"you sound smart" that's because i've spent years doing academic writing to the point that it's my default cadence plus or minus the use of profanity as a tone indicator
"you sound stupid" that's because i'm dumb as fuck
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don't u just love it when joshua does that. that thing . you know with the lips and the cheekies and he just,,, smiles
choi seungcheol what the fuck
wonwoo's reaction to baekho dancing elevator when the elevator door opened
โ Anne Carson, Penguin Modern Poets 1: If Iโm Scared We Canโt Win
[text ID: You could whisper down a well. You could write a letter and keep it in a drawer. You could inscribe a curse on a ribbon of lead and bury it in the ground to lie unread for thousands of years. The point is not to find a reader, the point is the telling itself.]
You know that Ada Limรณn poem where sheโs like โi canโt help it i love the way men loveโ? my dad recently confessed to me that he became a shoemaker because they buried my grandma shoeless
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โ the moments in which the members of stray kids realize how they truly feel toward you.
๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฑ๐ใป1.4k | ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ด(๐)ใปot8 x gn!reader | ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐ใปswearing, mention of food, depictions of conflict + anxiety | ๐ด๐ฒ๐ป๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ใปdomestic fluff, smidges of angst, hurt/comfort, established relationships
ใป๐ฎ/๐ป : thought i'd try out a new fic format :-) i had so much fun writing these and hope you like reading them just as much. any and all feedback is appreciated, as always!
chan is in a heated staring contest with his notepad when the door opens, and he knows that itโs you who comes in, but his head is miles away, tangled in an amalgamation of syllables and rhythms. he goes on to forget that youโre here for a short while, poring over the unfinished lyrics in front of him with undivided focus. that is, until he feels a gentle hand on his shoulder.
youโve just pulled a chair up next to his desk. โlemme see,โ you say, gesturing to the notepad. thereโs a surprised pause, and then chan places it in your hand, scoots closer to you.
you spend the next two hours talking him through his block, but there are periods when you fall silent to brainstorm or to write something down, and chan takes those quiet opportunities just to look at you: wearing one of his old t-shirts, your hair still damp from your shower, completely concentrated. and he knows, then, that he wants to marry you.
minho doesnโt realize he loves you in a singular moment. rather, he has a faint inkling for some time, and then the rug is randomly pulled from beneath his feet, and all of a sudden he canโt remember a version of his world that didn't have you at its center.
there are times when heโs especially aware of his feelings, though. like when he throws a witty remark in your direction and your retort comes back twice as sharp. when your eyes and smile light up like lanterns as you talk to him about your passions. when one (or all) of his cats hover at your side as you go about your day. when he returns home after a grueling practice and youโre there to offer him your comfort, no matter his withdrawn demeanor or sweaty skin.
he is a quiet lover, and sometimes he worries that heโs too quiet, that you have no idea whatโs going on inside him every time he looks at you. but words have never really been necessary with minho. you know. you just do.
changbin is greeted by a chilly breeze when he emerges from the gym, and he silently chastizes himself for forgetting to bring an outer layer yet again. but the temperature moves to the back of his mind when he spots you, waiting on the sidewalk, as you said you would. a familiar grin breaks across your face when you see him, and he feels its shape against his lips when he runs over and kisses you, in lieu of hello.
โwhat are you feeling for dinner?โ you ask once heโs pulled away, and he realizes that youโve pressed something to his chest: one of the hoodies that he keeps at your place, still soft and warm from just coming out of the dryer. and boomโthe epiphany hits him, instantly and unequivocally.
he is dumbfounded for a moment, just processing the newfound discovery; and then, out of nowhere, the two of you say the name of the same restaurant at the same time. he swears he never believed in soulmates until he met you.
hyunjin has always held so many emotions in his heart so fervently, to the point that they sometimes overflow in the form of words that he doesnโt believe, in a tone that he doesnโt intend. and it happened again today, when he spoke to you the wrong way in a moment of pure impulse, and the surprise on your face morphed into poorly-disguised hurt.
