Me and her
If I had a girlfriend đ
A continuation of My Ex's Best Friend. Read that first bro.
Prompt: After the events of "meeting" your friend's new gf (who turned out to be your ex) and her incredibly hot (and super kind) best friend, it still seems like you both can't stay away from each other. Even when your dates are in the same club with you.
Genre: Smut. Angst? lek it deesn't make me sad
TW: Cheating, friend betrayal. Public sex. Breeding kink.
Why. Just why. Why did she have to be there? Why did you have to be there?!
âOh! There they are, letâs go!â Chaewon excitedly said while pulling you by the hand to a table in the club. Oh. Thatâs why.
After such a fun time with Chaewon on the night of that basically unofficial double date with Yunjin and NingNing, you guys started spending a lot of time together. You would hang out from time to time, but 95% of the time you were with each other was spent naked, either in your bed, hers, your car, etc.
Whenever you hang out with NingNing, she would refer to Chaewon as your âgirlfriendâ, even though you clarify that you guys were not a couple at all. You talked about it with Wonie, and she was more than ok with just being fwb, since it was obvious (specially in you) that you guys just werenât planning on starting another relationship. Still, NingNing would tease you about it. And after learning who you were to Yunjin, sheâd refer to her only by âmy girlâ. You didnât wanna think your friend was jealous of you, but she wasnât helping her case. NingNing was as transparent as they come. You knew how she felt, you were just grateful it didnât seem to be such a big deal yet.
âHi there!â Your best friend said to you and chaewon once you were in her range of vision. âoh my goddd Iâm so glad we are doing this.â She said while softly shaking your arm and exchange a kiss on the cheek with your date.
Yes. Her and chaewon planned this now official double date. In their minds, the four of you agreed on it. But Yunjin and you knew this was the last thing you guys wanted. Thatâs why you simply smiled at each other as a hello. I mean, you guys were exes, why would you want to be in the same space as the other? But now that youâre seeing her this night, with that beautiful dress that was letting her legs and shoulders show, with a color that contrasted perfectly with her skin. You couldnât help let your eyes travel up and down her body.
âHey, did you hear me?â You felt Chaewon shaking your shoulder and bringing you back to reality. You shook your head slightly. Your attention was supposed to be in the girl next to you, not a girl from your past. Let alone your best friendâs partner. You looked at Chaewon and you could tell she noticed your distracted eyes, so you smiled at her and silently asked her to repeat, while holding her hand trying to act like nothing happened. She seemed to buy it. âIâm gonna go get a drink, what do you want me to get you?â
âJust get me the same you get, Iâm sure itâll be good.â You answered, shortly caressing her chin. You could see the little blush in her face as you did that. Chaewon was such a cutie, it shouldnât be wasnât hard to stay focused on her. You saw her and Yunjin get up to get the drinks, leaving you and your best friend alone. And for the first time in a long time, it felt awkward.
âShe looks great doesnât she?â She suddenly said. You looked at your friend and nodded. âYunjin I mean.â
âI knowâ you thought, but stopped yourself from speaking. You knew what NingNing was doing, trying to get some type of âevidenceâ that you were still into âherâ girl. It was a trap. And you were an idiot but still werenât gonna fall for it.
âOh I was talking about Chaewon, bro. But yeah, your girl looks nice tooâ you answered nonchalantly. âAnd so do you, got me wishing you were singleâ you jokingly added with a wink and a kiss sent her way, trying to smooth the atmosphere a little bit. Luckily, it got a little giggle out of her. And just in time as the other two girls came back to the table. You saw how Yunjin made herself comfortable on NingNingâs lap and your mood changed again, feeling slightly uncomfortable at the sight. However, Chaewon quickly distracted you by giving you your drink with a smile and whispering a âheyâ with those sparkly eyes that could melt anybody. You smiled and said hi back, hugging her by her shoulders and making sure she was comfortable while she started a conversation with NingNing. Good. That was good.
But fuck. At the moment your eyes went back to the front, you could catch Yunjinâs dark eyes looking at both of you and how her demeanor didnât look as friendly as a minute ago. âWas she jealous?â You thought. Nah. It didnât make sense. 1. She was the one who broke up with you. And 2. She was there with her girlfriend so how could that be. She had that extra sexy and serious that surrounded her when jealous so⊠god but she has been looking so hot all night.
Maybe you were starting to understand why NingNing felt jealous about you. Maybe your feelings werenât exactly there anymore (right?) , but how could anybody stop the attraction towards the goddess in front of you? You were just a human. However, you needed to at least pretend the way your eyes and body were acting was only because of the girl next to you. So for most of the night you tried to focus on Chaewon and Chaewon only.
And it worked⊠for most of the night.
More drinks came and started to make effect. Sitting down was not fun anymore so the four of you decided to move to the dance floor. The songs were getting more sensual, the atmosphere was hot. Feeling Chaewonâs back against your front while she danced and lost herself in the rhythm, she could feel your breath against her neck while your hands were softly guiding her hips. You were having a good time, seriously considering taking her hand and dragging her to the nearest and emptiest room you could find in the club, until you made the mistake of looking at the couple in front of you. Why.
Right there was your best friend basically rubbing her ass slowly against your exâs crotch while the latter was smiling at her and biting her lip, moving with her. what the fuck?? That wasnât even dancing at this point! You didnât want to process it, but you felt upset. Uncomfortable. Jealous. No. Yes. Fuck.
Fuck. Not jealous. Not of her. God why. You thought while you turned Chaewon around.
âHey Iâm gonna go to the bathroom and then Iâll go outside to smoke for a minute ok?â You let her know, ready to make your way out of the dance floor, just needing to be away from those two, knowing that the alcohol wouldnât let you act nor think straight. Chaewon looked at you a little confused and asked âare you ok?â.
âYes yes donât worry, Iâll be back soon. Just have fun.â You told her and kissed her forehead before leaving, being unsurprisingly sweet. Sometimes you two did cute little acts like this to each other, looking like a couple. It was cute and you knew it. But right now you were so upset âcause of your jealousy that you couldnât give a fuck about that.
Since her eyes were stuck on you, Yunjin clearly noticed you leaving, and followed you until she saw where did you go.
âBaby Iâm gonna go pee ok? Iâll be back soonâ she whispered in NingNingâs ear, who was far too drunk to care so she simply nodded and grabbed chaewon to continue dancing with her. Yunjin smiled, knowing that at least theyâll distract each other enough for her to properly talk to you now. She needed to know why Tf you wouldnât even look her in the eye during the whole night. What was going on?
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You were upset, yes. But mostly at yourself. Why. Why was she here. Why were you here and why were you so jealous?! Yes she is your ex but you guys broke up a long time ago. You were over her! Right�
Yes! Yes you were. You had to be. Plus, she was your best friendâs girlfriend. You had to respect that. NingNing didnât know who she was to you before getting with her. She didnât break any friendship code. And you couldnât do it neither.
âY/n?â you heard a familiar voice outside your stall. The last voice you wanted to hear at the moment.
âIâll be out in a minute.â You told Yunjin, while splashing some water in your face in hope youâll look less stressed once you went out.
âAre you ok?â She asked, concern in her voice.
âI said Iâll be out in a minute, Yunjin.â You said with a tone more aggressive than expected but you just werenât in the mood to deal with, well, nothing. You finally made your way out of the stall and faced her.
âJeez ok Iâm sorry! I was just asking...â She said once you opened the door. â⊠are you sure youâre ok tho?â
âOh my god.â You sighed as you rolled your eyes, not caring to answer. You were walking out of the bathroom when you felt a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you a little too close to her body âwhat the fuck, Jen?! Why are you here?â
âWhy are you so angry at me? What did I do now?â She asked, tired of your attitude. You sighed again, too tired to even fight her.
âYou didnât do anything. Iâm just not in the best mood right now ok?â You tried giving her a decent explanation that wasnât completely a lie.
âWhy? Whatâs wrong?â But this is Yunjin weâre talking about. She cares and a lot, and she always insists, a lot.
âNo reason, just because. I think Iâll tell Wonie I wanna go homeâŠâ you didnât wanna ruin the girlâs night but your own head killed the vibe and you were tired in more than one way. Plus it was 12:05 already, it wasnât that early neither right? Right?
âBut whyâŠâ
âYunjin, I just told you-â
âY/n, you can talk to me. We were friends before, why canât we be friends again-â
âWe can never be friends, Yunjin!â You almost yelled at her. You could see the sadness hitting her face after the surprise of your loud voice. But cmon, she knew this already. âYou know itâs true. Thereâs just too muchâ you pointed at her and you back and forth âin here. And weâve always been very bad at stopping or ignoring it. The only time we were ever able to do it was once we were as far away from each other as possible. And nowâŠâ
âAnd now what?â She asked, and you couldnât tell if what you heard in her voice was some type of hope.
âAnd now youâre way too close and Iâm way too jealous and my mind is not exactly here and if you donât walk away right now I donât know what Iâm gonna do.â You confessed and got even angrier at yourself. Why Tf did you sound desperate. What was going on.
âWhat if I want to find out what youâre gonna do if I donât walk away?â She whispered basically on top of your lips.
âYunjinâŠâ you silently begged her, but you werenât sure what you were begging for. Maybe you were begging for her not to push you to probably ruin your friendship with Ning. Maybe you were begging her to finally let you. Or maybe you were begging her to never do it again.
âWhat, y/n?â She whispered, looking at your eyes and then back at your lips. She looked hungry and you were sure you looked even worse.
âGod I fucking hate you.â You said before pushing her inside the stall and closing the door. The moment the door was closed you pushed her against it and kissed her like she was oxygen. Once your lips connected you couldnât help but moan in each otherâs mouths. It felt so fucking good. Her lips tasted so fucking good.
âOh my godâŠâ she sighed once your lips went to her neck. You werenât trying to leave a mark, you just wanted to enjoy the taste of her skin again. The feeling of it. The feeling of her hands in your hair keeping you close. Of her- wow. Oh yeah. Totally the feeling of that.
âSo hard already?â You teased her while giggling, feeling her little big friend against your thigh. You heard her whimper, probably a little embarrassed.
âItâs too easy when itâs you, you know that. Plus youâve been looking so good all night, canât blame me.â She defended herself and pouted. God you really deserved a star for containing yourself all this time âcause how the fvck did you stop yourself from kissing her. Luckily right now you were able to do it as much as you wanted to. And so you did, while grabbing her cock over her dress, swallowing the moan that escaped her lips.
You felt too hyped. Too turned on. You wanted Yunjin and everything about her and you wanted it now, so you didnât waste time in moving her dress and pulling down her underwear, masturbating her member. The girl in front of you rested her head against the door, biting her lip and enjoying the feeling of your hand.
âDid you grow or am I insane?â You asked her genuinely, eyeing her cock âcause last time you checked she was a little shorter than now, and that was already a lot back then. âHey, I asked you a question.â
â I- I donât know.. god donât stop doing that pleaseâŠâ Yunjin begged, fighting to keep her eyes opened.
âIâll do something better, check thisâ you said while gettin on your knees. Yunjin could barely process what you were about to do when she felt your tongue licking her length from the base to the tip, and wrapping around the tip.
âHoly fuck, yes y/n!â She moaned a little too loud getting her hands on your hair. You quickly got on your feet and put your hand on her mouth.
âJesus Yunjin shut the fuck up!â You whispered-screamed at her. But almost regretted it when she gave you those scolded puppy eyes.
âI- Iâm sorry, it just felt too good I couldnât help itâŠâ she defended herself and how could you be angry at her. How could you ever be angry at her for any reason?
âI know puppy, Iâm sorry. Just be careful with your volume ok?â You told her in a rather softly tone now, the nickname tasting so natural in your mouth and you could see the spark in her eyes when she heard it and the sweet voice. If there was something she missed like crazy was that. She nodded and left a kiss on your lips. âHow are you so hot and cute at the same time?! Whatâs with that?!â you asked with a frown making her giggle. But quickly that stopped when you went back to your knees to keep giving her cock some attention. This time, she tried her best to stay as quiet as possible.
