“When You Start To Notice The Mystical, The Mystical Will Start To Notice You.”

fuck that "fell first/fell harder" thing. they both fell flat on their faces because their shoes were untied

At the age of 24 and 25 a lot of things had happened in my life. One of the most significant things was that I got to know my sexuality. I realised I was asexual.

Well, I'll explain my experience here and hope that it'll help someone, someday.l

I've always had huge crushes over a number of celebrities (mostly men) and few in real life as well. I have sexual fantasies about them too. But things started to change when I realised that my fellow 25 year olds are much more sexually active and they hold much kore desire for sexual intimacy than me.

Ever since I was a teenager, my body was developing, I always hated to be seen as a woman. I used to wear baggy clothes, boy-clothes, I had stopped wearing earrings, I wore pants much more than skirts, cut my nails short - anything to avoid be seen as desirable.

I grew up and I realised that I do feel romantic feelings towards (mostly) men. So, I started to think that I'm not broken afterall. Then, with time, I realised that I cannot stay in a relationship with someone for more than a few months - when things start to get serious, I look for an escape.

Then one day, with a sudden urge, out of nowhere, I cut my hair short - like a pixie short. In a few days I started to feel the shift, how I feel more confident with this hair. Then one day, while browsing through the internet I found asexuality, greysexuality, demisexuality and all.

It says that we can have sexual thoughts, romantic feelings towards someone and still be asexual. We can have sex and still can be asexual. This orientation is of the people who don't necessarily always feel the urge to be sexually engaged to someone. It doesn't always have to be a childhood trauma result. It's completely normal - YOU are completely NORMAL. 🤗

Quotes that reminds me so much of Love and Deepspace men.

Zayne

"Tragic it is that I still love you, even though I know I can never again have you."

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Xavier

"Now I have to remember you for longer than I have known you."

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Rafayel

"You were the greatest risk I have ever taken. And the greatest reward I have yet to have."

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Sylus

"I know it's mad, but if I go to hell. Will you come with me or just leave?"

[ⓒdark-night-hero] 2024°

Andrew's Spider-man would never meet Eddie Brock or Deadpool because all of them would reek sexual tension so much it'll be banned in at least 50 countries

andrew garfield peter parker please come crack my back please my back hurts come grab me into your strong arms and crack my back please im begging andrew garfield peter parker c––

#my life

Whoever made this collage, thanks.

Inside of her head: it's a vast place.

She travels far and beyond.

But that has a supermassive blackhole as well. In the farthest corner of that place. It's tiny but dense.

She will reach for the stars, talk about anything and everything. Maybe sometimes, when she doesn't chase the stars, when she stays completely still and floats... the gravity starts to pull.

The pull is so strong that it takes her down the abyss where everything is dark.

The good thing is, she can see the polar star from that hole and that's gives her Hope!

She throws a lasso around that star and jumps right out of that abyss.

But sometimes, she's too tired. She is not depressed. She is sad.

Sometimes she thinks maybe sadness is the most real things in the universe, just like the darkness that lets the stars shine so bright and falls into a dilemma where she isn't sure anymore about what she loves more - the dark abyss or the bright stars 💫

- Hedera Helix

“I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m on my way”

— Carl Sagan

You asked me once if I trusted you.

I looked you in the eye and said “I love you so much”

But the truth is, my trust and love were not one in the same.

I loved you with all of my heart but I didn’t trust that you weren’t going to break it.

-and I was right..