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My journey. (Tw)

This is the longest post, please read everything if you need motivation, need some advice, and let me help you with something.

I want anyone who is doubting themselves, anyone who is trying not to give up, anyone else in the community of being blessed, to read the post whole.

I'm going to be talking about my life, and how the journey started, what I did and what I did not, bear in mind please, this was a little emotional for me to write, I feel a bit nostalgic about it all and I honestly can't believe so much went in such a time.

I found out about everything starting with a book I bought from the local fair that interested me a lot, and I swear if it weren't for the book, I would be here, I used to be the most logical bitch child ever, top grades, stressed like I'm in college already, pained mind and always pressured to be perfect, resulting in me being burnt out and already too mature for my age in mind, yet still childish in many senses, and constant fights with my parents, I felt like I was against the world.

The book was The Power of your Subconscious Mind - Dr. Joseph Murphy.

I was a kid who loved hobby reading, sort of an escape from the hell hole of the pressure I would have around me, and I adapted by this book, and it changed everything for me.

I was only 13 at that time of the book, after that I started trying it out for things and I saw results, made me happy, and I went to something I found in the corner of YouTube, called subliminals, and another part of it where it was called manifestation.

Now with subs, I found reality shifting, then came the void, then came lucid dreams and all that combined together in a hot mess.

Shifting was something so beautiful to me, The idea of a world where I could live my life was something that trapped me so much, I already imagine things a lot and use it as an escape mechanism, sounded perfect, right? And naturally, my first DR was my hero academia, just because I wanted to relive being a proper teenage.

And for subliminals? I can tell you one thing, I was extremely insecure of the person who used to be in the mirror, because all I did was to throw away my life, I studied, slept, and woke up, no friends, no one to trust, I just lost myself, and all that when I was 13-14, (tw) I hated hated hated myself and my appearance so bad, I could only pity myself for the state I used to be in.

I feel almost sad for my younger self, as I'm 18 now watching my young teen self stress through her life, cry at her appearance, even sometimes (tw) wishing to be just die in her sleep, all that because I was heavily burnt out, seeing girls my age looking prettier through puberty, talking with others and I'm stuck on a wish that felt like it won't happen, and yet, a part of me was too ashamed to feel this way, because I knew there are people worse than me, and I sympathized for them.

I think it started good, at 14 years old, I fully started subliminals and it worked for a while, especially my first results that hyped me up so much as changing the grades I mentioned on the other post, so I thought life was changing right?

It did for a year, at 15 things were going well on the outside, I started obsessing over my look, I started using subliminals even more too much for my appearance, I changed drastically, and tried to fit in, but get, none of those changes in my self were drastically from manifesting or anything, sure of course I had some small results, it was almost like I was not naturally like that, I felt fake in short, like a second skin to my real self, every night trying to shift or enter the void and whatnot, all that and finally, and I even opened a Tumblr account which safe to say, got pretty popular back in the day and honestly that was quite a mistake for me at that time.

Why? It ruined me.

I thought I could open the blog to help people with their journey as well as help myself with mine, y'know? Things got out of hand when I got a bunch of people who messaged me and ranted to me about their problems, and bless my younger heart, I used to be so touched by it and help them with it, I was like an unpaid therapist, and I never cared about my health, I just wanted to make people who had worse life than mine, get their results before even I did.

I should've told them I can't manifest for them, but that was where the shit and trust issues came from, sadly I got into the trap of (tw) "suicidal" people who claimed they'll off themselves and blame it on me if I don't enter the void for them, saying how they hate their life and everything else and how they want to change everything.

Please.

For the love of god.

I've been there like you and in worse, I stood up, I found the courage to stand up everytime I fell down, everytime, and that happened so much, almost 6 years worth of failure and never once I wanted someone to do it for me, why? Because it's your life my love, please don't think I'm rude or whatnot, I seriously I'm telling you, it's all in your hands.

And yes, of course there are people with far worse conditions and living state than mine, and I'm never blaming anyone to ask for help, but seriously.

To threaten a literal child on a simply happy pink blog telling her to enter the void for them or else? Especially one where she was a little too eager to help? Please, do it on your own as much as we all did on our own, I used to think "why don't bloggers like to manifest for others?".

I understood it after that, the emotional baggage? That was traumatizing for me.

Either way, I also had one of my followers spam follow me on my private Instagram (which I don't know how) and started (tw) a slight talk of let's say, almost grooming.

Thank God it wasn't pictures, I don't know if it is considered that, but is it alright to be told (tw) that they'd like to f#ck me or what not? I'm uncomfortable to go into more details but that was the breaking point for me, seeing almost 40 or something accounts spam messaging my requests no matter how much I block them, kept making more accounts.

I. Was. Horrified.

That's when I snapped, that was my last resort, I hated everything, I hated it all, I blocked all the current accounts, deleted my Instagram account, shut my blog off and started neglecting myself heavily and got back again into a depressing state, where I thought that's it, I'm cursed, wasn't I?

I burnt out so bad.

I genuinely believe it was the worst year of my life, even when I turned 16, everything got wrecked, the life I built and tried to maintain it fell apart, one of my friends backstabbed me so hard, I just gave up on manifesting and the void, which was something I wanted so much every night, wishing or begging anyone listening to help me, scrolling hours in Tumblr trying to find something helpful.

When I turned 17, this was my healing stage.

I may have slight tears in my eye, or I may sound dramatic, but oh god I am so glad to be here where I am now, I love myself, I seriously feel so bad and emotional for my younger self, if only, oh if only I could go back to hug her and tell her to live her teenage life, but I couldn't, I took life too seriously at that time and told myself I was cursed, only in the summer of 2024 I got back to my manifesting mindset, without Tumblr.

At 17, I started fixing myself, I gently loved myself, I started throwing the pedestal of the void away, I treated everything in front of me as a miracle, I loved myself, helped myself, took myself back on my feet and I gave myself time.

