What Do You Know About True Insanity?..

Realising that I am an aromantic was actually so freeing. Like yeah, at the beginning I've had not the best start with figuring out how to escape relationships I have been in, but damn I'll ever change the way things are going right now.

My whole life I was surrounded with weird for me expectations: to find a partner and have this life full of romance, find someone that will be my "second half", have this romantical moments with this person, have dates and etc. I was hearing from almost everywhere how important this "Love" is and that I should have the same. Because "that's the most fulfilling thing in life". And so I pretended. Pretended that I actually feel this. And damn I was so good at this, that at some point I convinced MYSELF, that I feel it. Realising that romance wasn't for me and that I'm not suited for it anyhow was so... Relaxing? I finally don't need to look through everyone I see in hopes something will "drag" me to them, I don't need to have this awkward "Is this what couples do, isn't it?" thought living constantly in my mind because of trying TO CONVINCE myself I love someone. There's no thinking about "Do I love my friend?" after every social interaction because I obviously DON'T. And of course, I'm not thinking that I'm broken or damaged because well... I'm not.

Realising that I'm aro was one of the most important and fantastic things in my life. I still have to deal with pressure because of the society I live in but... that's not as painful as it was. Because I know who I am and that it'll probably stay like this for the rest of my life. And that I don't need to run after the concepts that I don't need and don't understand. Yes, I can find them entertaining in media for sure but... There's no pressure from myself that tells me to try to fit in for the simple reason: "Everyone has it, you should too".

old man yaoi

also a ver of pyro without their mask please/nf

(The old man yaoi is forced tho/silly)

Science Party Slumber

My first ask, nice! I was gonna draw Red Oktoberfest, but remembered these two spent what they thought were their final days together doing experiments. I'll probably draw pyro maskless next time! I have to be honest, I don't really ship anyone 'cause I'm selfish and I want them all for my own and I'm a bit delulu. But the dynamics between the characters are just so MMMMMMMM so damn good. Please Valve just let me see them being friends, I want to see how they act off the field Im desperate. Also sorry about this not being the highest of quality

I forgot I had these

If you DON'T HAVE ADHD PLEASE DO NOT VOTE this is not for you i want to hear adhd voices if you want to see just use the answers option

also you tumblsters yes YOU THE MISCHIEVOUS ONE please please please don't mess with it just to mess with it help a guy out

Tags in AO3 are pain. I've never thought it will be so hard to describe that I've wrote IN TAGS

Engie having an existential crisis - another little illustration related to the fic I wrote recently bc I can see it very vividly in mind's eye

It's truly fascinating how your mental health can hold on a not really popular ship in not so big fandom.

Never thought that just a simple thought about two old men doing science together can have such an impact on a human brain and make you generally happier

I fully blame @/archiarthur for this bc their art is how I found this ship.

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