âGod I missed your mouth so much. Your tongue feels so goodâŠâ she whispered while caressing your hair, looking at you and rolling her eyes when you got almost all her length inside your mouth âoh my godâŠâ
âI swear this thing got biggerâŠâ you said, sounding almost upset that you were struggling taking it all when youâve done it before multiple times. For some reason, Yunjin found this funny. âWhat you laughing at?â
âNothing nothingâ she said smiling and suddenly she got an idea that made her bite her lip. Such a sexy view. âWhat if we measure that somewhere else thoughâŠâ
Oh. Oh you were so down for that.
âCome here.â You said getting up and kissing her deep. You felt the tall girl grab your legs and carrying you, making you sit on the edge of the sink. She got in between your legs while her kisses started going down. Yunjin moved your panties to the side, while making her way down between your legs. Before her mouth touched your so needy zone, she was staring at it and you could swear she was drooling.
âYou look like a dog right now, you know?â You teased her. It was true though, she looked desperate. âFucking taste it already if you want it that bad.â Yunjin rolled her eyes at you.
âOh shut up. Like you c-â
âOh my god, Shut up already.â You interrupted her, forcing her face to your cunt. You could feel her moaning against it , the vibrations just adding to the pleasure her mouth was giving you. God, you could die right there knowing nothing could compare to Yunjinâs tongue all over your pussy. âHmm thatâs it. Thatâs a good girl. Make me come like this and maybe Iâll let you put that big cock inside me, yes puppy?â You said to her while stroking her hair, her eyes never leaving you and you knew how much she needed that âcause she started putting her mouth to work even better than before if that was possible. âOh my God⊠youâre such a slut for this pussy arenât you? Just the idea of being inside it m-making you work hard for it huh?â
You saw her nod as her tongue went up and down your folds, at the same time that you felt the tip of two of her fingers teasing your entrance. She did this for a few more seconds until she felt you ready to get those long fingers inside you. She started a fast rhythm rather soon though, and you were ok with it, knowing what was coming couldnât even compare. You could see Yunjin practically fighting against the impulse of humping the air. She needed to be inside you. But if she gets to make you come in her mouth first, then she wasnât gonna miss that chance. What a horny puppy, you thought. She better made you come fast otherwise you were just gonna give her the satisfaction of not waiting and fucking you in that exact second.
âHmmm you taste so fucking goodâŠâ she whispered before going back to sucking and licking on your clit. You wanted to moan so loud, feeling your climax close, but knowing there was the chance of somebody else being in that bathroom at that exact moment, you decided to take Yunjinâs wrist and bring the fingers that were inside you to your mouth. âGod, you are so hot.â She moaned and stopped to look at you, getting fixated on the way you were sucking on her fingers, wishing it was her dick instead.
âBe quiet. Show me that tongue, I wanna fuck your pretty mouth.â You almost ordered her, your voice getting deeper and getting her so excited you could see her imaginary tail moving side to side. She didnât waste no time and did as she was told. And it was such a perfect image; Yunjin on her knees for you, with her mouth open waiting for you to use it. You grabbed her hair just tight enough to keep her in place, and started rubbing your cunt against her tongue. âFuck yeah baby, your mouth is so good.â You moaned with your eyes closed. Yunjin was glad you did, âcause while you focus on that she started touching herself. Enough to stimulate her but not too much that she was gonna come. Fuck no, she was saving all that for when she was inside you.
âFuck, YunjinâŠâ you started to move faster. Yunjin took her hands off her dick and started playing with your nipples, knowing how sensitive they were and that that would help you reach your high faster. âIâm gonna come.. oh my god yes..â you stopped yourself from making any loud noise and bit your hand hard, coming in the girlâs mouth so much she would never forget the taste of your cunt (not like she ever could before tonight). âHoly fuck⊠that was so goodâŠâ you said out of breath. Yunjin got on her feet, just looking at you and begging not only for your praise but also to finally have her own relief. You looked at her and her cockâs head was so red you almost felt bad for making her wait. Almost.
âsuch a good puppy. Come hereâ you called her. You didnât have to tell her twice, she got so close her cock was rubbing against your pussy, making both of you moan. You started rubbing it with your hand as well. âYou did so good, itâs only fair we make you come just as good right?â You asked and without waiting for an answer you put the head of her cock inside you, seeing how the girl bit her lip and closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling. Yunjin started to slowly get more inside, and you felt every single inch almost touching your soul. God, you missed it too much.
Once she was completely inside you, she put her hand on your mouth, then put half of her cock out just to thrust inside you hard. Fucking bitch. It hurt, but it hurt so good you couldnât not love it, specially when she was sucking on your tits at the same time, making you wonder why did she take so long to put those in her mouth. Yunjin started a not so slow rhythm, loving the way your wet pussy tightens around her cock. She fitted so perfectly inside you. She reached every spot, and god she sounded and looked so hot while getting lost in her own pleasure.
âFuck, I missed this fucking pussy so much.â She groaned in your ear, your hands traveling to her back so your nails could leave some light decoration there. âYou missed me too, didnât you, baby? Missed being fucked this good, huh? B-being able to squeeze this cock so good inside? FuckâŠAhhâŠy/n..~â her words were doing things to you, making you tighter around her, almost begging sheâd never get out of you.
âYouâre r-right, y/n. We can never be friends. Not when I love being inside you this much.â She said, now slower but deeply getting in and out of you, making you moan against her hand and not daring to look away from her eyes. âNot when it feels like we were made for each other.â
âLike you were made to fill me up this good?â You whispered after taking her hand and lowering it.
âFuck yeahâŠâ she moaned almost out of breath, her voice showing how your words affect her. You could feel her hard cock twitching inside you. âI wanna come so bad inside you right now, please let meâŠâ
And God, who were you to say no when she was asking like that. You always loved how she would ask for permission to come, and how sheâd beg you to let her do it inside. You didnât know who loved it more; if her or you.
âFuck. Please do it. Fuck me faster and fill me upâ you whispered in her hear, knowing how much she liked when you talk her through it.
âGod, keep talking..â she said while grabbing the back of your thighs and suddenly fucking you fast against the wall. You bit her shoulder to avoid screaming, and she could feel the little tears of pleasure against the side of her face, which just turned her on even more. âYou like this donât you? My cock fucking you so deep and hardâŠâ
âSo fucking hardâŠâ you could barely make any sense, feeling your second orgasm close. âFuck fuck fuck, yes! Fuck YunjinâŠâ
âIâm gonna come. Gonna put a fucking baby inside you, yeah?â You could tell she was out of her mind at the moment too. But whatever was coming out of her mouth was pushing you closer and closer to your climax. âWould you like that, huh? Me coming inside you so much âtill I get you fucking pregnant? Filling this pussy so much like nobody else⊠Fuck..! oh shitâŠoh y/n!â and thatâs when you guys couldnât hold it any longer.
âHoly fuck, YunjinâŠ!â You came intensely, moaning her name again and again in her ear, holding her so close to you. Your own orgasm making her dick feel more sensitive if that was possible, making the taller girl reach her own climax.
You could feel Yunjin coming so much inside you, her erratic movements while she fucked her cum deeper inside your cunt. God she missed that feeling. Nothing felt better than your pussy. Yunjin felt tears of pleasure and joy in the corner of her eyes. You could only watch her, her mouth open, her frowned expression. All while her cock was still spilling cum inside you that if it werenât âcause of how big Yunjin was, you know itâd be going down your thighs until it ruined the floor of that bathroom. âGod you feel so good, you feel so fucking goodâŠâ she sobbed with a shaky voice on your shoulder while slowly putting you down. Her moves slowing down, still head in the clouds âcause of her orgasm. You stroked her hair, helping her calm down. She was such a sensitive one, and you loved that. You always have.
âShh itâs ok baby, you did so good. You were so so good.â You whispered while leaving kisses on her sweaty forehead, and you could feel her arms around your waist as she cuddled against your shoulder even more. For a moment you both forgot where you were, the things that happened, and who you were supposed to be with right now. It was her and you and you didnât give a single fuck about the outside world.
But that wasnât gonna last. Itâs a fucking bathroom in a club. And thatâs your âbest friendââs girlfriend. Who was probably looking for her girlfriend right now so you better get the fuck outta that place.
âUm..â you started, not wanting to but slightly pushing her away from you just enough to both have a little bit of space. She looked at you confused. âI think we should get out now.â
âWhat?â She asked, like she was still trapped in your little bubble.
âNingNing and Chaewon are probably wondering where are we, thatâs if NingNing didnât go out to buy a gun to kill me alreadyâ you tried to joke, but your giggle came out so bitter and you could tell Yunjin was reading your true feelings in your eyes. Still, what were you both supposed to do?
âRight. YeahâŠâ she said, trying to smile too, as if it was a way of agreeing with you that you were choosing to ignore the things that happened a minute ago, and the feelings that wanted to go crazy on your skin. Once both of you looked a little more presentable, you decided that youâd leave first and go outside to pretend you were smoking, while she would pretend she was at the bathroom in the second floor.
You went outside and got close to a zone where a few girls were chatting and smoking, hoping the smell would stick to your clothes enough that the group you came with would believe it. Once you made your way back to the inside of the club, you could see Yunjin once again sitting on NingNingâs lap, hugging her by the shoulder while the couple were happily talking with your date. Chaewon saw you first, and her smile became wider. You walked to the table and did your best to look as relaxed as you would after a cigarette. Wonie continued with what she was saying as she made herself comfortable on your shoulder. You sighed and rested your head against hers âcause honestly you were tired. You tried smiling so none of them would be able to read you but you knew there was one person in that table whose smile was saying just the same as yours. You could always read those eyes and that smile and at least tell when there was something that wasnât happiness in there. You read them again and again during the last days of your relationship. How you wish you couldâve changed t- no no no. No.
She was your best friendâs girlfriend now. And NingNing was a great girl. And so was chaewon (who wasnât your official girlfriend but didnât exactly deserve her date fucking her best friend). And what you did was entirely wrong. But you couldnât change it, just how you couldnât change your past with Yunjin and the things that went wrong and lead you to this situation.
Oh god. itâs the post nut clarity.
seulgi's 2024 hair journey is so beautiful to me she just kept cutting it shorter and shorter and looking more and more lesbian
I forget how attracted to femininity I am sometimes until a girl who jingles like a windchime when she walks and smells like apple pie and has glitter all over her face sits next to me on the bus and compliments my boots and it's like oh cool suddenly I'm an awkward teenage boy going through puberty or something
#save me loser lesbian x it girl trope save me
Bottoms (2023) | 23.5 (2024)
stupid idiot
danielle marsh x fem!reader ; fluff
synopsis: you are not a morning person and danielle is an everything personâafter working with her you start to like mornings a little more, or maybe just her.
wc: 13.6k
warnings: grumpy x sunshine kinda?? ; reader is hyein's cousin ; soobin from txt and rest of nwjns mentioned ; pining and slowburn, like.. slooowburn ; sooo much fluff like soooooo much⊠; loool anything else i didn't mention? ; barely proofread
a/n: fell in love w dani, caved, wrote... dreamy sigh... daniâŠ
there is no universe or alternate reality with a twisted, psycho version of that you enjoys mornings.Â
there is no way that youâd deliberately get out of bed just to hear the birds chirping and get up to open the curtains or whatever it is that morning people do to enjoy the grueling hours of 7 - 11am.Â
do people actually do this? get up at 7am willingly without benefitting from it? the only reason youâre up is because you need that paycheck to keep you going. the image of the little envelope with your name on it and what youâve earned renders you awake, at least awake enough to get yourself in the shower, dressed up, and ready to go for opening â youâve never opened, and even worse, youâve never met any of the staff that opened either. they canât be worse than the closers, can they?
as you look in the mirror of your car, itâs palpable that the morning air hates you. your eyes are a little puffy, slight eyebags are visible, and your blinking is slower. youâve got to get through this, itâs the only way to fit work into your schedule since your classes are all later in the day.Â
when you arrive, thereâs already someone in your unassigned but basically assigned parking spot â you frown as you back up into a different place.Â
after you shift your car to park and check the time, realizing you only have five minutes left before you need to clock in for a six-hour shift, you close your eyes and let your body go limp against the seat.Â
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danielleâs head perks up when she hears the door opening. she halts her wiping of the coffee maker, then turns to see an unfamiliar face â a grin automatically finds its way to her lips.