Time is something a lot of people here are annoyed by, it does not exist, so why are you bothered to give yourself some of this "nonexistent" time to heal yourself? I know some might say it's hard to love yourself, guys please.

Just love that small part of you that is still standing, that was shown the void and shifting and anything else for a reason, at 17 I started seeing results from everywhere again, I gained popularity, I built myself, I helped myself, trusted the law of assumptions, and my mindset had grown.

Now, I'm healed.

I no longer do this just to "get out of this" or "to escape everything", I do it for myself and because I know I deserve it, I don't place it up, I place it within reach like an apple waiting to be picked.

Everyone reading this, if you have come so far, do not give up, but of course.

It's your choice, no one can beg you to come back to your life, it's your choice my love.

I hope everyone in any situation my deepest and my most tender love to them, wether you're shifting, premashifting, rebuilding yourself with the void, changing everything.

Please thank yourself for staying strong and reaching here for so long, some say they've been doing this for 2 years, some say one.

I went on strong for 6, and I am glad I did, and I realized it all falls in your hands, I could've done it all by the first year, heck, even the first month, so my loves, my last piece of advice:

Love yourself, thank yourself, and ease yourself, let the apple fall, and not your hand that was straining for the apple.

Xoxo. Coco

Hey, I felt something/darkness consuming me multiple times then it stops. Why is that so? Other times I was moving through space as consciousness but snapped back into reality without arriving to stillness.

HI THERE

you were this 🤏🏻 close to enter the void state.

How so? Well, the feeling of being indulged by darkness, is actually the void and the way you describe being as consciousness in space, you were in the void fr.

However, I know many will say that you cannot snap out of the void, which is actually true.

You were between the stages of a second from entering FULLY, y'know? And it snapped you there from THAT second, because once you are FULLY in the void you cannot ever snap out of it until you wish for it, nothing can disturb you there.

In order to stop this from happening, stop paying attention to your surroundings.

Yes, because yet again that was also in my void journey, it felt like I was there, then I got excited and paid attention to how floaty I am, I was like "oooo I'm actually entering! Can't wait!"

This made your body give a signal to say "hold up she ain't sleeping yet, she pays attention to herself? Must be awake, right? Time to ground ourselves."

Don't pay attention to the way the blackness surrounded you, let it come peacefully.

YOU'RE SO CLOSE ML GOOD LUCK

Guys tell me I'm dreaming WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY FAV GIRLY? @premiumbitch

Is she okay? Does anyone know if she needs help? Is everything fine with her?

Oml I'm going to miss her, her blog was my fav ☹️

OMGGGGIA KNSOJAOS I LOVE GAMES LIKE THIS THANK U BBY 🌺

TAGGING MY FAVESSSS

@joc3lynn @mercifulstate @lanathedoll @livingmydreamlife5555 @elegantstrawberrybasement @reyaint @thepoetballerina @yumeshiftss @urprettyangel888 @inmyprimeee @scentedpeachlandcreator

Challenging you all!

Put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most!

Then tag Tumblr friends to keep the game going!

Am I entering the void state???

I have these millisecond moments of feeling dazed or like my mind went blank during my meditation.

I was thinking about my wr at the moment, and I redirected so that I can focus on affirming and felt my body jolt as I did that.

I thought that I was entering the hypnagogic state for like a week until I questioned it right now.

HIIIII

Let's see, that feeling when your mind is dazed and blank? It's a sign your actually in SATS, not the void yet, the void will feel like something will indulge you in darkness and snap away from the reality.

ACTUALLY U WERE IN SATS, which is one of the most easiest state to enter the void from, and that "jolt"? It's actually your body just wavering from the fact if you're asleep or not, you were SO close to the void no seriously, because for a fact I know you were in SATS.

The difference between the hypnagogic state and SATS, is by one thing, hypnagogic happens AFTER SATS (maybe I'm wrong but that's what happens to me all the time)

SATS first comes up, the feeling where everything is at peace and how your mind randomly and easily flows through, a comfortable feeling of bliss before bed, just like how it's a winter night and you know you're in for SUCH a sleep, yk?

Hypnagogic happens after it, where you still train your body you're already asleep but you're actually awake, it happens after not moving and indulging your belief that you're sleeping, this state will conjure imagery in front of you, although abstract ones, playing in front of your eyes, sometimes feeling tingly all over and you feel like you're sore sometimes, this state is also powerful as fuck.

Then comes the sleep paralysis FOR SOME PEOPLE, remember, I said some people, because some minds immediately skip past the hypnagogic and go straight for the void.

Either way, all those states I've mentioned? One affirming that you're in the void from there and you will be YEEETED to there in a millisecond, CONGRATULATIONS ML YOU WERE CLOSE AF

　𝓶𝔂 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐎

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ this isn’t a self-help guide. i’m not your guru and this isn’t a powerpoint on gratitude. this is just me. sitting on the floor. i’m not here to raise your vibration. i’m here to ask why you think you need raising in the first place. i'm here because i’ve been hoarding revelations like they're concert wristbands. i'm here because reality is porous and i’ve got the straws. no, literally, i’ve sucked on time’s milkshake and found it lukewarm. we can do better.

you will not find steps here. there is no staircase. i burned it. we fly now.

　"how to"s . .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀how to manifest.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀how to get what you want without affirmations.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀where is the stuff i manifested?

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀i have it, i have it, i have it, so where is it?

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀become the laziest manifestor.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀manifest anything in hours, minutes, and even seconds.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀banish resistance.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀how to stop looking at the 3d for results.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀how to manifest the future.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀manifesting faq.

　thesis's & concepts . .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀energy and matter cannot be destroyed or created.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀barbie doll theory of self-concept.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀do less than nothing , get more than everything.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀i said what i said (and then it happened)

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀think it, know it, live it.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀hoping or remembering?

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀manifestation and the eroticism of longing.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀what's meant for me will find me.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀screw trying.

　doubts & negatives . .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀adrift on a sea of self-inflicted delays.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀it didn't work before, why would it now?

