i wish i knew the purpose
I be like ''lord'' ''god'' ''jesus christ'' and the mfs dont even mean anything to me
listening to soon you'll get better by taylor swift and remembering how my great aunt said she liked the doctors on the icu, and how she talked about how the nurses were great, and how i used to wait till it got dark in my room to pray for a god i don't believe in, and how i was there with her in all times they allowed bc her fell out was sudden and my whole family was out of town except for me, and how she kept quiet until i came in to visit cause she was saving the little air she had to talk to me, and how in one of those quiet whispered conversations her words cut through my soul cause even the short breath couldn't keep her from wanting to comfort me by saying "it has been such a pleasure to help raise you", and how she did not know those words would never stop resonating within me, and how i did not know that would be our last conversation
i've been watching myself disappear as i do nothing to stop it from happening
don't have a single follower on this acc that isn't a porn bot, and if other people cannot find me in here, how the fuck do the porn bots find me?!?
I don't think I'm better off for having a computer in my pocket at all times. I was better off when the computer was a thing I booted up to play Zoo Tycoon.
the person that you could’ve been or the life you could’ve lived isn’t real. it’s an illusion and a fantasy that only exists in your head. all you have is here and now
forever that person that gets really excited when the sky is in pretty colours
The four penguins from Madagascar are, somehow, isekaied in the middle of the clone wars
she/her • in my 20s • back to putting my thoughts on this hellsite
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