âhi! you must be y/n?â itâs eight in the morning, youâre barely functioning, and youâre already hit with an overly enthusiastic, excited ray of sunshine; you canât take the energy, not at this hour.
âyeah.â you respond bluntly, danielle isnât really phased with the lack of energy thatâs being thrown back. âyou are?â
she answers with hands clasped together, âdanielle! but my friends call me dani.âÂ
youâre not calling her dani, you arenât her friend, and sheâs just your coworker.Â
you walk behind the counter and put your bag inside the cabinet, then grab your apron and put it on. when you turn to the side, youâre met with a shorter woman, her curious eyes, the beauty marks on her face, and a big smile. she puts her hand out and you shake it hesitantly.Â
âitâs nice to meet you y/n! have you ever worked mornings?â
âno,â you mumble, unlinking your hands. âonly closing shifts.â
âahh, must be different? iâll get you situated. iâm excited to work with you!â she says, then walks past you towards the door to the kitchen. she pauses before explaining, âthe employees in the back take care of all the pastries other than the croissants and cookies, so we make them over here. iâm going to grab the premade dough and whatnot, you stay hereâ oh! and could you wipe down the machine? and then just run water for the espresso machine to get the pucks ready.â
you nod at her and she smiles again. you rub your eyes as she leaves your sight, fighting the urge to take a power nap on the counter.
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the whole morning youâre in charge of drinks right until it hits two in the afternoon. luckily, youâre more fond of being stuck in your corner where the espresso machine is rather than taking orders and socializing with the customers â you wouldnât be able to greet them as enthusiastically as danielle does with each and every one of them.
you donât know how she does it.
there's another guyâsoobinâwho comes in an hour after you. he's a little older, quieter, but all smiles and talkative when it comes to danielle. even as you make drinks and keep to yourself, you can tell danielle's energy is contagious. hearing her and soobin chat freely as they restock pastries and bread makes you wonder if your mornings can be as bearable. if they can do it, maybe you can too.
soobin leaves an hour later than you and danielle, waving to both of you as you two walk out the bakery.Â
you fish for your keys and start to walk towards your car, but then your head turns when you hear your name called out. turning around, you spot danielle waving to you, which urges you to stop in your place.
âhey y/n, i just wanted to say that it was nice working with you! iâm looking forward to more shifts with you, have a great rest of your day alright?â
paused in place, you struggle to form words, but you manage to respond a little bluntly, âthanks, iâll see you tomorrow.â
âbye the way!â she plays with her fingers, âyouâre super pretty.âÂ
caught by surprise, you pause for a moment, clutching the strap of your bag a little tighter as your ears start to warm.
âthank you.â
danielle grins again, and oddly enough, you really like how warm and smiley she is. she's like a beam of sunlight turned into a person. she waves once more before walking in the opposite direction, leaving you replaying the whole interaction in your head the rest of the way to your car.
a small smile finds its way to your lips as you sit in your seat, strangely enough.
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minji is scribbling in her sketchbook when her roommate walks in, looking a little more giddy than usual.
âdani, hey.â minji greets her, smiling when she does. âhow was work?â
âgreat!â danielle beams, right before plopping down next to her roommate on the couch. âthereâs a new member â well, sheâs not new, but she just switched to working mornings. today was her first shift with soobin and i, and sheâs really good at making the drinks, better than when yeosang was on drink duty.â
âthatâs great to hear dani.â minji responds, watching her roommate relax against the cushion. ânew coworker seems nice.â
âyeah but,â danielle frowns a little, âsheâs not that talkative. she has a tough shell, i really want to know her! sheâs really pretty too, like gorgeous, stunningâ wow.â
minji quirks a brow. âgorgeous?â
âyes! like, wow, i was taken aback. she looked tired too, but iâve been tired and iâve never looked that effortlessly wonderful. i mean, she was making drinks most of the time so she never faced me much. even then, the side of her face is nice and sheâs just great to look at.âÂ
danielles roommate narrows her eyes at her. âright.â
â
the next morning youâre downing two shots of espresso like itâs vodka. danielle watches the whole thing with concern etched into her brow.
âare you okay y/n?â danielle questions, âespresso is strong, how do you do it?â
you nod at her and mumble, âitâs fine.â before you continue to clean the counter, not turning to face her. she frowns at you; danielle will get through that shell.Â
soobin is in half an hour later, grinning at danielle as he puts his apron on and saying âhiâ to you as well. you respond with a forced smile before plopping the last batch of cookies in the small oven on the counter.Â
as soon as soobin is done taking the first few customers, leaving you to finish their drinks, danielle pulls him by the sleeve away from you.
âdani? what is itââ
âletâs go bag the pastries, come.â
âum, okay?â he walks over towards the shelves with her, putting on some gloves before asking, âwhy are you being so strange?â
âi want to get closer with y/n.â she says with a pout.Â
âis that all?â soobin questions herâand this strange behavior. âi think sheâs just timid.â
âyou were timid too, but it took two hours into the shift for us to start talking about hedgehogs.â
âwell, i like hedgehogs. you have to find out something you two like.â
danielle sighs defeatedly. âshe barely responds to me unless itâs work-related!â
âyouâve got to give her time, people are different. sheâs probably not a morning person? and maybe she sees this as just her job, maybe she doesnât want to interact with others.â
danielle watches you from where her and soobin are after hearing you call out the name of the order. you hand it over to the elderly woman, who thanks you warmly and it earns a small, genuine smile from you. danielle finds your smile lovely, especially the small dimples on your cheeks that form.Â
âyouâre going to help me out, okay? we have to warm up to her.â
soobin sighs before bagging a cream bun. âokay.â
â
itâs painfully slow for a few minutes, so you walk out from behind the counter to fix up the pastries that the various customers have disordered.Â
danielle follows and you jump when you turn to see her beaming at you. âhi!â
âdanielle,â you tighten your jaw. âhi.â
âitâs slow on wednesday mornings, most people are already at work.â
âi figured.â you reply as you close the packaging for the rice doughnut.
âso, how are you this morning?â
âiâm fine, um, how are you?â
danielle smiles; the conversation is flowing in the tiniest bit, but still, itâs something. âjust tired, i had a lot of work to do because one of my professors loves to assign things last minute, i stayed up quite late. are you in college too? i kind of guessed that weâre around the same age.â
âi just started my second year.â you answer.
she jumps a tiny bit to show the excitement over a commonality, you think itâs adorable.
âreally? me too! what are you studying?â
âenglish and creative writingââ you cut yourself off when you catch a mother and her daughter in the corner of your eye, shutting down the conversation immediately when they start to walk towards the register.Â
you throw a small smile at them and greet them warmly before tak ingtheir orders. danielle huffs, but sheâs shining again once sheâs realized that your shell has chipped just barely.
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you donât work fridays or the weekend, danielle has already been aware of that after checking the schedule. it would be weird in the eyes of, well, many people, but she checks everyones schedule just in case any mishaps occur, danielle is considerate beyond measure.
sheâs attentive and notices many things â sheâs like that with everyone, but you? youâre different.
sure, sheâs attentive to the way soobin stumbles over the small bump under the door to the kitchen each time he has to grab something from the back, how he jumps each time the phone rings, and how often he bags the pastries backwards. with you, however, she notices a lot, she learns.Â
two weeks after you two start working together, danielle has managed to learn three things about you.
one: you laugh whenever soobin slips up â or really any little mishap that happens with him (which occurs often) â but you always try to conceal your amusement. two: as soon as noon hits, youâre much more awake, which is when danielle sparks more conversation with you. and three: you both go to the same university, and you donât know this, but she figured that out before you even told her after catching you in the dining hall from afar.
itâs not easy to miss something â or someone â that stands out so boldly, especially if itâs your charming visuals.
her job used to be something that sheâd get done and enjoy while it lasted, but now that youâre thrown into the mix, a new challenge and person is clouding her mind throughout her days. sheâs so tuned in to everything about you, for some strange reason. and one afternoon, the rare moment she loses focus â attention slipping away in the heat of a rush â danielle bumps into you, spilling a small cup of hot coffee all over your hand.Â
you gasp loudly, clutching your hand and biting down on your teeth as tears start to form. âfuckââ
ây/n!â danielle almost yelps, earning the attention from the customers in the shop. âoh my goshââ she places the cup on the counter before grabbing your wrist and running it under cold water. somehow, her holding your wrist seems to burn more. âiâm so so sorry, y/n are you okay? iâm soââ
you shake your head and push her hand away from your wrist, wiping away the small tear in the corner of your eye. âitâs fine, it was an accident. you should go help soobin out, thereâs a long line.â
she canât tell if youâre mad at her, it breaks her heart. the tone of your voice is always so hard to decipher, and as much as she wants to stay there and help you out â probably with another string of apologies â you have a point, she should do her job, but youâre burnt. danielle is much more worried about you rather than making money in the moment.
but still, your look and tone sends danielle back to the register, and before she tends to the customer, she looks back at you, pouting a little.
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as soon as you reach the door to the drivers side of your car, you feel a tap on your shoulder.Â
turning around, youâre met with danielle.
âdid you need something?â you ask her, tilting your head.
âno, i just wanted to apologize for burning your hand, iâm so sorry.âÂ
you shake your head. âitâs alright, it was a mistake.âÂ
âyes, but still, can i make it up to you with coffee or pastries?â
âdanielle,â you catch yourself and danielle by surprise when a small giggle slips out. you clear your throat before continuing, âwe work at a bakery, i can always treat myself to both of those without charge.â
âwell, i really want to make it up to you.â
âyouâre really sweet, but itâs alright.â you catch your coworker off guard with the sudden compliment, thereâs a small flush that spreads across her cheeks. âbesides, my hand feels better.â you show her your hand, putting it out in front of her, itâs still red and swollen. âitâll heal more. iâll see you tomorrow, alright? get home safe danielle.â
danielle canât really respond to you after that, youâre already waving to her once more before heading to your car. she watches you glance down at your hand, gently holding it as you do so. the guilt in her starts to grow even more.
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hanni watches danielle storm into the house, rub her face with both hands, and plop onto the couch like sheâs just gotten rejected by someone as if she were in some type of romance drama.Â
âdani? what is up with youââ
âiâm a terrible person! my coworker probably hates meâ iâve been trying to warm up to her these past two weeks and then i go and burn her!â
hanniâs eyes widen, her brows raise, and her jaw drops. âyou burned your coworker?â
with tired eyes and a bedhead, minji appears from the hall in an oversized t-shirt and sweatpants. she groans as she runs a hand through her hair, squinting her eyes. âwhatâs with all the noise? iâm trying to napâŠâ
âdani burned her coworker.â
minjiâs a little more awake now, tilting her head. âthe really pretty one?â
âyes!â danielle groans into the cushion, the bottom of her palms covering her eyes as she lies there defeatedly. when she takes her hands off her face, she opens her eyes to see minji and hanni hovering over as they stand, awaiting an explanation. âiâm a terrible person.â
hanni moves danielles legs over so that she can sit on the couch, putting her legs on her lap as the younger woman loses it. minji sits on the opposite end, putting her legs over on hanniâs lap as well and resting her head against a pillow.