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀the hardest pill to swallow.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀" there is no new information on tumblr "

　interactives . .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀the manifesting seance club.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ﹐⠀pick a card and find out about your manifesting journey.

This sounds so interesting omg, IMMA TRY IT TONIGHT FOR FUN

*.˗ˏˋ DEILD- The Quickest And Easiest Method To Lucid Dream That I know ´ˎ˗.*

Listennnn, I love the lucid dream method down. It is AND ALWAYS WILL BE my favorite way to shift, apart from the void state.

BUT I know I cannot be the only one struggling to get lucid😩😭 At least I used to struggle before I found DEILD. I found other techniques tedious, having to do constant reality checks during the day felt like a chore and lying completely still in bed for 30+ minutes waiting for my body to fall asleep was quite literally torture to me. IF I could stay awake through it because most times I couldn’t or just rolled over and gave up because nothing was happening and I was très uncomfortable.

I’ve tried mild, SSILD, fild, ALL THE “ILDS” every single one and while they are effective, I’ve finally found the technique that works best for me and takes the least amount of time so I thought I would share, just in case it may help someone else!

With this technique you…..

Go from being awake directly into a lucid dream without falling asleep (this is called a wake initiated lucid dream and in my experience I feel more aware and in control with these vs when I randomly become aware in the middle of my dream. They are also easier to remember if you have poor dream recall. )

Are able to start the lucid dream scene in the privacy of your own room so you don’t have to worry about trying to shift in the middle of distracting dream scenes or dealing with distracting dream characters

You can save a Lucid dream that’s been cut short or even have several lucid dreams in one night using this method

Don’t need to do reality checks during the day if you don’t want to or do any other daytime prep

The whole thing takes 10-30 seconds START TO FINISH!

The technique…

*.˗ˏˋ DEILD ´ˎ˗.*

Dream Exit Initiated Lucid dream

Steps…

Before bed set the intention that when you wake up you will immediately remember to perform DEILD

Set a touchless alarm to wake you up anywhere from 3-6 hours after falling asleep. I like this one! Maybe put it in a playlist with a lucid dreaming subliminal or theta waves set to play after the alarm goes off to boost your chances of becoming Lucid🌙

Go to bed as normal. As I fall asleep I like to imagine myself waking up to the alarm and successfully performing DEILD. Then I imagine myself successfully entering the void from the LD and then successfully waking up in my wr. I loop this sequence until I fall asleep. I do this to help me remember to do the technique the second I wake up, but it is not at all necessary.

Immediately upon waking and hearing the alarm, I try to remember to stay still and not open my eyes. Minimal movement is fine, but we’re trying to convince our body that we’re still asleep! The alarm will shut off on its own.

Wait for what feels like 10 seconds without actually counting (Again, you don’t want to activate your Brain and wake yourself up too much )

After it feels like 10 seconds have gone by, do a reality check like the nose pinch test EVEN IF YOU FEEL WIDE AWAKE and don’t think you could possibly already be back asleep in only 10 seconds. Most of the time you’ll already be in what is called a false awakening-when you think you’re awake in bed but you’re actually dreaming

If you were able to breathe through your closed nose you are now in a lucid dream starting out in your room. You can proceed to shift to your dr in any way you like-some of my go to’s are:

-creating a portal

-entering the void and shifting from there

-entering the astral realm and shifting from there

-waking myself up from the dream but intending to wake up in my dr not my cr

Editors note:

If when you do the nose pinch test, you are still awake, repeat step 6 up to 2 more times. If by this point, you still have not entered a lucid dream, it is best to go back to bed and try again the next time you wake up. This method is very effective but fragile, as it is best performed in that very small hypnopompic window right when you are teetering on the edge of awake and asleep.

Why this method works…

When you wake up from sleep and don’t move or open your eyes, it tricks your body into thinking that you’re still asleep and it puts you back in a dream, even though your mind is actually awake! This is why a touchless alarm is helpful, or you can use natural awakenings.

Troubleshooting the method…

The hardest part about this method is remembering to stay still as soon as you wake up.

You can set the intention to remember to do so before bed

You can also use prospective memory training during the day (every time you look in a mirror/ drink something/ plug in your phone/ enter a different room etc you can affirm “the next time I wake up I will immediately remember to perform DEILD” )

And if you move by mistake or have to use an alarm that needs manually turned off, all is not necessarily lost. it’s still worth trying anyway as long as you think you’ll be able to fall back asleep! Just wait 30 seconds instead of 10 before doing a reality check and consider using an anchor to help keep you focused and awake (could be focusing on the sound of the subliminal if you made a playlist, or the sound of a fan etc)

TLDR OF THE TECHNIQUE:

Wake up either naturally or to a touch-less alarm. If you must use a manual alarm, keep movement minimal as to not activate your brain too much.

Lie still with your eyes closed and keep a blank mind for 10-30 seconds

Do a reality check to see if you are lucid dreaming

Shift from the lucid dream

Videos explaining the technique….

“Use this simple technique for more lucid dreams. Please.” -Tiger123

“Lucid dreaming techniques shouldn’t be this easy!” - Daniel Love

“Dream exit induced lucid dreams-DEILD tutorial”- Tipharot

Hi, I'm new to this and I wanted to know if I have to affirm to enter the void when I feel the symptoms?

HI LOVELY.

So, when feeling symptoms, you have plenty of ways of inducing the void:

Simply affirming = "I'm the void" "I am in the void" "I am pure consciousness" "I allow myself to enter the void" or just simply say this "I am", you can use any affirmation.

Just visualize the blackness behind your eyelids = not wanting to affirm? Easy, just stare into the blackness of your eyelids and pretend it's actually the void. (Pretending means being at peace that you actually achieved it)

Not wanting that too? = Easy, just let yourself go and imagine whatever you want, silly little scenarios, daydreams, whatever to keep your body asleep and mind awake, you'll find yourself naturally slipping in no time.

Are you the type to Lucid dream a lot? = Use it to your advantage! After grounding yourself in the dream (touching the ground), simple affirm you're going to enter the void and bam you're in it.

