AKUSAIMONTH: DAYTIME MOON Day 6: You’re Going To Be Fine, I Promise.

I was tagged by @heartlessfujoshi​! Thanks!!

1 Nicknames: Dia (It took years to get people to call me that), before it was Mizi

2. Zodiac sign: Taurus

3. Height: 165 cm

4. Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw

5. Last thing I googled: smt4 wind turbine (i’m working on the challenge quests …)

6. Favorite musicians: Imagine Dragons and Revolverheld <3

7. Song stuck in my head: The Git Up by Blanco Brown

8. Following: 170

9. Followers: 448 (most of them are probably porn bots though … x’D)

10. Do you get asks?: Unfortunately not :’(

11. Amount of sleep: Ideally about 7 - 7,5 hours. But it actually varies between 5,5 and 9 hours.

12. Lucky number: 7 and 87 (hm, I wonder where the second one is from?)

13. What are you wearing?: sweatpants and a PJ shirt

14. Dream job: Something where I can keep learning new things. Something challenging. Something where I can manage my time to still have enough time for my hobbies.

15. Dream trip: A trip through Japan.

16. Instruments: I’m not talented at music, I’m afraid. I learned to play the recorder as a kid, but I don’t think I was any good.

17. Languages: I speak German and English, but I also know a little bit of Italian and Japanese. The first three make a pretty good combination, so if I have to, I can also read similar languages like French or Spanish or Dutch.

18. Favorite songs: Like 30 by Imagine Dragons. Way too many. I’ll pick 5 that I have a special connection to.

Only – Imagine Dragons

Something Just Like This – The Chainsmokers & Coldplay

Song 4 u – Ayumi Hamasaki

Sprinter – Kalafina

In The Shadows – The Rasmus

19. Five random facts:

1. I have four younger siblings (I’m the oldest) who are all taller than me, making me the smallest person in the family.

2. If there’s a TV playing anywhere in the room, I physically cannot concentrate on anything else anymore. I don’t have any problems listening to audiobooks while working on drawings or cosplay though.

3. I’ve been organizing a manga/anime/japan convention in my country for two years now, currently starting into year three. It’s small (about 1000 attendees), but still a lot bigger than we expected in this rural area.

4. I’m a happy crier. When somebody surprises me with something nice, i WILL absolutely start to cry.

5. My most priced possession is the scale figure of Ludger Kresnik from Tales Of Xillia 2 that my siblings got me for my birthday in 2017.

20. Aesthetic: Roses (absolute peak in combination with swords). Also stars and space.

I’ll tag @miramaare, @sacredmoonrising and @ignisfavilla. If you feel like it?

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 14: Lies

"Are you kidding? You know as well as I do that searching through every room there is impossible." Do you really think me so blind?

Just a little heads up: I'm alive and I'll try to post a few more drawings before the new year!

First up is a little series of portraits, featuring my favourite characters of three of my hypes from this year: The Magnus Archives, NEO: The World Ends With You and The Great Ace Attorney.

If you follow my reblog blog @schluesselschwert you probably already know who they are. x'D

Hope you all had as good a year as you possibly could and I wish you happy holidays!

AKUSAIMONTH: DAYTIME MOON Day 3: Let me clean your wounds.

(can be seen as a continuation to this)

Everything was spinning, at least that's what it felt like when he woke up. Lea just lay there, waiting for his world to calm down again. He made it, didn't he? He had seen Isa's heart … Isa.

Ignoring his dizziness, he opened his eyes and looked up. Isa lay barely an arm's length away from him. Still … … unconscious. At least, that's what he hoped it was.

In a sudden panic, he got to his knees and grabbed his shoulders. "Isa!", he called out his name, shaking him at the same time.

It felt like an eternity before Isa opened his eyes. There was no trace of yellow left in them. Only the greenish blue he remembered from so long ago. Lea felt himself breaking into a smile. All the tension and anxiousness that had kept him on edge this whole time simply fell away from him. He really made it.

His relief didn't last long once Isa reached out to him and … shoved him away. His voice sounded hoarse and weak and he didn't look him in the eye. "Don't touch me," he said. Lea felt his heart clench.