âokay well why are you a terrible person?â
âi spilled hot coffee all over my coworkerâs hand! gosh, i tried to apologize and everything, i even offered to compensate for the damage and she declined! y/n has to hate meâŠâ
hanni looks over at minji to pout, then looks back at danielle. âhey, it was a mistake. what did she say?â
âwell, she was really normal about it as if i didnât just burn her hand, she brushed it off like it was nothing. i offered to have coffee with her or share some pastries but then she giggled and was all like âyouâre really sweet but itâs okayâ and i donât know, what if burning her hand makes her talk to me less and she hates me forever andââ
âdani.â minji butts in, making the younger one quiet down. âyou made her laugh and she said youâre really sweet.â
âand?â
âand?â minji groans, sitting up on her elbows now. âdani, she said youâre really sweet. why wouldnât she want to talk to you?â
âbecause i burned her? or maybe iâm annoying and talk too much but i really canât help it-â
hanni puts a finger to danielles lips, dramatically shushing her. minji laughs at the action before hanni butts in, âdani, first of all; youâre not annoying. second; youâre literally the greatest person ever and i love you and if you ever stopped talking so much iâd have to i donât know, die?â
minji snorts. âthe hell?â
âwhat iâm saying is no one could ever hate you and honestly if she does; sheâs not worth your time. plus, you shouldnât waste your energy on someone who doesnât appreciate you. youâre wonderful bro.â danielleâs eyes soften as she looks at hanni, and minjiâs bottom lip protrudes from how sweet her words are. hanni sits danielle upright and puts both hands on her shoulders. âhow about this: minji and i go visit you at work tomorrow and weâll be the judge of your coworker.â
âyouâd do that for me?â
hanni nods. âyes, but also please hook us up with some free pastries and drinks because i have to do a wrap around on this whole lecture so let's see it as an exchange, but also i love you dani and donât want you losing your mind over this woman.â
âand iâll be the judge of whether or not your coworker is as gorgeous as you think.â minji adds teasingly.
danielle smiles from ear to ear, making a small little noise as she pounces on hanni and hugs her like sheâs her savior. minji laughs at the sight, smiling as well.Â
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you park near your cousinâs highschool, you always pick her up after opening shifts since the time aligns perfectly. you send a text to your cousin to let her know youâre there and your burnt hand sits on the wheel, so you take a few moments to examine it as you wait for a response..Â
minutes pass before your cousin arrives, knocking on the window and grinning at you, breaking you out of your small daydream.
âhi y/n, sorry i came so late, my teacher was being an ass.â
âlanguage hyein.â you scoff, knowing damn well you curse like itâs your second language. hyein gets into the passengers seat and steals your phone, putting on a song as you start to drive again. âanyway, how was school?â
âoh god, it was so draining today. i swear my physics teacher wants me dead.â
âthis is why you donât take physics as a sophomore.â
âwell someone wonât help me.â hyein rolls her eyes playfully, making you giggle. âanyway, school was just school. how was work?â
âit was alright, i kindaâ well, my coworker spilled coffee on me. burned my hand a little but itâs not too bad.â
âthe tall one? soobin? or was it the pretty one, your little work crush?â she raises her brows knowingly, smirking.Â
hyein is one of very few people who you let loose around. despite your age gap, sheâs your cousin, and your favorite one too. ever since you moved to live with her and her parents for school, youâve gotten closer, spending hours rambling and practically getting glued to by the hip. she knew everything about you and what you felt.
she knew how you felt about your morning shifts; you coming home with a smile on your face after work was different. you dreaded work and the people you worked with for closing, all some stupid braindead men that you had to order around half the time. danielle and soobin were far from that. the duo eased your worries and actually did their job relatively well, you were able to do what you loved â stay stuck in the corner making all of the drinks â without worrying about the bakery. it was a breeze, you loved teh switch to mornings other than waking up at a time that has you quiet, moody, and only functioning after at least two shots of espresso.
hyein also knew about the interest you had in your new coworker danielle. youâve never rambled about someone this much, calling her sweet, lovely, nice â not to mention the whole tangent regarding her eyes and pretty smile. hyein watched you chastise yourself for being so distant and avoidant because of your moods in the morning, comforting you for not being able to form decent bonds and friendships because of how early you had to get up.
you grip the wheel a little tighter. âdanielle, it was an accident though.â
hyein eyes you. âso the pretty one.â
âher name is danielle.â
âpoint proven! you donât just recognize your coworkers by how attractive they are you knowâŠâ hyein teases, âsometimes you talk about her and i wonder if my older cousin can finally be a normal person thatâs capable of having a crush on someone.â
you keep your eyes on the road, but use your right hand to push her head playfully and ruffle her hair, earning a whine.Â
âjust because i think someone is pretty does not mean i like them. youâre so young, you donât know shit about crushes and romance.â
âstop cursing.â hyein warns. the light turns red and you step on the break, then turn to look at her with raised brows. hyein laughs and cocks her head, giving you stupid puppy eyes. âi know when someone likes someone, or at least when they start to. you think sheâs pretty but in a way that sounds like youâre an admirer.â
âwhat?â
âyou tell me you canât talk to her and look at her sometimes? y/n im sixteen, but im also not new to having crushes, ive been there. you like her.â
âdo you want to walk home?â
hyein pouts, crossing her arms and making you laugh in the process. âyoure no fun.â
âwhatever.â you mumble.
when the two of you get home, hyein steals your keys to open the door to the house. she gets in first, obviously eager to do whatever it is that sheâs up to after school â probably calling her friends or laying in bed.
you walk over to the kitchen and run your burnt hand under cold water, clenching your teeth slightly when you feel the stinging.Â
in the drawer near you, thereâs the first aid kit, over the counter tablets, and other health related items. you rummage through to find the burn relief cream, leaning against the countertop as you twist the cap open. you squeeze out a line of the cream that extends down to the base of your pointer finger, then you begin to rub your reddened skin.Â
your thoughts drift to the moment of when you burned yourselfâwell, when danielle burned you. she had this look in her eyes, so pure and so regretful that it made you feel bad.Â
she was so sweet with the offer, sheâs ways so lovely. sheâs honestly adorable. the way the words rushed out of her, the small pout on her lips and the fact that she offered to make it up to you. every nerve in your body wanted to accept the offer, but danielle shouldnât have to pay or spend time on something to make things up to someone like you. it was a mistake after all.Â
then your thoughts drift elsewhere, from the whole burnt-hand incident and then to the person who burned youâto danielle. sheâs bubbly in the mornings and although you used to hate that, her smile and greetings started to wake you up a little more. the crinkle of her brow every time she catches you downing shots of espresso always makes you suppress a laugh, the expression is so adorable and sheâs just soâ
âstupid hyein,â you sigh to yourself.
youve been absentmindedly rubbing the burn-relief cream in the same spot for almost a minute, all because of your coworker taking over your thoughts. you begin to rub the rest of your hand and add another dot of cream to the lower area of your hand.
hyeinâs called you out multiple times for having an alleged crush on your coworker, but youâve always dismissed it. however, the words sheâs said to you before ring in your head in the moment. you crease your brows and purse your lips subconsciously.
âmaybe you canât talk to her because youâre attracted to her and not because itâs 8 in the morning.â hyein shrugs, looking at you as you sit lazily on the couch. sheâs lecturing you after another ramble about your day, the mere mention of danielle prompting her to quote on quote âeducate youâ on what love is. âyou talked to your friends perfectly during morning classes from what youâve told me, maybe youâre just all shy and blushy andââ
you smack the palm of your hand on your forehead to stop yourself from thinking of that memory of you and your cousin.
âi donât have a crush on danielle⊠what is she thinking?â you mumble to yourself. you halt your actions after the realization that youâve just talked to yourself hits. you press a hand to your cheeks, feeling a weird warmth from your skin, making you shake your head and groan. âi can talk to her fine⊠just fine.â
 â
âmorning!â danielle beams as she catches you walking in. you manage to shoot a small smile, danielle likes that youâve been giving her more of those.
you put your bag in the cabinet, then put on your apron. without turning to face her, you start to speak, âdanielle?â
she almost jumps, not expecting you to even interact with her. maybe you needed help with something? or a question regarding the new breakfast pastries.
ây/n, did you need something?â
you shake your head. âno, i just, umâ how are you this morning?â
danielle pauses, you turn to meet her eyes and blink as you wait for an answer. your coworker short circuits momentarily before stumbling over her words as she responds, âoh, iâmâ iâm great! tired of course, you know with school and all. thank you for asking y/n.â
âdid you get enough sleep?â danielle looks at you after you ask that, wondering where all of this friendliness is coming from. sheâs not against it though, maybe youâre just awake this morning.
âi tried to get as much as i could.â she says, then smiles. âis your hand okay?â
âitâs fine. i put ointment on it and itâs like nothing happened.â you assure.
without any warning, you disappear into the back, probably looking for dough to bake. danielle is still stuck in her place, blinking a few times before she runs the espresso machine. she wonders for a moment, furrowing her brow at the rare interaction that you started. but then, sheâs grinning to herself just thinking about it all.
danielle wonders: maybe you donât hate her, maybe her roommates were right.Â
â
you hear a bundle of voices, three to be exact. when you look up from the steam wand, youâre met with three women that all look your ageâthey all probably go to your university, or maybe the other one thatâs also close by.
one of them walks up to the register, soobin greets them, but their attention seems to be on you for a bit.
âhi, is danielle here?â one asks.Â
soobin nods, still looking at the screen of the register. âyeah, sheâs in the back. did you need her?â
âweâre really close with her, could you grab her?â
soobin nods again, humming in response before he walks over to the door leading to the back.Â
you continue to make the cappuccino that an older lady ordered a few minutes ago, creating a small lavender looking design with the steamed milk and pushing it out on the counter.Â
âfor park!â you call out, the lady comes up to the counter in seconds and smiles at you. she pats your shoulder and it makes your heart warm knowing sheâs happy with it.
the three girls from before, they continue to eye you from the register until danielle is back, and when she returns, she starts squealing at the sight of them.
âyou guys really came!â danielle beams, immediately reaching over to hug them as best as she can with the counter in the way. âwhat pastries did you all want? oh! i can also grab you drinks.â
the one with bangs nods, then orders for all of them. âmmm iâll have an iced vanilla latte, minji wants a hot tea and haerin just wants a cookie and iced tea. you know sheâs out early today? oh my god, as soon as we heard we scooped her up immediately-â
the rest of their conversation doesnât process in your head as you start with the drinks. you had just put the puck in the machine, twisted it in place and started to pull the espresso before you feel a tap on your shoulder.
danielle meets your eyes and you feel yourself soften up a bit.Â
she tugs on the cloth covering your shoulder just a bit before she speaks. âhey.â
âhi?âÂ
âcan i introduce you to my roommates and our friend? you wouldnât mind? would you?â
âoh, noâ but iâm kind of⊠making one of their drinks right now.â
âoh, sorryâ wait what? i was going to make themââ
âwell since theyâre youâre friends i think theyâd appreciate their drinks out earlier. and itâs okay, donât be sorry danielle. iâll do whatever if itâs not busy and when iâm done.â you swear you see a little more pink on her cheeks than usual, stronger than the blush she wearsâyou could be wrong.
âright, yeah, do your job!â
you stifle a giggle and purse your lips to conceal your smile, ultimately failing. danielleâs tone and mood are contagious sometimes.
(all the time.)
when youâre finished with the drinks â danielle had lingered nearby here and there as you made them â you placed them on the little counter for danielle to pick up. she had smiled at you, mouthed a âthank you,â and rushed over to sit down with her friends.Â
it wasnât busy at all, the only other customers in the bakery had been a corporate man that soobin was tending to. the man bought a loaf of milk bread and ordered a brewed coffee, soobin could handle all of that. he will handle all of that.
danielle sits with her friends at the table, giggling as she does so and looking as happy as ever. thereâs a weird flutter in your stomach, like someone poking you there from the inside and itâs not that it hurts, itâs just odd.Â
pretending to busy yourself is something youâre really good at doing, and plus, itâs a great way to excuse your glances toward danielle as she talks to her friends. sheâs really smiley and giddy, itâs the cutest thing ever.
a few minutes pass and youâre still bagging some items, daydreaming as you do so.Â
(danielle seemed to pop up here and there, strangely enough.
here and there turned into her being the star of the dreams.)
youâre in your own world until a faint âhey y/n!â is muttered into your ear, making you jump and almost elbow your pretty coworker.
âdid i startle you? iâm so sorryââ danielle starts, but youâre quick to cut her off as soon as she begins to apologize.Â
âno, no. sorry i was in my own world.â
âi get that.â she chuckles, âhey, most of the things are baggedâi was wondering if youâd like to meet my friends? soobin is cashiering and he should be fine since itâs not too busy soâŠ?â
you take a quick glance and look over at her friends who are looking at the two of you eagerly. the one with bangs has this smirk on her face, making you hesitate.
