What I Say: “I’m Fine” What I Mean: “My Life Is Fine. I’m Not. I’m Dead. You Were The Light

Each time I try to get up, your memory comes back & throws me back down to this pit of missing you. When does this heartbreak end?

-My Hearts Thoughts

“I’m his, im still his.” I stare at the brown eyes in the mirror, thinking about how similar they are to his, like I do every time I look in the mirror. It’s been a while since ‘the break up’ , i’ve felt other lips, been in other arms, and yet, he’s still the only one that can make me feel really there, really alive. I still dream of his stupid smile and the old scars on his arm made with time. I still sing his name to the drunken moon and wear his shirt to bed. Nobody knows, to them, im free and happily single, but really, im still his.“

my hearts thoughts

rb to have a super gay 2023

Soulmates are not your ~other half~, that’s just nonsense. You are a whole person already, not half a person. A soulmate isn’t even inherently romantic. A soulmate is just the other sock in a matched set. You’re still a whole, complete sock on your own, you are perfectly functional paired with any other sock, it’s just that it’s even better when you match. A soulmate is literally just the person who makes your soul go “!!! Same hat!!!” and wave excitedly.

What the hell is that?“ I laughed."It’s my fox hat.”“Your fox hat?”“Yeah, Pudge. My fox hat.”“Why are you wearing your fox hat?” I asked.“Because no one can catch the motherfucking fox.

John Green (via lifeofquotations)

I love this :)

"Everyone around me is talking about the new love blooming in my life while my mind drifts and shifts my heart to a past I can’t reach."

My Hearts Thoughts

"Do you ever dream of land?" The whale asks the tuna.

"No." Says the tuna, "Do you?"

"I have never seen it." Says the whale, "but deep in my body, I remember it."

"Why do you care," says the tuna, "if you will never see it."

"There are bones in my body built to walk through the forests and the mountains." Says the whale.

"They will disappear." Says the tuna, "one day, your body will forget the forests and the mountains."

"Maybe I don't want to forget," Says the whale, "The forests were once my home."

"I have seen the forests." Whispers the salmon, almost to itself.

"Tell me what you have seen," says the whale.

"The forests spawned me." Says the salmon. "They sent me to the ocean to grow. When I am fat with the bounty of the ocean, I will bring it home."

"Why would the forests seek the bounty of the oceans?" Asks the whale. "They have bounty of their own."

"You forget," says the salmon, "That the oceans were once their home."

"When I look at you, your perfect.

How do you see me?"

My Heart's Thoughts

Do you ever,,, drink tea,, and the honey just like SHINES and you feel like you're drinking literal sunlight??? Like it's a little warm and a bit sweet and it almost tastes like you're a little cat laying by the window with the sunshine warming you gently ...

Does anyone know what I mean ..?