bringing this one over from twitter
안식
Hey Zelda, wanna see something cool?
Thanks @samrezi for the idea 🐸
I totally get you. Was very similar to you (and honestly still am) until I met my bf/queer platonic partner. I wish I could care for him the same way an allo person could, and I know that our relationship is very different than how allo people would approach theirs. He is the sweetest and very understanding about me having no interest in anything sexual, but I still wish I could be intimate with him that way.
sometimes I wish I could fall in love. like I'm happy I'm aroace don't get me wrong, but sometimes I wish I was like allo people. I hear love songs and read books and fanfictions about love and it just seems like the sweetest thing, but I know I can't experience that. people always say "you'll meet the right person!" but wouldn't I have experienced something by now???
even when guys have said they like me, there's just this small panic or absolute disinterest I experience towards them. like I like the idea of a relationship and having someone there in your best and worst times, but I know I wouldn't be able to love someone. I could never imagine myself loving someone like that. and while a qpr does sound nice, I imagine the chances of something like that is small. and even then, if it was an allo person I would feel terrible not being able to love them in return. I don't know. I love being aroace, but sometimes I feel so upset I won't ever have the allo experience.
san niang.... in that one dress that was floating around on twitterdotcom
i want. a little treat......pecan pie...........................................dr perpper.
Mitski x Hualian
You know I just had to use this audio it’s literally them XD
original sound