âplease? i donât know why butââ danielle lies, she knows why. âum, they want to meet you.â
âme?âÂ
âyes!â
you pause and honestly think of declining until danielle shoots her bottom lip out a bit. in no time youâre biting the inside of your cheek before responding with a nod, and youâre so grateful because sheâs grabbing your handâtwo fingers of yoursâand leading you over to the small table near the windows.
danielle is gripping your pointer and middle finger lightly, but it feels like she has a hold on you as a whole. your body is all warm and fuzzy and your mind is hazy and her skin is really soft and nice andâ
âthis is y/n!â she introduces, letting go of your fingers. ây/n, these are my roommates hanni minji, and this is haerin.â
ânice to meet you all.â you greet softly with a small smile. they all stare and you feel yourself shrinking under all the pairs of eyes. you poke the inside of your cheek with your tongue before clearing your throat. âare the drinks alright?â
minji scans your face, eyes tracing each and every feature before her gaze softens. she nods at you and responds, âtheyâre great, wonderful.â
you nod at her and grin again, looking down at the table to avoid any eye contact.Â
hanni chuckles. âyeah this latte is actually amazing, danielleâs made me lattes before but theyâve never been this good.â
ây/n is really good at making the drinks, practically keeping the bakery in business. i bet our boss is happy with you in the mornings.â danielle completely ignores hanniâs teasing and adds to the praise, making you wave your hand and shake your head.
âah, no, no. i mean i can only make drinks but danielle is really good at every aspect of her job, sheâs wonderful with customers.â
âoh stopââ
âno, you are.â you look up to make eye contact with her, then look over to soobin, whoâs brewing another batch of coffee. âsoobin is great, but heâs really clumsy sometimes and itâs kind of funny catching him stumbling over words. youâre a natural.â
âyouâre so sweet.â danielle mutters in awe before lips turn up even more, her cheeks flush slightly and her friends all look at each other with smirks on their faces.Â
âi um, i tryââ
you hear the door opening and two pairs of very familiar voices make you turn immediately. turning around, you see your cousin and her best friend in a group with three others you just barely recognize. danielle spots this as well, she starts to stand before you pause her in the act.
âdanielle, i got it.â
âitâs a big group y/n.â she continues to stand up, but when you place your hand on her arm lightly itâs like youâve frozen her in place. minji and hanni immediately give each other knowing looks, and haerin observes the whole ordeal intensely.Â
âitâs my cousin and her friends, you should stay and hangout with your friends. besides, you havenât had a break today, relax.â your hand slides down to her forearm without any thought. despite the small action, danielle is flustered by it.
âyou sure?â
âpositive,â you affirm, then look at all her friends. âit was nice meeting you all.â
the group watches you walk over behind the counter, and as soon as youâre at a distance where they can talk without you hearing anything, danielleâs friends â minji and hanni for the most part â go ham on her.
âoh yeah sheâs gorgeous.â minji chimes in, shrugging it off like youâre not the prettiest person danielle has seen. âyou were right.â
just gorgeous?Â
âyeah sheâs really pretty dani. and also, she doesnât hate you, thereâs no way.â hanni says as she munches on a croissant, earning a punch to the arm from minji. hanni whines, croissant still in her mouth, âhey! what was that for?â
âfinish chewing before you talk! youâre so grossâŠâÂ
âyou didnât have to hit me!â hanni groans, nudging minji with her shoulder.
haerin rolls her eyes at the two before taking a sip from her iced tea, watching danielle glance at you. haerin has known danielle for a while, the last time she had been like this was forever ago, this admiration canât be something thatâs purely platonic, not with those dilated pupils and puppy eyes.Â
and you, youâre no different either. haerin watches you glance over to make eye contact with danielle, eyes softening and your teeth showing as you smile at her the moment you meet each others features.Â
while minji and hanni continue to bicker, haerin continues observing. danielle is making it look like sheâs invested in the bickering â which, she very much is; itâs always entertaining when the two argue over stupid things â but her mind is somewhere else. Â
âdanielle,â
âhaerin?â danielle turns her head and hums in response.
haerin blinks. âyou like her.â
minji and hanni stop bickering, their presence enhancing the shiver down her spine.
âno, no. i just think sheâs really interesting, i couldnât possiblyââ
haerin shakes her head, putting a hand up. âyou look at her like sheâs⊠like thereâs a halo around her head.â
âiââ danielle turns to glance at you again. youâre laughing with one of the girls, she assumes itâs your cousin that you mentioned. you flick the younger girlâs forehead and she groans, which earns the most pure, natural laugh and smile sheâs ever seen on your face. youâre cute, especially when all of your teeth are showing as you laugh. when you make eye contact with your coworker again through waterlined eyes, your lips purse into a closed smile.
danielle is blushing, her cheeks burn, and the vulnerability is displayed right in front of her friends. she tries to laugh it off, but hanniâs jaw drops and she throws a hand over her mouth.
âoh my god.â
minji starts to chuckle. âshe has a point, danielle. whether you know it or not, it makes sense.â
âi barely know anything about her, you canât be serious.â danielle rolls her eyes and pouts. âeven if i did, itâd be impossible to even do anything remotely romantic. sheâs like stone.
âshe was literally everything but stone from what i saw earlier.â haerin comments. âdanielle, itâs okay to have a crush on someone, you know?â
hanni hums in agreement. âyup, and you really need to stop that flirting you do with us every ten seconds because itâs grueling and if youâre going to flirt, flirt with someone you actually want because everytime you say anything remotely flirtatious ten years of my life get taken away.â
minji snorts and danielle canât help but do so as well. âwooow, my flirting is very wonderful thank you.â she crosses her arms and looks over at you again. âand what if y/n doesnât like my flirting?â
ânah,â hanni sips on her drink. âyou called her a good barista or whatever and i saw her like, malfunction for two seconds. she was blushing a little.â
âwell she wears blush soââ
âdani, can youââ hanni facepalms. âjust, shhh. she doesnât hate you and you know what, you can build off of that.â
haerin shrugs before taking a few more sips of her tea. âyeah, sheâs pretty and smiles at you sweetly. itâs not impossible.â
danielle takes one more look at you, youâre still chatting with your cousin and her friend seems to be joined in the conversation as well. the rest of the group of teenagers have left, so the place is pretty empty. you smile here and there as you clean the counter and wipe the machine, occasionally looking at the two girls who converse with each other.
âokay dani, i love you but i also need to get this lecture noted and also oh my god i have a report due tomorrow andââ
 hanni feels a finger to her lips, similar to how she shushed danielle the night before, but now itâs reversed. minji snorts and haerin laughs before danielle assures, âgo, go. iâll see you later and bring extra snacks hanni.âÂ
the group begins to clear the table, dismissing danielles efforts to leave it be so she can take care of it. they all bring their silverware and dishes to the little trays near the trash before walking over to the exit, each girl hugging danielle before they all leave the bakery.
when danielle turns around, she spots you still conversing with the girls, but tending to the daily housekeeping simultaneously. you look up and catch her in your eye again, displaying a small, toothy smirk at her.
danielle chuckles to herself, making you do the same even as she moves over to package pastries.
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today is your offday, so youâd usually wake up two hours later than you usually do for work. but when your phone rings around the same time youâd arrive at work, you groggily reach over to squint your eyes at the screen, reading the contact name that is calling you at this time in the morning:
incoming call: danielle
âdoes she know im not working? shouldnât she be off today tooâŠâ you mumble to yourself before picking up and putting your phone on speaker. âhello?â
ây/n, hi, did i wake you up? you sound tired, ah, iâm sorry.â
feeling bad, you lie to her. âno, iâve been awake for a bit now. is everything alright?â
âi just wanted to ask, um, how far do you live from work?â
âless than ten minutes, why do you ask?â
âiâm sorry if this is a big favor but iâm supposed to cover for soobin today since heâs sick. i walked to work since i live a fifteen minute walk away, not too far, but i forgot the keys and itâs storming really badlyâŠâ
youâre a little more awake now after hearing the light rumble of thunder coming from outside, it urges you to rub your eyes. âdanielle, are you safe from the storm right now?â
âi mean, iâm standing under the little roof thing near the entrance. water canât get me from here.â
âjesus,â you mutter to yourself, then jump at the next sharp thundering sound that comes after. âiâll be there soon, okay? iâll pick you up and you can just give me the directions to your place. be careful, iâm on my way.â
âthank you so much, im sorry againââ
âno, no. itâs fine, iâll be there, see you.â
before she can respond, you hang up on her, running to the bathroom to splash water on your face and fix your disheveled bedhead up. then, you run towards the entrance of your house and grab your keys that hang on the hook near the door, slide your slides on, and quickly run out.
itâs storming hard, and youâve already gotten a clue on how bad since you had been pretty drenched from simply walking to your car.Â
you speed through the neighborhood and into the main road to get to the bakery faster. desperately looking through the windshield for your coworker, you spot her near the entrance just as she said, then drive up as close as you can.
rolling down your window, a bit of water gets on your face, hair, and the top of your shirt â but it doesnât stop you from yelling, âget in!â
in a few seconds, danielle is in the passenger seat, her hair visibly damp but not too wet. she runs a hand through it, and it feels like your heart just skipped a beat. her hair is wavy now, more than usual, quite curly. was it always like this? her hair looks beautiful, framing her face perfectly, strands sticking to her skin from the raindropsâlike elements of a painting coming together to create something breathtaking.
âsorry, i wouldâve asked my roommates but they had some important stuff for their classes and whatnot so they left earlier this morning. i also didnât want to wake minji up, i know her lectures are pretty bad.â
how thoughtful of her.Â
shaking your head, you respond, âitâs fine, i just donât want you getting sick. iâm glad you called.â
âreally?â
âu-uh, i mean, yeah. iâm still not the best at opening and youâre pretty much the best at everything so⊠soobin and i need you in the mornings. i know im off today but whoever is working this morning probably needs you.â
âaw, thatâs so sweet of you.â danielleâs smile grows and grows as she notices everything about you in the moment: your hair is messy, you have some old, loose t-shirt on with some poorly scribbled figure of⊠you? then, a small giggle leaves her lips once she notices the dog prints on your pajama pants.Â
your blush grows deeper with each passing second. âi um, didnât have time to change. do you want to type your address in my phone orâŠ?â
âyou look so cute y/n.â it slips out of danielles lips, but sheâs able to play it off well with the little tilt of her head and a sly smirk. it works wonders on you. âi like your shirt and pants.â
you cough to ease your nerves, then shift the stick of your decade-old, hand-me-down five seat toyota to âdrive.â
âmy cousin made it for me when i was still in highschool a while ago. sorry, thatâs not important.â you facepalm yourself mentally. danielle thinks this little story is very important, but you cut yourself off. âdo you just want to tell me the directions?â
adorable, danielle almost says out loud.Â
âyeah, turn left at the stop.âÂ
danielle spends the rest of the time staring out the car and gazing out to see the rain that pours down from above. youâre stiff in your seat the whole time, especially when she does that little thing where she glances at you with those pretty eyes occasionally. itâs a simple look and yet youâre flustered beyond words.
you reach an apartment complex and drive as close as you can to the entrance. she gets out and mutters a haste âiâll be quickâ before leaving you alone with a racing heart and flushed face.
when she returns, thereâs an umbrella in her hands and the keys to the bakery. once she gets in, you start to drive back.