Are you the type to get sleep paralysis? = Easy! When entering, push fear aside and tell yourself you're in the void, bam.

Don't wanna do all that and just wanna wake up in it? = ALSO YES, simply affirm before sleeping that you always wake up in the void aware.

HOPE I HELPED, MWAH.

Hello, how are you? I'm manifesting to my SP. He's my classmate and I haven't shown any interest. In fact, we don't chat or even hang out in class because he always stops by with a girl. We just say hi. I like him so much and for 11 days now, I've been affirming that he's deeply in love with only me, that he likes me too much, that I'm incredibly attractive to him, that we're in a relationship. And I maybe do about 1,000 affirmations a day. It's been 11 days now and I only see him on Wednesdays. He hasn't chatted with me or even looked at me, he just greets me kindly. I like him a lot and I'm starting to worry about him. I don't see my affirmations reflected... I wasn't successful in manifesting people before, but I'm trying really hard because I really like him and I really want to be with him.

HI LOVE

First of all, don't.

No genuinely, don't indulge in the fear and the old you nagging you behind your head.

It does not matter how much you do or how many times you do so something, it all lies in the belief of how it's done within your power.

Let me explain.

Let's say for example:

Lily has a test tomorrow, and she needs to study for it, she took 12 hours on studying, but she worried herself in between saying she fears the exam will be hard and that the hours she had studied won't be enough.

Now we have Monica, she also has a test tomorrow, same subject, but she only took 4 hours of studying on it, and never once thought the exam will be hard or that she hasn't studied enough, she simply was proud to say she studied so little and yet she knows she's going to ace it.

Lily got 89, Monica got 99

You see the difference? It does not MATTER how much you do something or how much time you consumed it, it lies in the belief, in the fact you let go of it, the 3d is showing you things you don't like? act like it's nothing and it's not wavering your doubt, if someone told you their name is xyz, do you overthink if it they are telling the truth? Hell na, you simply click it in your mind and let it stay there.

Same thing with your s/o, no need to look for results, YOU ALREADY HAVE IT, stick to that mindset, it's not "kidding" yourself, it's simply reminding yourself who you are, and one tip, when affirming, don't think it's a chore, think as if it's just a reminder you're telling yourself.

"oh shit I forgot, he's in love with me right? Yeah yeah he is, lmao he's so hopelessly in love with me it's insane fr."

Be natural about it, AND GOOD LUCK

U guys don't get it I'm DOWN bad for Dick Grayson rn....

Fact is I could shift but I still wanna perfect my script bc yo girl like to be detailed ✋🏻

Like pls see my man.

Hey! I really loved the void state success story :)

I wanted to ask, how did the void state feel like physically? Like did you feel your body? Hear anything?

Also, you mentioned seeing stars in there. Did the void already have stars when you got in or.. what?

HIIIII, THANKS SM FOR UR KIND WORDS MWAH.

let's get into the question ☝🏻

Now first of all, the void feels nothing and everything all at once.

You don't hear anything, don't see anything, don't smell, don't look, don't feel, nothing, nothing at all, it's like you're a big gloop in space.

Here are the MAIN signs people get:

Floating feeling (no body attached)

Hearing nothing

Seeing blackness (WHEN YOU FIRST ENTER)

smell nothing

A huge sense of peace

No pain or discomfort

Just you, it's just you.

Now notice how at number three I said when you first enter, why? Because the void normally is a state of pitch blackness and you see nothing, BUT, you can MODIFY it as you like ONCE YOU ENTER.

For example, when I first entered, yes, it was pitch black, then for the fun of it I affirmed it that my void is filled with stars and whatnot yk? That's how it is for different people, I've heard some even made their void a pink space, some made it green, but either way, it's your choice to "modify" it once you enter.

HOPE I HELPED, MWAH

Hi..Can I enter the void state with sleep paralysis and astral projection?...how?

HI GIRLY.

Okay, so first of all, I have VERY limited knowledge to astral projection, I am so so sorry but I don't want to say anything that might be wrong about it, I've never been close to astral projection and I honestly know nothing about it, SO SORRY.

But I have tons about sleep paralysis! So let's see, sleep paralysis is a state where your body is completely asleep, mind awake, making you vulnerable into seeing everything around you while not a body part of ours is aware of it.

Of course some get it naturally, some never gotten it but still can induce it, I'd say it's actually a really good state to enter the void to, there's a post about it on @ruloaapaul that I ADORE sm, but here is how it's done.

If you naturally get it, THAT'S COOL, next time you wake up in it, stabilize yourself to push fears aside, because sometimes it can project fears from how your mind perceives itself, once you are in it, stabilized yourself, you LITERALLY only need to affirm for the void ONCE and bam you're in it.

Sleep paralysis is such a great way honestly, but inducing it when it's not natural to you might sound hard but it really isn't, all you need is to have patience, and not to ever move when laying down until your body falls asleep completely, it's a state when you cannot move.

AGAIN GOOD LUCK ML.

Edit// easier steps (FULL AND BETTER EXPLANATION NEEDED? HERE'S THE BEST)

1. If you naturally get in the sleep paralysis state then go to the next step, meanwhile, in order to induce it, lay still and do not move, tell yourself that your intention is to enter the void through the paralysis, and actually understand it's a calm and safe space.

2. Some say it takes hours, some say it's minutes, it all goes down on BEING STILL.

3. Now your body will lock in place and only you can see and look around being in bed, now it's the chance to affirm once and twice for the void, you should be there by then.

how do you get past the feeling of no breathing when you got to the void bc it is the main thing that constantly grounds me here :(

OMG U SOUND LIKE ME.

I used to have this I swear, and it was the only thing stopping me from entering fr, I get you, it feels suffocating and suddenly for some reason like you fucking ran SIX marathons with the shallow quick breathing and the crazy heartbeats.

DON'T WORRY I FOUND A TRICK.

