft.” Jane stated as she ran her hands over the gift.

“I wove it myself. My mother taught me how to make it like that.” Jane nodded her head as she walked back holding it in her hands.

Y/N held out a medium length green cloak.

“This is yours Guinevere. I didn’t know what would fit you so I made it rather long. I hope it will due.”

Guinevere’s hand went to her heart at the sight of the high quality cloak. She hugged and thanked the beauty as she graciously accepted the gift.

Alec and Y/N blushed as they looked to one another. Both were as red as summer strawberries and Jane and Guinevere has noticed.

“Alec, I made you this blue one. I thought it would go well with your eyes. I went over to the neighboring village to buy some blueberries to make the dye. It took me quite a long time to get the color right but I hope it turned out alright-” Y/N looked to the floorboards as she rambled on.

“It’s beautiful.” Alec stated causing her gaze to shift back to him. Her face turned to an even deeper scarlet.

Alec slowly approach the girl he liked to call his angel. His heart was pounding out of his chest as his hands grazed hers taking the cloak.

“I can not thank you enough, for showing my family this kindness. Will you come see us again?” Alec grabbed the girls hands in his making her turn her head in embarrassment of her face.

She knew she was blushing out of her mind. The contact and warmth of his skin made her body come to life.

Alec was tired of hiding his affections for the girl. He had waited so long to speak with her, he wasn’t afraid anymore.

He slowly took his hand and delicately placed his fingers upon her jaw, making her look at him.

“I wish to see you again.” He stated bluntly causing his sister and mother to smile. Alec has never shown interest in anyone before, specially a girl. And romantic at that.

Y/N fought in her head if she should tell him she knew.

“I- I know you’ve been watching me.” She stuttered our embarrassed as she looked at her feet. Alec’s handsome face and touch was taking its toll on her.

Alec’s cheeks blazed like fire. He thought he had been sneaky enough. But he had been very wrong. He was ashamed, now he had freightened her more than he probably already had.

“I’m sorry.” Was all he could get out. He felt revolted in himself.

“D-Don’t be. I had been watching you too. I was too scared to speak to you because of my father. I- I find you to be very handsome.”

Alec’s heart fluttered. He was in utter shock that something so ethereal could find him to be enchanting. He had always thought of himself as relatively unappealing and plain.

“You’re very pretty.” Y/N giggled. She had heard the statement many of the times but she didn’t truely believe it till now.

She stayed silent in flattery. She looked out the window to see the sun slowly rising. She took is a sharp breath.

“Oh my lord, I must head home! If my father sees I am not in bed he will surely have all of our heads.” Alec’s smile fell as she picked up the basket and ran to the door.

“Promise me you will return!” Alec yelled after Y/N before she went out the door.

“I promise.”

•••

It had been four months since that night. It was now spring and Alec sadly had to retire his gift from Y/N.

Every night since Y/N had snuck out of the village to visit Alec. They had fallen in love deeply, to Guinevere’s delight. Jane was rather jealous of how much of Alec’s attention Y/N took up.

Occasionally Y/N would let out a sheep into the woods, claiming it had gotten out. At first her father had protested since the witches lived in those woods but she convinced him to let her go hunting for the lamb.

Those days she would spend ours with Alec picking flowers and talking. The more she got to know Alec the deeper she fell in love with him.

They were true soulmates. They never once felt uncomfortable or negative about one another. If it came to one another’s happiness, they would give up anything.

Alec wanted to ask for Y/N’s hand in marriage. He wanted nothing more than her. She was the light he never thought he needed. She made his family feel whole. Guinevere and Jane would agree. Even though Jane would never admit to it out loud.

He knew her father would kill both Alec and his mother and sister if he found out he had been seeing his daughter. Alec had discussed his intentions with his mother.

They agreed that if Y/N accepted him, they would run. Head south to a village their fathers brother lived in, who was highly respected for his service in the war.

Y/N would be safe and taken care of. And no one would know that Alec and Jane were twins. Now that they were older if a traveler were to see them, they could pass as just siblings.

That afternoon Jane went flower pick with Alec for Y/N.

“Sister, do you think she will accept?” He asked as he added the blue flowers to the basket.

“She loves you brother. I have no doughy she will accept. If she doesn’t, well, she is a fool.” Alec lightly chuckled. He knew Y/N was far from a fool. She was a clever little thing.