âdanielle?âÂ
âmhm?â
âis your hair naturally like that?â you ask.Â
âah,â she moves a hand to her hair to run her fingers through, though not without a little struggle. âi straighten it usually, itâs easier to maintain. the rain mustâve made it a little curly again huh?â
âi think your hair is beautiful like that, really.â you admit, eyes stuck on the road. âyou look good with any hairstyle.â
âwhy thank you! i could say that for you as well.â
you scoff playfully, shaking your head as you turn into the bakery parking lot. âright, like my half-awake head is even the tiniest bit alluring.â
she winks at you, leaning in just a bit closer. âi think it enhances the natural allure, no?â
words get stuck in your throat, danielle laughs, and then she waves at you as she gets out the car. the rain has stopped just in time for her to clock in and a little beam of light hits her in the best way possible. you canât help but stare at her in awe.Â
âthank you for keeping me from getting drenched, youâre the sweetest.â
âyeah, i mean, youâre kind of the pillar. our boss isnât ever here, youâre practically the boss no?â
âyouâre too charming, iâll see you in a few days?â
your mouth opens but nothing comes out for a moment, not until a bright idea pops up in your head.
âi can take you home after work, donât want you walking in these conditions.â
ây/n,â she starts, looking confused. âit stopped raining.â
âitâs whatever, you know whatâ i can drive you to work in the mornings.â
âoh, you really donât have to. isnât the gas money quiteââ
âno, no. iâll give you a call or text next week, itâs nothing. see you danielle.â
â
little did you know, this would turn into a routineâthe small gesture of picking up danielle instead of letting her walk in the mornings.
sure, she got a little less cardio, but she managed to crack that shell open just enough to glimpse what was inside. and everything hidden by your reserved demeanor was everything that made her heart flutter and more. each feature and curve of your face, beautifully highlighted by the soft glow of the cafĂ© lamps captivated her beyond measure. but what she loved most was your personalityâevery word, every gesture. it captivated her in ways she hadnât expected, and she found herself falling deeper with each passing moment.
you were caring, sweet, and had lots to share. there was never a dull moment with you the moment she figured out how to get you to talk a little more.
as for you, mornings weren't dreadful anymore. you started waking up earlier than usual just to make it to danielle's on time. you liked this new routineâseeing danielle first thing in the morning, sharing a coffee with her, chatting while the pastries baked. the smell of fresh coffee and baking bread filled the air, making the workspace warm and inviting. just being in her presence was the perfect start to your day. her laughter and smiles made everything brighter, transforming mundane, tiring mornings into something special.
and what kind of cousin would you be if you hadnât told hyein everything like the two of you usually do. hyein is on the other side of the couch starting at you smile as you ramble about this routine youâve fallen into with heart eyes and a wide grin.
âi mean, i havenât ever liked mornings since her.â you begin, your fingers starting to fiddle with one another. âand oh my god she keeps flirting with me! itâs actually terrible. do you know how hard it is to stay normal when sheâs calling me what, a fucking angel first thing in the morning? and it doesnât help that sheâs literally gorgeous, i mean youâve seen her; sheâs straight out of a dream.â
hyein groans as she sits up. âwell if youâre so in love, quit complaining to me, youâve been like this since the month started.â
you sit up as well, furrowing your brows. âwhat?â
âjust ask her out already! itâs clear sheâs into you.â
âi think sheâs just flirty though.â
âold and stupid oh, you piss me off.â hyein throws a pillow at you, making you yell âhey!â before throwing it back at her face. she laughs before clinging the pillow close. âbut really, at least a âfriendâ date or something⊠it would bring you two closer. those morning rides arenât going to lead to anything more than what you already have, probably. plus, soobin and actually working gets in the way of your little lovey-dovey stuff.â
you look at her, biting your lip as you ponder.
hyein is right, hell, she always is. for a child, sheâs pretty good with giving advice and an even better listener. sheâs your best friend and favorite relative all in one, it would be somewhat betraying to not take the advice.
âwell, what if sheâs taken?â
âoh my godâŠâ your cousin throws her head onto the cushion of the couch. âshe calls you pretty and flirts with you â girl, of course sheâs single.â
âokay but⊠i donât know.â
âwell i know that youâre stupid as hell.â
âlanguage!â
âjust check her instagram or something? people with significant others always post something.â
you fall silent, biting your lip again before looking at her with an apologetic feeling in your eye. âi donât have anything but her numberâŠâ
âoh y/n, thatâs not a problem at all.â hyein rolls her eyes and scoots up next to you, leaning against your shoulder as you peer over to watch what sheâs doing. she holds the phone up to your face to unlock it and taps on the intagram icon, immediately clicking on the search bar. âdo you know her last name?â
âum, it starts with an m i think?â
âyou donât know her last name?â
âwhy would i know this?â
âdo you have an app for your schedules or anything? oh my god, youâre seriously getting on my nerves⊠i canât believe you managed to even have a girlfriend for that one yearââ
you cringe at the mention of your history with women. âokay donât mention that please⊠and fuck her, she was terrible to me.â you frown.
âsorry,â hyein knowâs sheâs hit a little spot, knowing your past with much detail, then continues. âanyway, letâs just search her up andâŠâ she types in âd-a-n-i-e-l-l-eâ into the search and a few accounts pop up. she looks at the small profile pictures displayed and the first one makes her click her tongue. âfound it!â
her page is pretty just from the first glanceâyou two havenât even looked at any of the posts or highlights either. danielleâs profile picture is jus ther with a beanie over her head and looking at the camera with her pretty eyes and god you almost melt right then and there because no model could top her visuals.Â
you reach over to scroll through her posts; she has thirteen in total, and a few catch your eye. one post, in particular, stands out: a single photo of her posing in front of a mirror, wearing a crop top that shows off her slim figure and a denim jacket hanging loosely off one shoulder. she looks absolutely stunning. as you stare at the image, lips slightly parted in awe, hyein looks over and sees your intense gaze. before you can react, you're interrupted by a playful pinch to your cheek.
âyouâre so down bad.â
âiâm not!â you scoff, taking the phone out from her hands and scrolling yourself.Â
there are photos of her with friends, snapshots of mesmerizing views (though none as captivating as her), pictures with her family, beach scenes, dogs, and several selfiesâyou find yourself lingering on those a bit longer. her entire page perfectly matches her energy; it's cute and vibrant. as you scroll, hyein catches you smiling to yourself, lost in the charm of danielleâs online presence.
one of her more recent posts, posted about three months ago, catches your eye. itâs her and haerin posing together with haerinâs face being cupped by danielleâs hand as they pose. the caption has your heart sinking a bit (a lot).
âbeautiful, gorgeous, and lovely birthday girlđđ©ââ€ïžâđâđ© i love you lots sweetieâ
hyein catches the whole thing live, watching your small smile turn into pursed lips. âthat doesnât mean anything y/n, friends can be like that.â
âtheyâre pretty closeâŠâ you swipe to see a picture of danielleâs nose nuzzled into haerinâs cheek and frown. âsheâs taken.â
your heart sinks even more just looking at the picture longer, urging hyein to snatch your phone out of your hands and click on the mentioned tags. she finds haerinâs account â itâs public, thankfully â and roams around as you sit there defeatedly.
itâs not looking the best so far, not when hyein clicks on a post with danielle and her group of friends, and after hyein swipes to the next photo sheâs met with danielle and haerin hugging each other, cheeks pressed together as they pose for the photo. you catch a glimpse before your head falls over on hyeinâs shoulder like youâve just come back from an unsuccessful war.
âitâs over.â
ây/n, lift your head up! i pose with my friends like this too⊠maybe sheâs touchy.â
ânot with me.â you pout. hyein flicks your forehead. âhey!â
âstupid,â she says. âmaybe itâs because she likes you and is wary of boundaries. from what iâm seeing, you should initiate.â
âi canât possibly do that.â
âyouâre literally a liar.â she spits out. âas soon as your friends initiate something youâre clinging like a koala, even with me youâre like that.â
you fall over onto the couch, giving up and looking up at the ceiling; your life isnât over because your really adorable, amazing, lively, vibrant, cute, helpful, captivating, adorable coworker is taken.Â
(itâs over.)
hyein allows you to sulk for a moment before widening her eyes and gasping, âwait, i literally know haerin.â
âyou do?â
âkind of. i just checked her account on my phone and a lot of people i know follow her, sheâs that pretty upperclassman everyone likes. thereâs no way sheâs dating danielle, like, i have proof.â
sitting up immediately, you crunch your brows. âare you serious?â
âyeah. my friend is friends with her, sheâs very much single and i donât think she wants to mingle.â
âholy shit, youâre serious?â
âlanguage~â hyein teases. âyes, iâm not trying to feed your delusions by the wayâi donât support homewrecking.â
you practically pouce at hyein and tackle her into a loving, grateful hug. she squeaks at the contact, but warms up into the hug.Â
âi love you forever, iâll buy you lunch and treat you to pastries and anything andââ
âitâs fiiinneee.â hyein pulls away and chuckles at you. âi just want to help you out and be happy. and after seeing danielle⊠sheâs really adorable and youâre so giddy for her so she must be wonderful.â
âshe is.â
âyeah, all you do is run your mouth about her.â
a laugh is shared between the two of you before hyein reaches for the remote to turn on the tv. you go back to your phone, clicking on danielleâs profile to stalk her again, lingering on posts of herself. you feel your cheeks burning and somehow the little glare your cousin gives you despite her not being in your vision or peripheral.
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youâve been reluctant on asking danielle out, even if itâs a simple âhangoutâ or âfriend date.â sheâs effortlessly charming as always with each interaction, even getting bold and watching you from over your shoulder at times â everything she does makes your heart beat and beat and beat.
danielleâs been equally flustered and enamored by how open youâve been with her. the two of you have cracked jokes and shared small stories during the quiet moments with soobin, but danielle especially enjoys you just by yourself. thereâs something much more tender about you when itâs just the two of you. youâre physically more touchy wth danielle, and she canât really tell if itâs on purpose or youâre just touchy like that. you often shove her playfully in conversations, and when you both lean against the counter, you somehow manage to move over ever so slightly so that your arms are touching.Â
your coworker has been attentive to all of this, unsure of whether this is just how you are and sheâs overthinking things, or this being something moreâmaybe a sign that maybe youâre into her just a bit.
none of you question it really, and besides, danielles just as touchy. she sometimes leans her head on your shoulder â but very, very briefly â when something is amusing, and sometimes her hands find their way to your hair to fix it, or maybe even to your forearm just because.Â
soobin is a bystander, the poor guy thinks itâs just how girls are and is completely oblivious that the two of you are fighting the thick tension in the air.
â
the last coffee beans were grinded, so you tap on soobinâs shoulder and tell him that youâre going to the back to grab more. he nods at you and sends you that pursed grin, you place a hand on his shoulder and thank him.
when you reach the small closet, you find danielle in the room as well, rummaging for packaging and more boxes for the pastries and desserts. sheâs oblivious to your presence until you knock flicker the light on and off once, making her squeal and jump from surprise. your coworker turns around and hits the rack unknowingly, when she sees you, she starts to calm down.
ây/n! you scared me!â
you laugh. âsorry, i just needed someââ
above danielle, you spot a bag of coffee beansâat least three pounds heavyâstarting to tip. before it can fall, you move without hesitation. you rush over, reaching out and getting on your tiptoes to catch it with one hand just in time.
a sigh of relief leaves your lips, but you catch your breath again as soon as you look back down.
danielle is close. her face is a few inches apart from you and your hand is still up to hold the coffee beans, making the moment much more intimate and nerve-racking than it actually is. she looks at you intensely, her lips parting before her eyes dart down to your lips.Â
ây/n,â she almost whispers.
you gulp and look down at her lips, then away, putting your arm down and grabbing the coffee beans with you as you do so. your faces are closer now and you feel your heartbeat rapidly pounding against your chest, threatening to break through. danielle still stares at the features presented to her, pupils dilating.
you break the tension, looking away and stepping back, holding the coffee beans to your chest almost like youâre hugging them. your eyes dart around the room nervously, your cheeks burn like theyâre steak being put onto a hot iron skillet, and you gulp one last time.