"Come on, Isa," he tried again, reaching for him one more time, only to get hold up by an arm, that certainly shouldn't be doing that. Everything went numb for him.

He had imagined this moment a hundred times. Heck, a thousand times. He didn't really expect Isa to fall around his neck or something, but this … this was nothing like what he thought. He saved Isa, didn't he? Why was he still acting like this? … Like … Saïx.

He just looked at him for a moment, trying to regain his composure. There were traces of the fight they had before all over him. It hadn't exactly been easy to enter Isa's heart.

Isa hadn't even gotten up. Apparently he was even worse off than Lea himself. "You're hurt," Lea stated in a firm voice, "Let me help you." He took hold of Isa's arm that was still trying to keep him away from him and pushed it down with mild power.

Isa still refused to look at him.  "No. Just … leave me be." But this time Lea heard his voice crack. He sounded … sad.

For some reason, it irritated him.

"Leave you be to do what? Die?" He grasped both his shoulders. Isa tensed up and tried to push him away again, but Lea didn't let him. "Do you really think I went through all that trouble, learning how to use a keyblade, waltzing right into a war, fighting you, just to let you die now?? No, Isa, I will bring you home and if I have to drag you all the way there."

Just then Isa suddenly stopped struggling and looked up to him. For a moment his face was full of disbelief, then he made a sound that was a mixture between an exhale and a laugh, and even though it sounded so sad, Lea felt happy about it. Because it was a reaction to him. And because there was the hint of a smile on Isa's face. It had been too long since he had a chance to see that.

"You're still … as stubborn as ever." His voice was quiet, but it wasn't cold. Not anymore. For the second time within a few minutes Lea felt relief wash over him. This wasn't lost, not yet. They could still go back to the way there were, it just'd take a bit longer than he thought.

"See, that's more like what I wanted to hear," he chirped extra cheerfully. He smiled at Isa, then he tightened his grip on his shoulders. "It's good to have you back. Isa."

Xsuper. So that’s what it reads on the label, I couldn’t decipher it before.

Superbia is pride, the only sin we have left, so obviously the Master of Masters should have a name like that. So, I guess this could be seen as support for my theory that the box contains the master’s heartless, while also showing us where the idea of adding a X to the name of a Nobody may have come from.

The fact that it is labelled might also mean, that we will get to see the Master of Masters in KH3. Someone who knows who Xsuper is might open the box to kill the heartless and we will see the revival of the Master of Masters as a whole person. I guess that would make a pretty good plot point.

Also, is it just my impression or does the label make the box look even more like a coffin?

Kaz “I don’t need anyone and like hell I’m in love” Brekker.

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 7: Fluffy

Good morning, love.

Norted self-portrait to hide how terrified I am right now.

It’s so much better to joke about being turned into Xehanort, than to imagine all the reasons why my left eye may be changing it’s colour and what the strange, growing shadow on my throat is.

So, yeah. My very first crack pairing ever. (Well, maybe not as much crack as I thought, because it turned out there’s in fact a vague, but possible basis for them, but I’m still trying to forget the end of AA3, so ... )

It just suddenly started with Godot saying “I’m already seeing a very hot someone, so I’m afraid you’ll be waiting for a very long time.”  And I was so perplexed by Simon Blackquill immediately coming to my mind, that I almost missed the Godot pun. Both of them. (coffeemaniac)

I just love the dynamics that would result from their interaction, with Simon being someone who gets what he wants by manipulating people, frightening them mostly, and Godot on the other hand being completely unfazed by such methods, (almost) always staying collected and always on top of the situation, incredibly dominant too. I imagine it as a constant, playful, power struggle with a lot of tension. And I love tension.

[Image Description: Image is a pastel chalk drawing of adult Lea and Isa from Kingdom Hearts sitting on a beach. Lea is sitting between Isa's legs, leaning his back on Isa's chest. He is talking nonsense with a smug expression, gesturing with one hand, while Isa kisses him on the cheek, smiling. Both their eyes are closed and their hands are linked in front of Lea's chest. The drawing is done in warm sunlit colours and the edges of the drawing are slightly smudged into the white paper frame, giving the image a dreamlike quality.]

Lazy Afternoons

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