Genderschmender - Gender Schmender

my brain: meow

also my brain: woundfucking

also my brain: kill yourself you dumb bitch

why the fuck am I the way I am

i’m like if a court jester had a fat ass and a sickening sense of melancholy

Relationships that have real king/lionheart energy, that whole “I have sworn myself wholly to you, I am your sword arm, I am your dog” to someone else’s “you are the one person in this world I can rely on, and I am both bolstered and burdened by your absolute faith in me” vibe, but it’s in circumstances that are like. so low stakes. Manager of a movie theater/the one usher who doesn’t smoke weed at work.

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff (via psych-facts)

Trying to not be jealous of people who actually cut deep challenge

they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

i think the hottest look you can give someone after they commit acts of unspeakable violence is approval. like don't get me wrong if there's lust there too that's great, but staring at someone with gore dripping down their chin and coating their hands to the wrists with undisguised appraisal and admiration. maybe giving them a little nod as if to say 'well done'. THAT'S what says "yeah we're gonna fuck nasty later".