âthe um, t-the beans⊠they almost fell on you.â
âyeah?âÂ
âiâm um, i need to uhâ yeah, thereâs no more grinds and i need to make a latteâŠâ
âright.â danielle starts to smirk, looking at the aftermath on your face. âyou do that then. oh, and by the way.â
âhm?â
she steps forward to push hair out your face and behind your ear, her fingers graze against the back of it. âyour ears are redâand warm.â
âoh, um, maybe.â you mumble softly. danielle giggles at you before you leave the room,Â
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the two of you donât speak on the incident the rest of the shift since danielle can tell youâre flustered and sheâs also really good at keeping a conversation going. plus, work is in the way at times, so doing your job saves you.
after you two clock out for the day, both of you walk to your car and danielle watches you closely before looking out the window again. you feel a shiver down your spine as you get out the parking spot and the grip on the wheel is tighter the whole way to her apartment complex.
you park in front of the entrance, danielle unbuckles her seatbelt and says, âthanks for the ride.â
âitâs no problem.â
âiâll see you tomorrow.â
âyup.âÂ
your coworker narrows her eyes at you, looking at you questionably as if she were expecting something different. she puts her hand on yours, smiles, then gets out the car.Â
she starts to walk towards the entrance, and as she walks through the door you huff.
âi canât be like this, fuck me. another lecture from hyein would kill me.â you groan.
you grab your keys, unbuckle your seatbelt, and get out the car as soon as possible. you sprint towards the entrance and look around for danielle, catching a glimpse of her walking towards the stairs, so you follow after her.
sheâs already up a flight somehow right when you reach the bottom of the stairwell, you catch her hair just barely and shout up at her,
âdanielle!â she looks down to see you breathing a little heavier than normal. âwait!â
ây/n? what are you doing here?â
âiâ wait there.â you call out before running up the stairs. danielle doesnât listen and starts to walk down as well, which leads to you running into her when you clash halfway, accidentally bumping her. âs-sorry.âÂ
âyouâre out of breath.â
inhaling quickly, you nod. âa bit.â
danielle laughs. âwhy did you run after me?â
âi was um, i was wonderingâŠâ you poke the inside of your cheek with your tongue, struggling to make eye contact with her. âare you um, well, fuck, sorryâ okay, um.â
âtake your time.â she teases.
you giggle before looking into her eyes and composing yourself. âdo you want to hangout outside of work sometime? i really⊠like working with you and talking and yeah all of it, but work kind of limits a lot.â
she looks at you with a growing blush fostering her cheeks. one good look at youâmessy hair tucked behind your ears, the baby tee hugging you, your flushed face from running, the adorable look you give her as you wait for an answer â danielle nods and her teeth show as she smiles at you.
âi would love that.â
âreally?â you ask, eyes widening. you shake your head and laugh to yourself before asking, âwhen is good for you?â
âiâm not doing anything right now, are you?â
âi need to pick my cousin up soon but thatâs it.â
âokay! you should go pick up your cousin and we can head downtown?â
âoh, now? today?â you say in disbelief; danielle hasnât given you a chance to plan or mentally prepare for this. youâre already winded, but this is like a tornado picking you up and throwing you over to another continent. âi mean, yes, thatâs perfect, yeah.â
âpick me up later then, that alright?â
âiâll text you when hyeinâ er, when i drop my cousin off.â
âperfect, iâll see you then?â
âyes, mhm.â
â
youâve never driven so fast, nor have you gotten ready so quickly. your cousin gripped the door handle tightly as you sped fifteen miles over the limit in a neighborhood, glancing at your concentrated, flushed face.
usually, hyein is the one rushing home after school since it makes her homesick. but today, the unexpected sight of you bursting into the house, darting to your room, and emerging five minutes later with a denim jacket, jeans, and makeup on left her wide-eyed.
hyeinâs laying on the couch when she catches you fixing your hair in the mirror, clenching your jaw and taking a deep breath.
âwhatâs up with you.â
âdanielle.â
âelaborate?â
âi dropped her home and asked her to hangout and then i was like âoh okay when?â and sheâs basically saying that now, today, like later. i have to pick her up like right nowâ wait, do i look good? too much? too little? is itââ
âyou look fine y/n, very pretty. i think danielle will appreciate it.â
âyou sure?â
hyein sighs and stands up, youâre a little taller then her, so she has to tilt her head up just barely to fix your hair and pat down your jacket.Â
âstop stressing, itâs just a hangout, no? you didnât say it was a date did you?â
shit.Â
âi mean no, butââ
âokay so stop stressing and go pick her up!â hyein rolls her eyes at you. âyouâll do great kid.â
âwho are you calling kid?âÂ
âblah blah blah, go get out the house.â
you look at her defeatedly, brows curled up and a pout played on your lips. hyein simply laughs at you before you grab your keys, tote bag, and head out the door.
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you reach her apartment complex and spot her outside, waiting while engrossed in her phone. danielle jumps when a car honks at her, but then she sees you in the driverâs seat. a smile spreads across her face, and she runs over to you, her excitement palpable.
danielle gets in the passengers seat. âhello again.â
âhi.â
âdowntown? are we going to metro or are you going to park there.â
âitâs a surprise,â you smirk mischieviously before starting to drive. danielle giggles and trusts your little âsurprise.â
the car ride is filled with laughter as you two sing along to your favorite songs. despite having slightly different music tastes, there are many songs that you both enjoy and can belt out together until you find a good spot to park in the city.
danielle waits for you as you pay for parking, looking out at the social city and lovely views. but one view is lovelier than the city, lovelier than everything really. her lips turn up when she looks at you pressing the button and grabbing the ticket thatâs dispensed out.Â
you fix your hair. âokay, before we go to the surprise did you want to check out the stores?â
âi donât go downtown too often, so i donât know whatâs good.â
âme neither,â you shrug, then look around. âthe city is big, we can surely find something we both like. i hope you like exploring.â
âif itâs with you, then why wouldnât i like exploring?â
you're caught off guard by the compliment, opting for a chuckle to hide how it makes your heart run a marathon and your tummy twist and turn.
three hours pass but you swear itâs only been thirty minutes.Â
the two of you walked everywhere, exploring small cafes, charming clothing stores, and vintage record shops. danielle made sure to take as many pictures of you as possible, insisting on "capturing the moment" and telling you that you're "adorable." her reasons made you giggle nervously, each compliment warming your heart.
you hold onto danielleâs bag of clothes and trinkets she had bought â you practically had to fight her to simply hold the bag â as you lead her down an alleyway. sheâs following you mindlessly, not questioning your sudden change in plans since it must be part of your oh-so-lovely surprise.
âiâve had a lovely time with you, we should spend time together outside of work much more often.â she says softly, turning to look at you and smile. sheâs glowing.Â
it's five in the evening, and the sun is beginning to set, golden rays seeping through the little cracks in the alleyway. each beam enhances her already striking features. her eyes shine when they catch the light, turning her brown eyes into a mesmerizing gold. the wind tousles her curly hair, making her even more beautiful with each stray strand. the way her teeth peek out when her smile widens makes your knees weakâyou could stare at her for hours.
she snaps you out your trance. ây/n, can i ask you something?â
âyeah, what is it?â
âdid you not like me when we first met?âÂ
you two continue to walk, but youâve fallen silent. looking down at the ground, you shake your head and turn to look at her again.
âno, no thatâs not it.â you shake your hands in defense. âiâm just⊠not a morning person, and very cautious.â
she giggles, âwhat?â
âwhen i did closing, all my coworkers were terrible. it was a nightmare despite being awake at the time, you know? and itâs different waking up so early for me, iâm not a morning person in any way.â
âiâm aware.â danielle interjects, making you roll your eyes and shove her with your shoulder playfully.Â
you look around the area, clicking your tongue as everything starts to become recognizable. grabbing her hand, you find a little exit and lead her to a small area overlooking a part of the city near the river. itâs beautiful, and danielle is mesmerized by the view.
from where you both stand, you watch her mouth fall open, her hand almost covering it. she sighs in awe, taking in the sceneâthe buildings with some windows lit and others dark, the flowers in full bloom, and the trees with vibrant leaves.
ây/n, was this the surprise?â
you start to walk ahead, then turn around and motion with your head for her to follow. she watches you sit down on a rock that luckily has space for two people. she sits down next to you, watching as you prop yourself up with both hands behind your back.
you both sit in comfortable silence, the golden hues of the sunset reflecting off the river and casting a warm glow over everything. danielleâs eyes dart from the view to you, her smile never fading. you catch her gaze and smile back, feeling a sense of peace and contentment. the moment feels perfectâit is perfect.
âthis is the surprise, and also kind of my apology for being an ass to you the first few weeks of working.â
danielle admires the side of your face as you watch the view, the sun hitting you beautifully, tracing each feature she adores the most.
âiâm not a morning person, and i guess i was stubborn and always pissy. i didnât want to talk a lot because i was scared of you and soobin â mostly you â being terrible like the closing staff.â you meet her eyes with your own. âbut youâre far from that.â
she does that thing where her eyes soften and her lips form something between a pout and a smile, much like the time she talked about a puppy she ran into on the street. but now, the emotion of adoration and awe is much more intense. her gaze seems to hold a deeper meaning, reflecting the beauty of the moment and the bond you share.Â
ây/n, youâre soâŠâ she covers her face with a hand, concealing her blush. âyouâre wonderful.â
âi just wanted to share a view i really like with you, since i appreciate you a lot, you know? and weâve been getting close so⊠i just⊠yeah.â
avoiding her look, you turn to watch the view again. yeah, youâd much rather be staring at her while she admires the view, but you canât possibly do that when the sun is exposing your crimson cheeks.
âcan i take a picture of you?â she asks, pulling out her phone. âyouâre just so gorgeous right now, i really want to have something to look back on later.â
look back on you? you?
âyeah, sure.â you respond bashfully.
she holds her phone up, then looks at you, grins, and says, âcheese!â
you chuckle and shoot her a lovely, toothy, beaming smile. âcheese!â
â
the two of you alternate between talking and admiring the view for another two hours until the sun starts to set. by then, danielle has ended up close to you, your arms touching purposefully.
as you walk back to your car, a gust of wind brushes past and danielle shivers. she's only wearing a cropped t-shirt and sweatpants, which isnât ideal for the cooler night. without a second thought, you slip off your jacket and drape it over her shoulders, grinning.
âthank you, y/n,â she says, looking up at you through her eyelashes. âyouâre not cold?âÂ
you shake your head, the warmth from the evening and the moment enough to keep you comfortable. ânope, iâm good,â you reply, enjoying the way she pulls your jacket closer around herself. it looks even better on her.
âi have a longsleeve on, and i donât want you getting sick dani.â
her eyes widen and she gasps. âoh my god.â
âwhat?â
âyou called me dani!â
you âtskâ at her and shake your head, but smile to yourself. âyeah and?â
âyou never ever call me that.â
âwell iâm very fond of you now so⊠dani it is.â
both of you continue on to the car, enjoying each others presence while lingering close.
â
you reach her apartment complex and somehow those five â almost six â hours seemed like they werenât enough. the last thing you wanted was the night to end, but here you are, parked in front of the entrance.
danielle hesitates in her seat, not wanting the night to end either. âhey, just to clarifyâŠâ
âyes?â
âdid you⊠was this a date?âÂ
you melt. âat first i just wanted to hangout with you, but as soon as you got into my car when i picked you up i really wanted it to be. what did you think it was?â
she relaxes into the seat and lets out a sigh of relief. âoh thank god. you were so adorable and cute the whole time and the thought of this just being coworkersâ no, friends, hanging out was dreadful.â
âwell then, it was definitely a date.â
she hums before silence follows. you two sit there smiling like idiots at each other, the air filled with excitement and adoration.
âiâll see you at work tomorrow?â danielle says it like itâs a question, but itâs guaranteed unless something deadly catches you by surprise. even then, youâd still make an effort to see danielle.
âyeah. iâll pick you up too.â
âgreat,â danielle mumbles. without any warning, she quickly reaches over, placing a hand on the back of your neck and pressing her lips to your cheek. her eyes close, and you freeze in place as she hides herself by pressing her nose into your skin. âi really, really enjoyed everything. i like you so, so much.â
her voice sends a shiver down your spine, and the feeling is heightened when she kisses your cheek again, lingering before she pulls away.
she winks at you before waving. âhave a good night, y/n. sleep well.â
your mouth is agape, and you canât even move. you sit there, watching her walk back to her apartment complex. she looks back once more to wave and smile again. youâre flushed, your heart racing faster than any f1 car. you realize youâre the happiest youâve been in ages.
