Can confirm
people with hozier, mitski, lorde, phoebe bridgers and taylor swift in their top artists:
Who's up for some Ides of March roleplay?
This post is for ladies only. If you are a guy, GET out of here.
I bestow upon you this dagger. It is an ancient dagger. Use it wisely.
It takes him 3 days to get there - 3 days of driving and barely any stops for food. He doesn’t exactly know why he’s going up there - maybe to see it, maybe to talk, maybe to just sit. But either way, it takes him 3 days.
He gets there when it’s dark and he has to stop the Impala and sit for a very long minute - which turns into 3, and then 4, and then 5. And then he’s rushing to get out of the confines of the car and the door is slamming shut behind him.
The air is cold when he steps out, and his hair gets swept from his face - he really needed to cut it again. He shoves his hands into his jacket and he pushes himself further down into it to block out the cold. He stands still for another moment before he takes a deep breath, the cold burning his lungs, and he starts forward.
It takes him exactly 123 steps to find the grave. It takes him 23 seconds to kneel down and settle his hand on the granite name of Mary Winchester. He let out a shuddering breath at the feel of it, and he bowed his head slightly.
He could do this. He could say it - even if it wasn’t really her, it wasn’t like he could go up to heaven and tell her. He braces himself, letting himself take a moment.
“Mom-” he starts, before he cuts off, emotions flooding through and causing his throat to feel thick. He swallows thickly before he begins again. “Mom…I…I thought you should know something.”
It takes him another moment to pull his hand away from the stone, dropping it to his side. He stands again after a moment and takes a deep breath, one of his fingers moving to twist the ring on his hand.
“I’m engaged,” he says, his breath coming out in a rough breath, and he says it more to the stars in the sky than to the grave. He feels a low weight lifted off of him, and he feels himself relax. “Yeah…I’m engaged,” he repeats, bowing his head, his eyes finding the ring quickly.
“Cas asked me about a month ago and I….I needed to tell you,” he whispers, his chest constricting. He needed to tell her - it was this way or no way, and he would take this way. He stood for a moment longer before nodding and turning on his heel, marching back to the car.
It would take 3 days to get back to where Sam and Cas were now, but he would get there. And when he did, he’d have Cas to hold him as he told what he did, to rock him as he told how it hurt, to do everything he could to make Dean forget.
He had Cas. He was engaged to Cas. It was fine. Everything was fine.
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thought some non angst was needed
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@the-trixster-and-the-fallen @petrichoravellichor @winchester-reload @tibbinswrites
I feel ya...
I am so tired. I don't want spn cons anymore
Reblogging solely for the TL: DR
Reasons to really like Benoit Blanc:
The scene where Helen talks to him for the first time.
He is just entirely warm to this stranger. When Helen starts reminiscing about her late sister, he listens for a good while, and then gently but directly asks her what he can do for her.
When Helen terms Duke, Lionel, Birdie and Claire the Shitheads, he immediately adopts the term and uses it.
He listens to Helen. Actively and compassionately. Later on, he calls back to the "rich bitch voice". In every way, the writing shows us that he genuinely cares and is Interested in the world around him and the people in it, rather than being disinterested and disaffected by a world that he views as beneath him.
It's just such a refreshing showcase of emotional intelligence. If we contrasted this with, say, BBC Sherlock, that stuck up mothercunt would have been twiddling his thumbs and nodding along until he and He Alone would have had his big revelation, at which point the plot would have proceeded. (Fine, he was compassionate at times in his own, obnoxiously shitty, way.)
Tl;dr: i lik muvi
Yes.
gotta love the evergrowing list of light hair/dark hair gays
and there's more
Guys, this caused feeelings in me... Why?
HELLO??? THEY JUST PULLED THE SEXIEST KISS EVER???? HELLO?????
Bruh.
I’m sorry it’s just so funny for one of the most popular ships of all time to actually be canonically acknowledged like you can think any way you want about Cas’ confession but the fact that they ACKNOWLEDGED IT is something my brain will never be able to process correctly. I felt so delusional for so many years. Lmao fuck. Cas is canonically in love with Dean. Fuck.
Damn we all living the same life, I dunno whether I find that yo be a good thing or a bad thing
desi culture is trying to come out as lgbtq, but immediately backtracking after your mother starts crying and you feel an immense amount of guilt for daring to be anyone but who your parents want you to be
I found this on my dash again and this time I'm reblogging
sorry everyone
Chaotic neutral. bi. writer. The (b)log of everything that catches my magpie-ish fancy. How many fandom references in your bio is too many?
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