"He Was Like A Fleeting Kiss.

We could have been a year today, if you had done your part. Don’t tell me it was both of us. You didn’t make me feel loved. I loved you the way the ocean loves the sand, for it always returns to the sand, despite there being beauty far out where only the ocean can reach.

My Hearts Thoughts

“My friends had always warned me about boys with that mad glint in their eyes, but this was exactly what drew me in. Your passion. The fire that sparked underneath your skin when you talked about something you loved. Your desire to explore, to see as much of this world as you could. To be free, in a way. To escape. It was contagious and intoxicating. I got high on your view of the world and drunk on your stories. But I’d known what you were all along. You were a liar, just like me. It takes one to know one. But what has knowing a punch was about to be thrown ever done to soften the blow? It doesn’t make goodbye any easier to bear. I saw it coming from miles away and it still hurt. It’s funny, isn’t it? How we’re told things aren’t good for us and we still give them a go, because sometimes our hope and our wish to prove everyone wrong outweigh caution. And sometimes going the wrong way is the right thing to do, because we learn to open our eyes to what we could not see before.”

— right mistakes / n.j.

"Today my mother asked me "What's wrong with you!? What are you, possessed by a demon!?" Because I've been absent and careless lately. I simply stood there silently, thinking, "No, I'm just tired. Tired of your voice, and your lies." Then, as she turned around it occurred to me that maybe she was right, that I was possessed by a demon, her."

My Heart's Thoughts

I don’t know if anyone could make me feel like this way again. You’re the first person who can make me feel so happy that it flutters the inside of me. You’re the first person that looks so interested when I talked about anything. You’re the first person who made me realize that somehow I’m important in this world. You’re the first person who make me think like my dreams are very easy to reach. Aside from my family, you’re also my anchor. You’re the kind of person who is refreshing and fun to be with. I like the warmth in your smile. With you, it’s simply fun. Simply sitting beside you, talking about everything and nothing, makes me feel so happy. The kind of happiness I can’t contain. Just simply thinking about you is enough to make me feel giddy, too. You’re the first person to make me feel like I have more to offer the world than what I can do. In every smile you flashed at me, I got more inspired in every thing I do. You’re the first person whom I’ve shared my dreams without feeling awkward. You always share ideas with me. And you’ve always challenged me, pushed me to think in a different way. We have the ability to shut the world out when we’re together. Whenever you reach out and hold my hand, I find myself not caring about anything around us. To me, it’s just you and I. All I could think about is the way our fingers were intertwined, like it’s meant to be like that. I’m also struck by the feeling of familiarity when our skin/fingers touched. I’m so happy whenever I get to see you, you are the only one whom I’ve felt this pleasant and peaceful feeling in my chest. Each time you smiled at me, I get this good-kind-of-weird feeling that something warm touched my heart. I feel that what we have is a rare, once-in-a-lifetime. Being with you makes my life worthwhile. 

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"I've loved you so much, too bad I still do. If I didn't, we'd be friends."

- My Hearts Thoughts

"I don't regret you, you showed me that true love was real, beautiful and painful. I'll find it somewhere else someday.

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be looking.

Thank you."

My Hearts Thoughts

"I looked away when I told him that I don't get addicted to things, but to people.

He on the other hand, smiled at me."

My Heart's Thoughts

Each time I try to get up, your memory comes back & throws me back down to this pit of missing you. When does this heartbreak end?

-My Hearts Thoughts

"I don’t dream you anymore, I’m not wishing.

There’s echos though;

Sometimes it’s a stranger’s smile,

a song,

a place,

Echoes of a long gone love, memories that don’t quite fade, vibrating too soft for reason, yet loud enough for me to hear."

My Hearts Thoughts

"Even after all this time passing,

I still love you so.

That's all. I can't think of anything else."

My Hearts Thoughts