"Oh you,
It's 2 am and all I can think about is how much I want you to kiss me with so much correspondence that my lungs forget to breathe.
I want to fall apart and let you understand. You could, I can see it in the compassion and life in your eyes.
At times, theres nothing in my mind but your eyes and your voice. I cannot think around you, I don't even want to, I just want to feel the way I do when you look at me, always.
It hurts, because she has you, and the way she loves you is not enough somehow. I wish she loved you more so I could let go in peace. I wish she loved you less so this story had a villain.
Yet there she stands, with you tethered to her on the crown of your love upon her head. I've never wanted to hold onto pain like this before.
Oh you, I like your nature."
My Heart's Thoughts
It was always you... Still is... And I'm scared it might always be... Just you.
- My Hearts Thoughts
rb to have a super gay 2023
"I don't want to love you anymore. I left because I was tired, loving you hurts and stresses me out, please let me forget you. Please, it hurts."
-my hearts thoughts
I have so many good moments, so many memories I make with my people.
It won't be this specific way forever, but it's this way now, and I'm so lucky for it.
Sometimes it’s the space between my fingers, or the absense of your arms when it’s cold, other times its just seeing my brown eyes and remembering yours, but there’s always something that reminds me of you, of us.
-my hearts thoughts
"One day,
I'll find me a person who loves me, kisses me soft and makes me feel safe. But most importantly, they'll really love me. But not yet. And that sucks. Bad."
- My Hearts Thoughts
It’s a thought that constantly creeps in throughout the day It’s a thought that I wish I could keep at bay How did I get to the point where I question my worth? But the truth is this self-hate all starts from birth When we are young we are compared constantly So as we get older we do things more cautiously We lose that sense of creativity and freedom And if you pursue your dreams society thinks you have a problem I am not a label, I am not a number And when you call me harsh words just know I’ll remember I know what I deserve and how I should be treated But when I show my love for self the world says I’m conceited We set abnormal expectations that will only end in failure And try to cut our fat away as if our body was paper Our mind takes over as we try to vainly conform The media makes a boney body the image seen as norm But we are more than skin and bones And if we stay silent we unknowingly turn into clones I still struggle with my physical appearance But I’ll be better someday it only takes a little love and perseverance
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"Oh boy,
Your the mountain I can’t go around, cut through or climb."
My Hearts Thoughts
Typewriter Series #810 by Aishwarya Nair
just a blog full of quotes, mainly about that one boy with the beautiful eyes
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