Once Again Why Did We Let Masquerade Balls And Handwritten Letters And Heart Lockets And Daggers Strapped

as a girl who is literally just a girl i am always yearning. always longing always missing always wearing my heart on my sleeve. always feeling like my heart is on the verge of exploding. the sight of the sun makes me cry. anyway

Thinking about my man

God i just love him so much

Sit And Watch The Leaves Turn. x

he’s a fictional character to you, i know him personally

i am a #lucienwhore first.

everyday is valentines day if u are a fool and have love in yourheart

i like the concept of soulmates—not a “you’re destined to meet me, and love me” kind of soulmate, but a “i’d pick you, every time.” kind of soulmate. a “no matter what happens, and what has happened, i want to go through it with you.” kind of soulmate. a “i love you by choice, and you’re a blessing, and i’m going to continue thinking about you this way not because i have to but because i want to.” kind of soulmate. a “you help me rest easy when everything is difficult” kind of soulmate. a “in every possible outcome, i want you there, to share it with me.” kind of soulmate.

the longer i stay here, the more i realize that i was never meant to be here

What can you show me

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why I love the rain:

the pitter patter against a window

you get to wear raincoats

the smell of rain 

snails come out

cloudy skies and thunderstorms

the air smells fresh

the feeling of being alive