a few hours later, the weight of his actions sits heavily on his shoulders. when he lifts his phone to call you, his hands are shaking a little, and a breathy apology spills from his lips the moment he hears you on the other end: โiโm sorry, angel. iโm trying, i promise. i really am.โ to which you answer, โi know, hyune. i forgive you. weโll keep trying together, okay?โ and your words pull his heartstrings in a new direction entirely.
he asks if he can come over, you say yes, and he tells you he loves you as soon as you open the door. heโs done hiding his heart from you.
jisungโs contagious grin and raucous cackle come easily to him for the most part, but there are times when he forgets how it feels to laugh or to breathe, times when he wants only to hide from the world and all of its scariest parts. and when you see his figure in the doorway tonight, his face cast in a nameless shadow, his shoulders sunken in quiet defeat, you understand immediately that this is one of those times.
โdo you wanna talk about it?โ you ask as he approaches you. silently, he shakes his head: not tonight. but his body language asks for what he cannot verbalize. you extend your arms toward him, and he buries himself in them the second heโs close enough to, his face nestling the crook of your neck, the tension in his limbs melting at your gentle touch. you stay there for a long time, rubbing circles between his shoulder blades, coaxing him back to the ground, back to you.
wherever he chooses to hide, he thinks heโd like to take you with him.
when felix opens his eyes, the space in the bed next to him is empty, and the faint scent of flour and sugar wafts through the gap beneath his door.
he gets to his feet, throws on some clothes, and wanders in the direction of the smell, rubbing the sleep from his eyesโand the sight that awaits him makes him wonder if heโs still dreaming. youโre standing at the stove, still in your pajamas, hair slightly disheveled from your rest, and there are pancakes in the frying pan before you; sliced strawberries on the cutting board next to the stove. and the look of sheer focus on your face, as if staring at the pancakes will cook them faster, absolutely destroys him. (and he knows in that moment that he wants to wake up to you for the rest of his life.)
with an enamored smile, he wraps his arms around your waist, pulls your back to his chest, and presses a light kiss to the nape of your neck. โmorning, beautiful,โ he mumbles sweetly. โhow fucking lucky am i?โ
being around you makes seungmin feel like a kid with a crush. he smiles brighter and laughs louder. he opens like a lotus in bloom when you say his name. the floaty sensation he gets when you kiss his cheek or hold his hand persists for hours afterwardโand none of it makes any fucking sense to him. itโs not that he doesnโt believe in love, but heโs never believed that love could feel like this, straight out of a sonnet.
now, your head is on his shoulder, your body rising and falling in your slumber. seungmin looks at your interlocked hands where they rest on his knee, and at the current track displayed on his lockscreen: โstillโ by day6, a song about losing and loving, about regret and reminiscence. those bright days between us are over, the lyrics go, and he makes a silent promise to your sleeping form that the bright days between the two of you will never end.
the word "love" still doesn't cross his mind, but it is etched all over his face, and carved into his soul.
you and jeongin are telling each other about your days over dinner when your phone lights up with an incoming call, and he nearly spits out his mouthful when he sees who itโs from. for a few seconds, the two of you just stare at each other in flabbergasted silence. but then, you raise your phone to your ear: โhi, grandma! to what do i owe this pleasure?โ
and the voice of his grandmother comes back through the receiver. she tells you that sheโs just gone on an evening walk and found herself thinking of you, so she wanted to see how youโre doing; if youโre taking care of yourself. you rush to thank her, looking entirely flustered, and a bit like youโre about to burst into tears.
with that, the two of you launch into chatter about everything under the sun: grocery store discounts, the recent humidity, jeonginโs bad habits, you name it. and it finally dawns on jeongin how inextricably embedded in his life you have becomeโand that he doesnโt want it any other way.
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Ugh, the new Allure pictures they just released of Johnny. The ones of him by the water. Running in the water in the bucket hat?! HIS SMILE?! Help.
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