Hey Zelda, wanna see something cool?
Thanks @samreziโ for the idea ๐ธ
rereading tgcf and this may be my favorite hua cheng moment LMAO . like i forget so often that hua cheng is so powerful and terrifying bc he's just so silly
Baby bats for @batfam-big-bang
Thanks to @dear-galileo and @ssomagni for blessing everyones eyes with these stories
Pink hualian ๐๐ธ
I totally get you. Was very similar to you (and honestly still am) until I met my bf/queer platonic partner. I wish I could care for him the same way an allo person could, and I know that our relationship is very different than how allo people would approach theirs. He is the sweetest and very understanding about me having no interest in anything sexual, but I still wish I could be intimate with him that way.
sometimes I wish I could fall in love. like I'm happy I'm aroace don't get me wrong, but sometimes I wish I was like allo people. I hear love songs and read books and fanfictions about love and it just seems like the sweetest thing, but I know I can't experience that. people always say "you'll meet the right person!" but wouldn't I have experienced something by now???
even when guys have said they like me, there's just this small panic or absolute disinterest I experience towards them. like I like the idea of a relationship and having someone there in your best and worst times, but I know I wouldn't be able to love someone. I could never imagine myself loving someone like that. and while a qpr does sound nice, I imagine the chances of something like that is small. and even then, if it was an allo person I would feel terrible not being able to love them in return. I don't know. I love being aroace, but sometimes I feel so upset I won't ever have the allo experience.
CQL/MDZS ULTIMATE CHARACTER RE-DESIGN
Added sect leaders + some additional designs for the different time periods/stages for some of the characters!
ALSO! if anyone wants to use these designs for art or edits or fics, please feel free to, i'd be so honored! all i'm asking for is to tag me/send it to me so i SEE AND DIE OF HAPPINESS
The velveteen rabbit, by Margery Williams
Something about Xie Lian being the only one to see Hua Cheng's humanity and Hua Cheng unfailingly treating Xie Lian like a person...
drawings of my cat(s) (1)