First of all, it's totally fine, it's just a reaction your body gives you to a "new" environment that you're entering, it's like you're body is saying:

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DYING, WHY ARE WE ENTERING WHILE WE ARE AWAKE? I THOUGHT WE DO THAT IN SLEEP-"

again, totally normal, all you gotta know is how to make your body understand it's natural, and here's my trick.

Whenever I am about to enter and get hit with the lack of oxygen, I calm myself down by forgetting about anything, stop focusing on the void, and stop ignoring it, the more you ignore it? The more it comes, acknowledge it but DON'T be affected by it, then, start to actually tell yourself everything is safe, everything is supposed to go this way, basically actually damn down your nerves and be gentle, talk with yourself how it's alright and whatnot.

I like to do that and also add in some quick breath stabilizing I've learnt from somewhere, imagining a coin that rises with exhales and drops with inhales until my breathing goes back to normal, it usually just takes around 3 to 4 minutes to get it back on track.

SORRY FOR THE LONG TALK, BUT LMK HOW IT IS.

what is the void? like what does it look like for you?

PRETTIEST QUESTION.

what is the void?

The void is you.

Yes it's you, it's not a place, not a time, not anything, many people got misconceptions about it long before and glad to say we managed to clear up one thing.

You are the void, it's a state of mind where everything is possible.

a state where there is no limits, no discomfort, no pain, no negative emotions, nothing.

It's everything and nothing at once, a peace aligned where your mind is, your consciousness becomes one with you, taking hold of it.

And of course the void is limitless as I said, so WHATEVER you ask for it, it shall be given, it's a state of mind where nothing exists, one dollar bill here can equal to a million, there won't be a limited as how big something will be once you affirm for it, it's a tool for simple manifestation.

It is different for many people, the void usually is a black pitch darkness, a comfort space where you don't feel yourself, you don't feel grounded to your body, but here is the fun fact, the void state can change in appearance from person to person, the black pitch around you? It can change, some people say they see stars, some say they can change the color, there is NO LIMIT.

for me it's a black place with small stars because I affirmed for it the last time.

Entering the void can also vary from person to person, but honestly it all is built on one foundation:

The void is easy.

GOOD LUCK

My favorite subs + results from them Part I

Change past grades by Zoe's elixir cafe (reupload) = the results were the one I mentioned on my other post, literally changed my whole answers and paper, I got perfect scores and answers on it.

Smell like a whole ass bakery by cupid's radio = literally everyone I know loves my smell nowadays, I smell sweet af without even using perfumes, and I rarely smell bad.

Im Nayeon's bunny smile by Mastani = YALLLLL the amount of people now saying I remind them of nayeon is insane, I love her bunny smile sm and i have em now, still got it after years.

Blurred skin by Chel = oh my god it's one my FUCKING FAVESSSSSS UGH, the way it clears my face up in a couple of hours is insane, I adore it sm oml.

Red under eyes by NuoNuo = do I even have to explain ✋🏻, I love having tired beauty, so this is my go to, adore it sm.

R.A.S reprogramming by Carlyshifts111 = recent but I adore it sm, it's so calming and sometimes it's not even for shifting but I find myself always being patient with my results when I listen to it, so good.

Everyone's obsession by Mii (reupload) = holy fuck guys I'm not joking, be aware of this one bc it's FUCKING powerful oml, listened to it twice before going to a restaurant for fun shits and I already had two guys around my age literally staring and one of them even pulled his chair up closer next to our table to talk with me 💀 the whole day I was getting attention from males and females.

But please remember, at the end of the day subs are just a tool to make manifesting fun, but either way easy for me to lay back and assume I have everything by one listen yk? GOOD LUCK

MWAH YES, I LOVE YOUR BLOG, ALL OF Y'ALL, ADORE IT SM, and yes fr don't mind it at all it'll slowly get to you, BUT I LOVE HAVING A SONIC DR FR

Do you have any sonic ocs? Or perhaps… a sonic Dr? - 🎀

HELL YEAH I HAVE AN OC AND A DR.

so, I have two different versions of sonic DRs, one is movie version, obviously where I wrote there being tom and Maddie's adopted daughter and basically being a human yk?

My other one is where my oc is a bunny 🤭, Bonnie the Bunny specifically, either way sorta like Cream the Bunny yk? I still don't know if I should relate myself to Cream or not, BUT IT'LL BE SO ADORABLE TO HAVE CREAM AS A YOUNGER SISTER.

usually I haven't finished writing that specific DR yet but I'm SO EXCITED AB IT FR.

Btw I binge scroll thru your blog it's so fun.

Hi, could you give us some tips to reprogram our minds to finally make our subconscious understand that we are the creators of our reality? 💗💗

HI THERE.

so, reprogramming the subconscious mind is actually a subject I've tapped into with the mental diet I have.

Now listen, I'm not an expert but believe me I use this method for anything, especially studying, but of course you can do it to reprogram the subconscious as I have done too.

MY STEPS TO "REPROGRAM" THE SUBCONSCIOUS

STEP ONE:

identity what you are thinking, you're aiming to make your subconscious realize you're the creator, not aiming to make our subconscious mind know we are the creator.

Sounds like a brain teaser ✋🏻 no really, acknowledge that yes, the idea of being in control of your reality is actually something in you, you just need to step in and break the mindset of your old self yk?

STEP TWO:

Once identified the idea, STICK. WITH. IT.

God this is so important, and by "idea" I meant assumption, like listen, COMPLETELY know it's a thought that was supposed to be there ever since you were born.

Just like for example, your name is xyz, right? It has stuck to you for ages that it is your name, and that's it, yk? It has been an already naturally formed idea in mind, whenever someone asks your name, you reply them naturally without thinking.

So stick through it until it feels natural.

STEP THREE:

do not dwell on the past nor the time, both does not exist if you chose not to believe in it, make it a habit for a couple of days, some say it takes 7 days, some say it takes 21, it all depends on how quick you absorb the fact that yes, everything is in your hands.