â
danielle squeals as she enters the apartment, making minji and hanni â who are playing some card game â jump and yelp themselves.
âwhat the hell man?â hanni yells.
âoh my god it was a date.â
âwell obviously.â minji responds, watching danielle flop onto the couch. âshe ran for you just to ask to hangout, i donât even do that for you guys.â
âmaybe because you secretly hate us.â
âhanni shut up youâre no better.â
danielle kicks her feet, smiling like a little kid and sighing dreamily. minji and hanni give each other a glance, then shrug at each other.Â
âshe took me to this wonderful view and oh my god it was beautiful but not as beautiful as her like oh my god and talking to her is so fun and natural and sheâs so sweet andââ
minji cuts her off, noticing the jacket she has on. âis the denim hers?â
âyes.â danielle says smittenly, sheâs lovestruck. âand i kissed her cheek just now.â
âoh wooow maybe your flirting can get you places.âÂ
danielle grabs a pillow and throws it at hanni, making the trio all laugh together.Â
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work is normal the next dayâwell, for the most part. it's just much more annoying since the two of you canât be hopelessly in love in front of soobin and all the customers. after all, itâs a professional setting.
you canât help but steal glances at her whenever you get the chance, especially when sheâs taking orders. sheâs so sweet and friendly with everyone, and it only makes you fall for her even more. if hyein were here, sheâd probably roll her eyes and pretend to gag at how hopelessly in love you are.
danielle catches you staring after sheâs finished putting a customers croissant in their bag, smirking at you knowingly.Â
âhey, do your job!â
âoh shut upâŠâ
she laughs before grabbing your wrist, dragging you to the door to the back. she looks over to soobin, whoâs cleaning the counters, and shouts, âweâll be back! i need y/n to help reach something for me.â
he shoots a thumbs up before starting to wipe again. danielle leads you back to the storage room giggling, then closes the door to leave you two alone.
âhey, weâre still on the clock.â you warn.
âi know, i know.â danielle starts to wrap her arms around your neck, pulling you closer. âi wanted to do something i didnât get to last night.â
you clench your jaw. âright.â
âmhm.â she says, staring at your lips.Â
you couldnât resist any longer. with a surge of giddy excitement, you close the distance between you and danielle, eagerly cupping her face in your hands. as your lips meet hers, they are just as soft and inviting as you had imagined, yet the reality surpasses any expectation.Â
she pulls away first to mumble against your lips, âyouâre lovely.â
âyouâre even better.â
danielle closes the distance, you both smile against each other and savor the short amount of time you both have in the storage closet. kissing her is everything, sheâs just perfect.
time seems to stand still as you both melt into the kiss, a tender warmth spreading through every inch of your being. itâs as if the world around you fades away, leaving only the sensation of her warmth, the taste of her lips, and the intoxicating feeling of being so close to someone you adore.
when she starts to cup your cheeks, you conclude that maybe mornings arenât so badâdefinitely not if danielle is in the mix.
She's so cute argfkfkfkqaađ
I think i did a good jobâĄ
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tumblr girls â danielle marsh series
it was cliché; being in love with danielle marsh, the straightest girl on earth. you thought your feelings were hopeless, until you discover her tumblr blog.
STATUS LOADING⊠in progress!
TAGS â fluff, strangers to friends to lovers, unrequited love, mutual pining, group project, shy!yn, cheerleader!dani, cursing, slow burn, mentions of homophobia
CHAPTERS !
01. first and last
02. hopeless
BONUS. for dani.
03. wonder
BONUS. danielleâs blog
04. daydreaming
05. the love of my life
06. â
more coming soon!
Something about being a puppy to a bossy girl hits different đ”âđ«
Daniela Avanzini x readerÂ
âYour girlfriend is bossy and brat, but you love her, and she loves her puppyâÂ
Genre â smut (men n minors dni) Warnings â Hair pulling, degradation (just a little)Â
Now playing â God is a woman, by Ariana GrandeÂ
You were tired, after a hard day's work, all you wanted was to take a shower, get the smell of smoke out of your body and hibernate for the next two days. Unfortunately, you had to keep your life outside of work alive, and even though you didn't want to, you knew the effort was worth it. But today, you didn't want to do anything, you didn't want to go anywhere with anyone, all you wanted was to lie in your bed and hug your girlfriend. Â
"Yn, get up!" Daniela shook your shoulder, waking you from your sleep haze. Â
Waking up a little stunned, you looked at the Latina, not understanding why your beautiful girlfriend wanted to take you out of your rest. Dani looked beautiful, wearing a cute white blouse and a low-waisted skirt that highlighted her body.Â
"What? Why? Where are you going?" You asked, running your hands over your face, trying to wake up. Â
"Where are WE going! Come on baby, it's one of my friends' birthday, I told you not to forget, I told you you'd drive because I'm in the mood to drink today." Â
Listening to Daniela's explanation, you felt a little annoyed, all you wanted was to rest, and here she was, asking you to drive to a party just because she wanted to get drunk. Â
"Baby, I'm tired. I worked all day, can't you ask Manon to come with you?" You tried to convince the Latina to give you a day off, your muscles too tired to make any move. Â
"Manon can't go, she's celebrating her one-year anniversary with her girlfriend, and you promised you'd take me!" Daniela's voice began to rise in the middle of the sentence, a clear sign that she was about to start throwing a tantrum because she wasn't getting what she wanted. "Why are you still lying down, get up, puppy! You're going to make me late!"Â Â
You knew what you were getting into when you started dating Daniela, the Latina was an only child, and you could see that she was spoiled miles away. But it was a thousand times worse than you thought. She didn't hesitate to throw a tantrum when you didn't get what she wanted, she was mad at you for not giving her what she wanted, and she even called you that stupid nickname, "puppy", you were fed up. Â
"Daniela, I'm sorry. I'm too tired for this. I've worked hard all week, and on the only day I have for a rest you want me to be your chauffeur. It's not going to happen!" You said, getting out of bed and heading towards the bathroom. Losing the shocked look on your girlfriend's face. Â
"I hope you're going to the bathroom to get ready, because I swear, Yn. You said you'd take me, and now you're going to take me." Daniela followed you to the bathroom, watching you lean against the sink and sigh. Â Â
"You know, not everyone is a spoiled brat like you! Some of us have to work hard!" You regretted the words that came out of your mouth as soon as you finished speaking. Â
"Are you saying I don't work hard?" You swore you were going to die at that moment.Â
Daniela's gaze was fixed on you, the Latina's head tilted to the left as she analyzed your every move. You knew that if you threw yourself out of the second-floor window of your house, it would hurt less than anything Daniela was planning to do to you right now. Â
"No, I didn't say that-" Â
"But you meant." The Latina approached you, making you try to go further back, almost as if she was trying to merge you with the bathroom sink. Â
"No, I don't, I just-"Â Â
"You just what? Do you think I'm a slut, Yn?"Â Â Â
"No!" You shook your head quickly. Â
"Do you think I don't work as hard as you do?" The Latina grabbed the back of your head, pulling your hair down, making you lean in the pain of the squeeze. Â
"No! I'm sorry! I didn't mean it, I promise!"Â Â
Still with her hand in your hair, the Latina leaned a little, getting in line with your vision. Â
"My puppy can't keep up what she said?" Daniela asked, mocking you. Â
"Don't call me that!" You said, stopping immediately when the Latina pulled your hair harder., making you get on your knees.  Â
"Oh, my puppy is so pathetic. You love me, don't you, Yn?" You nodded quickly, agreeing with everything the Latina said. "So you're going to do what I want, when I want. Are you listening to me?"Â
You didn't even have time to reason before your girlfriend leaned in, kissing you aggressively. Her lips were soft, but in this kiss you couldn't feel their softness much. Both of your teeth chattered from the aggressiveness of the kiss, and Daniela's hand on your head made her have great control over you. Â
"You were talking a lot earlier, weren't you?!" Daniela said as she pulled away from the kiss, a strand of saliva connecting the two of you for a few seconds, before it split in half. "Let's use your mouth for something more useful."Â Â
In one swift motion, the Latina slid the panties she was wearing off her body, leaving you static. You've been in this position other times, she scolding you for not following her orders, you and Daniela had a strange way of fighting. You could work out serious things as adults, always prioritizing each other's opinions and trying to come to an agreement. But when the fight that started was over something not very big, Daniela or you almost always turned it into furious sex, and it was fucking good. Â
"Oh, what? Are you shy now? Did the cat eat your tongue, puppy?" Daniela mocked you, making you look at her with furrowed brows. "No, don't look at me like that. Come on, do your job before things get worse for youâÂ
With that, Daniela grabbed your hair again, making you hold both of the Latina's thighs. One of Daniela's legs was on your shoulder, and now you had a little more access to the blonde's intimacy. As much as she was holding your hair, Daniela waited for you to make the first move, when you finally licked a band in her pussy, the Latina moaned loudly, her moan echoing through the bathroom walls. Â
Tightening the grip she had in your hair a little more, you moaned in pain, taking a wave of vibrations to your girlfriend's clit, who moaned louder. Daniela's taste was so good, that you may have forgotten why you were in this position for a second. You couldn't deny that you loved hating Daniela's tantrums, the Latina had won your heart, you couldn't escape, you knew that that spoiled and bossy brat would be your wife one day. Â
Losing patience with Daniela's insistent pulls, and with the pain in your knees, you finally decided to impose yourself. Letting go of the leg that was on your shoulders, you left the Latina confused for a few seconds, only to stop in one quick motion, grab her by the thighs and lift her on top of the sink. Â
"Why do you think you can treat me the way you want, huh?" You asked, grabbing the blonde's face tightly, a pout forming on Daniela's lips, from the force with which you were squeezing her cheeks. Â
"Why can I! YOU'RE MINE!" She whimpered, slapping your hands and freeing herself from your grip.  Â
Laughing sarcastically, you bent down again, spreading Daniela's legs and adjusting yourself in the middle of them again. The Latina was so excited by the sight that her thighs trembled, every touch of you seemed to have triple the power over her now. Â
"You'll regret it later, mami."Â Â
Dipping your tongue back into the middle of the Latina's feathers, Daniela didn't even care what you had said. The words seemed hollow when they entered her ears, and she might forget, but at some point you would remember her. All the Latina could think about was how your tongue was doing a fantastic job on her. Â
"Hurry up puppy, you're still going to drive for me tonight."Â Â
With a growl, you remembered once again why you were here, it was inevitable, you forgot everything with Daniela's sweet taste in your mouth. Penetrating two fingers inside your girlfriend, you continued your work with your tongue, gradually accelerating the back and forth movements with your hand. Â
"Oh, that's right puppy, I'm so close." Â
Hitting the special point in Daniela, you watched the Latina roll her eyes, you concentrated your thrusts in the same place, doing tricks with your tongue quickly. You knew your girlfriend's body like the back of your hand, and it was easy to make her reach the state of pleasure. Â
"I'm cumming, baby! Please don't stop!"Â Â
The eyes rolling, the hands squeezing your hair again, the legs shaking, all these were your girlfriend's reactions to your hard work, because as you said from the beginning of it all, you work hard! Â
When the Latina finally calmed down, descending from the haze of orgasm, she pulled you up, a drunken smile on her face as she pulled you into a gentle kiss, a very big contrast to the ones you exchanged minutes ago. Â
"You know I love you, right?" Daniela asked, caressing the point where she mistreated you so much. Â
"Of course I know. And I love you too, even with your tantrums." Laughing, Daniela kissed you quickly once again. Â
"I'm sorry to be so rude to you."Â Â
"Oh, don't worry, this will definitely come back!" You said, giving the curly girl another kiss on the lips and walking away. "Come on, you don't want to be late, do you?!"Â Â
Walking away, all you left behind was a Daniela with a scared expression, afraid of what would come next, maybe she should start taking it easy with her puppy.Â
Did you guys think I was joking? ;)
I have nothing to say, I'm a little embarrassed⊠:/
Xoxo, spider.