“I think these are enough. Let’s head home Jane.” Alec grabbed the basket from Janes hands.

“Go ahead. Tell mother I will be home soon. I’m going to pick her some flowers. I think she will like these.” Jane smiled as felt the petals of the white flowers.

Alec was uneasy at the thought of Jane being alone, but he knew his sister would protest if he mentioned staying with her. He had always been protective of her, which annoyed Jane to death.

“Alright, but be careful.”

Hummed to herself as she danced around in the flowers. It had been about an hour since Alec had left and Jane had collected an array of flowers she thought her mother would love.

She smiled as she invisioned her mothers smiling face. Guinevere loved when Jane and Alec brought her flowers.

As Jane decided it was time for her to head back she heard a twig snap behind her. Her heart dropped at the sound.

“It’s one of those damned witches.” A gruff voice said making Jane flinch. She slowly turned to see some of the older villagers sons.

“You fucking bastards, killed our crops!” Another one yelled making Jane whimper in fear.

“We’re starving because of you!” Jane shook her head and started to back away as the boys looked near.

“You’re wrong! We did nothing!” Jane yelled as she turned to run away. But before she could run an arm coiled around her waist slamming her into the ground.

The sobbed as the bows kicked and beat her for what felt like hours. That familiar feeling began to take over Jane’s body as she started screaming.

Her vision began to fade and the sounds of the boys vile laughter ceased. A series of visions displayed themselves in Jane mind before darkness enveloped her.

Jane awoke to her mothers weeps. She looked around frantically as she remembered. Her sobs began to blend with her mothers.

“I-i... felt it again. I couldn’t stop-” Jane choked as her mother petted her head.

“I know sweetheart, you tried to control it.” Guinevere cried as Jane noticed her blood covered hands.

Both their heads snapped to the hill above them as they heard Alec’s screams. A group of villagers appear with torches with Alec in their hands.

“MOTHER!”

“MOTHER!”

“RUN!”

He screamed as the villagers approached the pair.

“Our boys have gone missing! And that little demon in your arms is the reason of this horror!” One yelled at Guinevere.

“Whatever you are accusing us of is false! Your boys attached my daughter! Now let my son go!” She screamed.

“We’ve searched for miles of horse back! She did something to them! Take them away.”

Guinevere and Jane screamed in terror as the men grabbed and tugged them up the hill.

As they entered the town all the villagers had gathered. Including Y/N father but Y/N was no where to be seen.

Two large stakes had been planted in the middle of the town. The family screamed in terror at their doom.

Villagers gathered around the twins taring at their clothes and spitting in their faces. They tied Jane and Alec to the stakes. As their mother stayed in hand of the village men.

“Let my children go!” She sobbed thrashing her body as the village priest approached.

“These children have been accused of witchcraft. They now shall be burned for their sins. And their create shall be stoned.” Guinevere sobbed as she watched them assemble the sticks at Jane and Alec’s feet.

Jane and Alec watched confused as villagers began to pick up rocks. Until their mother looked to them and said her last I love you to them.

They screamed in agony as the villagers began to rejoice and laugh at Guinevere’s dead body. They watched in horror as they witnessed the true darkness of humanity.

Jane began to damn the village, releasing the anger she felt. While Alec’s soul had been ripped from his body.

Without hesitation the villagers lit the sticks causing the twins legs to catch fire.

Alec screamed in agony as he clinched his jaws in pain. Janes anger never left her body as she felt the flames licking up her legs.

They felt pain in every inch of their beings. Jane wanted them to feel it. She wanted to make everyone of them scream in agony like she was. And Alec wanted nothing more that to feel nothing at all.

A scream interrupted the villagers celebrations. Jane and Alec watched as Y/N screamed running into the mob.

Tears ran down her face as she sobbed.

“NO! ALEC, JANE! DAMN YOU ALL, YOU ARE ALL MONSTERS!” As she ran to reach them her fathers arms snakes around her body slamming her back into him.

She screamed and thrashed in agony. She wanted them to stop this torture. She wanted to make every single one of them listen to her. Make them see beyond their fears. She wanted them to listen to her, she wanted to control these monsters. To stop them from hurting innocences.

Alec cried as his vision began to blur. When suddenly he and Jane began to hear screams of fear.

The last thing Alec ever saw as a human was Y/N’s tear stained face.