Now again loves, everyone has a different perspective on reprogramming the subconscious, but that is what gave me the most results so far, because believe me, affirming, visualization and those things are all linked to reprogramming the subconscious itself. GOOD LUCK LOVE

Do you have any sonic ocs? Or perhaps… a sonic Dr? - 🎀

HELL YEAH I HAVE AN OC AND A DR.

so, I have two different versions of sonic DRs, one is movie version, obviously where I wrote there being tom and Maddie's adopted daughter and basically being a human yk?

My other one is where my oc is a bunny 🤭, Bonnie the Bunny specifically, either way sorta like Cream the Bunny yk? I still don't know if I should relate myself to Cream or not, BUT IT'LL BE SO ADORABLE TO HAVE CREAM AS A YOUNGER SISTER.

usually I haven't finished writing that specific DR yet but I'm SO EXCITED AB IT FR.

Btw I binge scroll thru your blog it's so fun.

All my DRs (part I)

── .✦ Jujutsu kaisen as a student

"Where souls connect and curses roam."

Shifting to the timeline of jjk 0.

Helping Yuta through his curse, late night strolls in the dark to patrol certain places being curse infested, laughs while training with Panda, trying to understand Inumaki over the sixteenth time until decided we have to learn sign language for him, and certainly being treated with donuts every weekend by Gojo, only to one day stroll through the ruins of Shibuya for a small oath to keep your loved ones safe.

── .✦ Resident Evil 4

"quiet roads leading to nothing."

I just started playing the game, the original, and god it's so much for a reality to shift to.

Being an agent besides Kennedy, a rough mission to retrieve the president's daughter, history runs back before the virus, late night fires and loaded weapons before you sleep, occasional humming in between treating wounds.

── .✦ Old renaissance love

"oh, if only the clouds could speak, they'd damn you for being the second sun."

Pure raw love, forbidden, close to something that could surpass any love in history, I want historic love, love over life.

Sounds dramatic, but being in the old simple times, maybe a simple villager, falling for someone, exchanging hidden letters, confessions through flowers, whispers in the night against the howl of the winds, begging for one touch.

── .✦ Hogwarts as a Marauder

"there goes Whiskers, hidden by trees."

I'm a sucker for them, the sweet old times.

Being James' twin, a constant piece they never part from, watching the stars on the astronomy tower with Remus, roaming through the forbidden forest as a panther alongside the Marauders.

Nimble fingers through the black fur, protecting her nephew, Harry, and to be a professor at Hogwarts later on.

What I have manifested way before entering the void.

Decided to do this post because I've seen quite a lot of people thinking the void is the last resort for all your imagination and manifestation.

Yeah it actually is but girly pop why do you have to strap that on and act like it's the only way you're EVER going to get something?

I used to think the void was the only thing that can help me manifest, GUESS WHAT, IT AIN'T, BC EVERYTHING WORKS ONCE YOU DECIDE.

so here's something to let y'all know that yes, you can definitely manifest without the void, here are some of my successes and I hope it will motivate people towards their goal.

What I manifested:

Changing past grades = mf almost four years ago I used subliminals to change my past grades after answering exam tests, and it was the first time I ever locked in and let go of things, I should've gotten scrape grades but guess what? All fucking 100 💀, even the answered which I don't remember putting in was literally there by my pen.

Losing weight = anyone remembers the weightloss mania in subs community 🧍🏻‍♀️, yeah I managed to burn off 8 to 9 kg during two weeks without paying any attention to it, I just usually went and said I'm getting thinner.

Manifested getting bought a laptop = AIN'T NO WAY I THOUGHT THIS COULD WORK, my dad was not budging on buying me one, I fucking affirmed once or twice and forgot about it and he bought one for me the next day, and god such a laptop it is.

Longer lashes = my lashes rn look insane, like long dolly typa shit yk? I love that sm, again just believed in it.

Bug sleepy eyes effect = DON'T LAUGH AIGHT, I wanted to have those big droopy eyes yk? (Billie Eilish inspired) And god the amount of people anytime they meet me say I have pretty bug eyes makes me giddy.

Attention of the crowd = I'm the center of attention with the girlies at my highschool, ngl quite popular too, I LOVE HOW I'M KNOWN AS BUNNY.

Cats = that was last year, I wanted cats for so long and guys, my mom? NEVER wanted them, like she literally told me she'd shove me out of the house if I got one 💀, now guess what, I have three cats and my mom loves them more than me (smh)

Higher IQ = yeah you heard me right, this one is recent too, it's my senior year and I gotta study, so I manifested understanding things so easily and taking less time on studying with even more effective memory.

My artstyle = believe me or not, this one is the oldest, and I'll show you proof, I love semi realism

I'll add more when I can!

Important asks and answers for you 🌺

How do we know we are in the SATs?

Lies and false perspectives.

How to "reprogram" my subconscious mind?

What is the void? What does it look like?

The void with sleep paralysis.

How to fix the inability to breathe when entering the void state.

Signs you're in the void.

Ways of entering the void.

What if my results don't start to show?

Differences in all the states before sleep.

Why do I snap back in reality when entering the void? What do I do when I'm very close?

Trying to manifest health issues away, how?

How does an animated reality look like?

Miracles are manifestation.

I still wake up in my CR, now what?

I can't enter the void no matter how much I "try" for it, and I overthink, now what?

Is the void state backed up by science?

Can we try the void during the day?

Time traveling with the void.

I want this I want that, but the void won't work for me! What do I do!

The "best" method for the void.

Tips for revising.

Doubts and narrow minded people.

Race change when shifting.

I feel like i could never enter the void.

When i manifest good, bad follows, why?

How not to fall asleep when trying for the void state.

Distractions and noises when trying for the void.

Is the multiverse a lie? why does something exist in your reality and does not exist in mine?

Biggest mistake when shifting or trying for the void, yearning.

The void oversimplified bc that's all you need.

Solipsism and my opinion.

Toxic positivity, i'm burnt out.

Can i manifest things in my CR through the void?

how many time i've entered and how long does it take me to reach the void state? (currently)

i hate doing xyz, should i still do it to enter the void?

Anxiety when entering the void, what if something happens?

robotic affirmations for the void.

Feel like shifting to another reality is harder than manifesting?

I feel like my desires are impossible when robotically affirming, is that okay? will it effect me?

If i don't do "xyz", then what will help me enter the void/shift??

What does "the void is within you" means?

Can i still be insecure and against my beliefs and get my desires from affirming? or do i have to embody? (...)

How to stay motivated when shifting? bc i'm too impatient.

I like my S/P sm, but he does not like me back, now what???

Difference between hypnagogia and the void.

Nothing works for me.

Coco how did you manifest your artstyle?

Tip to visualize the void.

some awake methods for shifting/ void state that i love.

I feel like the void is a "magic pill".

Can you manifest seeing an object INNN THE VOID?

Void through Hypnopompia (when you just wake up)

Is the void real. (omfg-)

Does manifestation work out of thin air, or by situations?

I'm scared nervous thoughts will manifest itself.

How to know i'm in my DR already to open my eyes?

I did everything, seriously, and i'm so burnt out, help!

Void state vs void dream.

Bad self concept, here's how to change it.

what makes Race-changing a fetish?

Difference between intentions and affirmations.

Complications in realities, just mine or others?

I love daydreaming, but why shifting feels harder than daydreaming?

How to shift with daydreaming.

How can we even find a method that feels comfortable for us?

What happens to us when we shift? what happens to our CR self?

I'm in the void, but it's not the void.

Can i affirm for something while already deciding to manifest that thing through the void???

I tried and i tried and i tried, i get close but never enter (pls-)

Difference between SATS and hypnagogia.

If i don't manifest under a certain time, am i doing something wrong?

I need to enter/ shift ASAP.

Why do most bloggers deactivate? and why are they still here?

Can i go back in time?

Why does it take effort to shift from CR to DR while it takes no effort to shift back from DR to CR.

Same advices... "i can't enter", just read this if you think you've heard the same things from bloggers.

What is the void? explained to a baby shifter.

I ALWAYS FALL ASLEEP UGH, here's some rare tips.

ASKS IN A BUNLDE : PART 1

not related at all to loa but ONG SONIC FAN IN THE WILD???? YOURE LIKE THE FIRST PERSON IN THIS COMMUNITY THATS A SONIC FAN IVE FOUND MY PEOPLE 😭😭

STOP DID I JUST FIND MY TWIN???

Believe me I'm the fucking BIGGEST sonic fan ever like NO SHIT, GIRL I ADORE YOU THAT'S IT.

I ADORE PPL LIKE THIS SM ARGH I WANNA KEEP EM IN MY POCKET AONSONAOJDONAOD THANK U ML.

there’s too many liars in loa community and i’m really sick of it

Genuinely speaking, are you alright love?

Listen I understand how it may feel to some people, believe me I've been there to doubt everyone around me because of how "large" their result may seem.

Law of assumptions does not "wait" on you, it waits on your perspectives to change that everything is in your will, yes, I agree, there could be liars and I've been in this community for SOOOOOOO LONG to see the actual lies and these things.

But one thing, lies or not, it cannot change you.

What good will it be to you if someone lied? Nothing, lies and false perspectives can't EVER change YOUR perspective, and if it did, then it's totally fine ml, you can gently stand back up on your feet.

The reason I'm not blaming people for doubting is because I've been there, seen people lie and I would get upset by it, but do yourself a favor ml and don't get affected by any liars, you're you, do your own thing and BELIEVE on your own.

Either way, GOOD LUCK FOR YOU ML MWAH.

Here me out. Read this.

Guys I think I know smth, listen believe me or not but the amount of success I've seen JUST this month is INSANE, given I also was successful, vibrations are weirdly high and I'm urging you to use it to your fullest extent 🧍🏻‍♀️, I may be wrong but my friend also SHIFTED just a while ago, and I almost got into a lucid dream last night, genuinely I don't know how the hell to make it make sense but genuinely if someone knows why this month is so lucky, LET US KNOW PLEASE.

it's a sign y'all, go do your own thing, I swear everything goes your way this month.

Guys genuinely I think April is the most luckiest month of the year bc THE FUCK DO U MEAN WE HAVE BEEN SEEING COUNTLESS RESULTS? YOU GO GIRL MWAH, I ENTERED THE VOID ON THE SAME NIGHT AS U

i shifted

it’s so weird to be writing a blog about the fact that i’ve shifted, i’m so happy and honestly still in shock. it’s so real and so strange to see myself through a new body, a new room, a new lifestyle, and to have all the memories as if it’s always been my reality (I know this reality has always existed and it’s just a shift in consciousness, but you see what I mean?)

i shifted during the night of april 5 to 6, 2025. i was just so tired of this reality—just the thought of spending another day here was making me "angry". personally, i don’t use any method, no subliminals (except sometimes), i don’t visualize super well, i can’t focus 100% on anything. all i have is the deep desire to shift and fully dive into that reality.

i looked at my pinterest boards, quickly went over my script, watched a few videos related to my dr, then closed my eyes. i put on songs that brought me closer to my dr, i thought about what i was going to do once i got there, what I’ve already done, i imagined the next day—what my day would be like (i didn’t script where or when i’d arrive in my dr), there are some dishes i can’t wait to try — i was already imagining myself ordering them and eating so much of them.

i was just there, daydreaming about this reality

i repeating affirmations to myself a few time: i am aware of my desired reality and i am in my desired reality.

then suddenly, i felt like i wasn’t in my room anymore, and when i opened my eyes, i discovered my new room. I didn’t feel anything, see white flashes, hear voices, or anything like what I’ve read here. I was just there.

i touched my hair, looked all around me—guys, it’s so real. it’s not a lucid dream, i even did the five fingers test + pinches.

how real is it? you see the way you’re lying on your bed and you feel the sheets all along your body, sitting on your chair, you feel the texture of the seat, and you’re looking at the room you’re in — you see that 3d, that vividness, the details — it’s like that. there’s absolutely nothing dreamlike about it, and it’s incredible how real it is.

i’m not planning to stay long here (I plan to shift now tbh.), and most importantly, i’m a permashifter now. but please, guys, don’t give up! you deserve to live your dream life, i shifted so you can.