The masters and Felix and Demetri had slaughtered the entire village. Only one remained as Santiago doused the flames.

She screamed as Demetri’s hands squeeze on her shoulders. Aro turned before Demetri could break her neck.

“No! Not that one. She was fond of them. She will be changed.”

Y/N looked at the long haired man in fear as he approached. Y/N’s shrikes filled the air as he sinked his teeth into her neck.

“Take her far north, and leave her away from civilization.”

11 months ago

"I needed to lose you to find me."

Seth Clearwater x Swan!Fem! Reader

Summary: You and Seth always been childhood bestfriends, one sudden day in a romantic moment, Seth imprints on you and you try to hide your feelings and after a little while, you realize you need him.

Warnings: Angst. Poor sethy boy 😔

A/N: THERE WILL BE A PART TWO, JUSTICE FOR SETH. This is my first fic so I'm sorry if it's cheesy

"I Needed To Lose You To Find Me."

Your life changed when your sister came back from Arizona. She met the infamous Edward Cullen, you never thought she would date him, yet here you were. These whole two years have been rough. Your sisters vampire boyfriend, your best friends dad dieing, turning out he's also a werewolf, the volturi, Victoria's newborn army, and now it's Bella's wedding day. You thought everything was going way to fast. And it was. She was getting married at the young age of only 18. Of course it was a month before her 19th birthday but you tried to get her to wait another few years, but then she brought up her 'Aging', which you thought was stupid since she was not even 20 yet.

Bella was getting ready and I went in to go see her. As I walked in the room that Rosalie and Alice was working on Bella's hair and makeup. "Aww Bells you look so beautiful!" I said to her. "Thanks,Y/N. You look quite beautiful yourself." She giggles. "You flatter me, sister." She laughs as My parents come in and it's now time for me and my mother to go out. I walk up to Seth and sit next to him. He looks at me with a smile and says, "Well don't you look just gorgeous?" " You don't look to bad yourself." I laugh at him. "Why thank you my dear, you have touched my heart!" He says sarcastically as he places his hand above his heart. "Bella's gonna walk out in a few minutes, she looks stunning." I tell Seth. "I bet she's not as stunning as you." Before I could say anything, it was time for Bella to walk down. I stood up and seen her with dad. She finally started walking and everyone was looking at her. She smiled at me and Seth and looked at Edward.

They said their vows and so on and now everyone was slow dancing and me and Seth went outside. I was laughing at a joke Seth had told me about Eleazar and how he look like actual Dracula. We were just walking and then another slow song came on. "Shall I have this dance?" He said holding his hand out to me. "We shall." I say while laughing and we start to dance.

We were dancing then Seth breaks the silence. "Remember how you said that Bella looked stunning?" He asked. "Yes?" I say. "Well, Y/N, she might have been beautiful along with all the other girls there, but you were the most drop dead gorgeous girl there, anywhere in fact." He said while looking at me intensely. "Umm, thank you-" "No Y/N, I mean it! Seriously." He paused for a second. "I really like you, I have liked you since, I don't know, Forever?" He said and I looked at the ground. Just then Edward and Bella came out, and Jacob revealed himself from the shadows,he unexpected to see me and Seth. Seth didn't care there was people there,he still went on. "Feel this?" He said holding my hand and bringing it to his chest, and feeling his racing heart beat. "That's because of you. You make me so nervous- and I can't stand being without you- hell, Y/N, I imprinted on you!" And just then my world stopped. Everything was going to fast and turns out my best friend was in love with me also. I liked him but I wasn't sure I was ready to do this yet. And the imprint, Seth had told you about imprints a long time ago. Never did he mention, "oh and you're my imprint!" No! He kept it from you! "Don't you feel any love for me?" He asked. "Seth I like you. But I'm not ready... not ready fir this everything is going way to fast- and this! Imprinting? Seth if you would have told me, maybe we could have been together by now!" I replied. "Y/N,we can take this slow-" I was walking away. Till Seth grabbed my wrist. "Seth I need time." Is all I say before I walked away. I had completely forgot that Jacob, Bella, and Edward were there.

I wasn't ready. And quite frankly, I wasn't prepared, nor informed. I like him. But I need to grow to love him.

I walked home and went to my bedroom. A sudden since of sadness hitting my body like I had lost a loved one. I thought he hated me. Little did I know he was waiting for me.


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