How does it feel or how do you know you are in SATS?

Good question ngl.

SO, SATs had always made me curious my entire life on how it should feel or whatever, and believe me some people might find it hard to believe that the weird drowsy feeling right before you sleep is actually SATs.

BUT AGAIN, IT COULD BE DIFFERENT TO PEOPLE, THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE!

I've gone through it a lot, and to me, it's a state where I go and become in peace with myself, my body becomes drowsy, I start to ignore thoughts in my head and I feel clear, yk? The void is different from the SATs, in the SATs I still felt my body, but I ignored the existence of my body, it's a state where things sound lower and your mind almost goes tame.

SO SORRY ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN, but it's a state where you KNOW you're there, no urges, a clear mind, feeling peace, knowing you get what you want, it is exactly before you fall asleep, or so that's how I found for myself.

Hope I helped, MWAH.

I fucking entered the void.

Long post ahead!

@premiumbitch I owe u every shit wtf, your method was INSANE?

REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL IMMA BE ENTERING THE VOID ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I did it, and guys it's literally the easiest shit idk why some people see it as smth big 💀

I didn't manifest anything, why? Because guess it or not I actually just wanted to be familiar with it, I love how I'm slowly knowing everything is mine, and yesterday I didn't want to manifest anything I just wanted to try the void out especially bc I have been studying sm these days, I wanted a break.

Now I've been eating up that mindset that I'm a master at the void, which let's be obvious, everyone is, they just need to get to the point and slowly realize it, it has to click.

Okay I'm going to stop yapping and fucking get into it 👍🏻, either way, yesterday night, at 1:32 AM or smth, after the day turned 6th April, I got in bed and made myself comfortable, and simply told myself I'll enter the void under 5 minutes, which actually and unsurprisingly, it was the case, I used a standard boring ass method too yk, the one where it's usually always what people do.

On my back, started slow breathing, and i set the intention of keeping myself awake when my body sleeps (best advice I got from idk who it helps sm) and then I let myself sink in the bed for some minutes, like I just laid there, and already I immediately was in the SATs.

So naturally I affirmed for the void, knowing I'm already in there, and mf I slipped in there after two or three minutes of affirming, just saying "I am the void." Or "I am in the void."

I think the reason I actually got out myself or sometimes used to slip in and back, is how I immediately focused on my body signs or anything connected me to myself, so I have a note to myself next time, to allow it naturally happen and focus just on the blackness behind my eyes.

ANYWAYS I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE I THOUGHT 2 OR 3 MINUTES BUT IT WAS A WHOLE WHOPPING 1 HOUR TF, and get that, how did I know it's the void? I just wanted to see stars there and I fucking did 🎀

IMMA GO CRY I FINALLY AM THE CREATER OF MY OWN REALITY.

anyone reading this, babes please don't give up, genuinely don't, I've been in this game for 6 years and I know a lot of people that'll leave for this long, saying they have no patience, girly you can do it if I did, I used to be in SUCH a bad place you can't even imagine, I pulled my shit and started living in the end for 2 months (and no it doesn't take two months, I just was stubborn af and kept slipping in and out my beliefs).

Special thanks to them for keeping my motivation up 💗

@joc3lynn @catherineaboutlife @salemlunaa @premiumbitch @prettygirl444sblog @mercifulstate @shimmershifts @littlemissprettyprincess @luckykiwiii101 @carlyshifts111 (I adore her oml her RAS thing? ATE the fuck up)

And of course can't forget @gorgeouslypink but idk if she's here anymore? And every old blog back in the 2022 and 2020, I adore y'all sm even though I don't have your blog's names 😔🎀.

GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYYYY??? SWEET 18 TO MEEEEE.

I'm entering the void tonight.

GUESS WHATTTTT???

You're shifting tonight, if you see this, it's actually a sign you're doing it tonight, no, not "tomorrow", like fucking tonight, get yo ass up and go get ur life, shifting? That's a sign. Tryna get in the void? Also a sign. manifesting or revising smth? ALSO A FUCKING SIGN, WHY YOU LOOKING FOR REASONS NOT TO DO IT?

girly, your life is one second away from your assumptions, everyone reading this? Will get what they have been waiting for, why? Bc u can.

Go get your life, the only person who is waiting for the change is you, nobody is.

888

Let me see who's promising to lock tf in tonight.

I think I shifted my Reality... A little help?

HEY EVERYONE, I need help with something, I've been on this mindset that everything is already in my favor and how I am a master at void and shifting, yk the drill (which u are too wtf u mean you aren't.)

Either way, yesterday I wasn't in the mood to enter the void so I just let that be, I slept peacefully like nothing had happened, so I just set the humble intentions that i will shift in my sleep and I am the one who decides it.

Then for some fucking reason when I closed my eyes like after just ONE second I felt like got knocked out, and no, it wasn't the sleep type of knocked out, like I genuinely had something on, I don't know how much passed but I woke up in my bed again, and I felt like a bit dizzy and I sensed somethings around me being off.

Just thought it was a normal weird sleep pattern of mine, but I felt like something was weird, tell me why I was mumbling "I'm in my new reality, this must be it." When I woke up? Mind you, the reality I'm having in my mind to shift to is exactly like my old reality, but I wanted to shift somewhere where I can build my life yk?, I didn't believe anything could be weird but I'm asking, did I actually go to a new reality? Because suddenly for no reason everything is aligning with my mind, I noticed I felt like something was off in my room, so this weird gut feeling, did I actually shift? Because I woke up with some new things I don't remember having or those new thoughts, especially when I just looked over my book to study and for the first time I remember every shit I studied like I'm some Einstein 🧍🏻‍♀️

THANKS FOR READING.