Girl, at this point its embarrassing, get out of your way. Just, slide right off your own path, right? The self sabotage is getting embarrassing.
It has to be at least embarrassing to you having the same goals for five years. Cmon. How can you not be tired of your own crap? How long have you been on this self improvement journey? How much have you actually improved? How many times have you promised yourself this time you will? Isn't it embarrassing how many 'fresh start' s you've had? How can you look at yourself in the mirror though? It's gotta be embarrassing by now. It has to be at that point you can't stand yourself- are you really that shameless? No sense of responsibility? Damn okay we can use mine- I'm so embarrassed of and for you. Lowkey if someone asked me if I know you I'd deny you so fast it would give Judas a whiplash, I kid you not.
Doesnt it hurt you to have that much potential and not use it? It doesn't make you feel sick,knowing how much you're capable of an not doing it? You're really just out here trading your life for ten seconds videos and weird food and fake lives and celeb drama and pretty boys? Really. You're letting people live their dreams by stealing your life through a screen. Come on it has to be embarrassing at some point. It has to be. The girls you went to high school with if they saw you today lol. Your ex thinking he'll yeah man I dodged a bullet. You're telling me you don't feel guilty eating and sleeping knowing you didn't earn it? Another day giving 7 hours to kpop boys and girls and Kylie Jenner and movies and whatever , 7 hours when you could've just idk. Learned a new skill. 7 hours, sis. Are you not disgusted by yourself? Just casually scrolling eating looking like a hobo on steroids garbage in garbage out just another day another slay as a social justice warrior on Facebook saving the world through the power of your words while your world sinks.
I am. I am disgusted by you. It's embarrassing to me that we share Anatomy and gender and exist in the same time space reality. I'm sending this overwhelming embarrassment your way may it trigger your senses back. What are you doing, sis? No really, wyd? What is this behavior? What is this?
Please, get the fuck out of your own way.
BMAC
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☑️ General / Studying / Productivity
UnjadedJade
Elizabeth Filips
Studyquill
Ruby Granger
Dakota Warren
Fayefilms
mar fortuno
The Bliss Bean
Lydie & Hazal
James Scholz / jay skullz / jvscholz
Han Zhango
Rosie Crawford
Yoora Jung
🧠 Stem
Tibees² (math & physics??)
Lydie & Hazal (medschool vlogs)
Veritasium (pop science)
Simon Clark (pop science)
Han Zhango (math)
TedEd (it has everything I dunno)
🗨️ Linguistics & languages
Steve Kaufmann (the OG)
Lindie Botes (mainly kr, cn, jp)
Tanya Benavente (mainly it, es, gr)
Zoe.languages / Zoe的中文频道 (cn, jp, kr)
TedEd German
TedEd Japanese
TedEd Mandarin
innerFrench
🖼️ Art & art history
The Canvas
Behind the Masterpiece
Great art explained
📉 Economics
Unlearning economics
Economics - Crash Course (playlist)
The Financial Diet
〰️ Other / idk
Study Hall
I've made progress with Arabic! I've made progress with forming sentences with somewhat accurate grammar involving the pronoun 'i' but still struggle with forming sentences in the present continuous tense and 3rd person perspective. I also struggle with pronouncing the letter 'ض'. I can type now too :)
My GPA has reduced though, like by 10%. Previously my GPA was a 65% and now it's a whopping 56% and that's pretty disappointing coming from me. My teachers were so disappointed and the worse part is my self disappointment was greater! But hey, just because I'm struggling doesn't mean I'm failing, right? I have another exam this month so I'm sure I'll be able to do better!
I've also started going to many places like the cat cafe and the local library. I've never been to a local library back in india cuz they were always far from home, now that I moved to Dubai, by GOSH I LOVE HOW ACCESSIBLE IT IS!
Till then, see ya!
My weakness is my strength
“Kill the part of you that believes it can’t survive without someone else.”
— Sade Andria Zabala, War Songs
3rd Lord in 1st House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort in life, you may be a body builder, artist or someone who uses your body a lot. You may get luck only in proportion to the efforts you put in.
3rd Lord in 2nd House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort when it comes to earning and building wealth. You need to put efforts with your speech, your family and primarily to earn your livelihood. You may be an artist, chef, dancer, craftsman or someone using your hands and body to make money.
3rd Lord in 3rd House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort for selling something (if you are working independently). You need to put efforts for sales, marketing, advertising. You may be an artist or musician or editor or writer.
3rd Lord in 4th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort for your happiness. You need to put efforts to find the right residence/home for you. You may put a lot of effort into finding a right buyer/seller for your property.
3rd Lord in 5th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort for having children but also for any creation you do. You may be a writer, artist who needs to refine your talents skills all the time. Your love life needs a lot of effort to make it work.
3rd Lord in 6th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of efforts for health, diet and nutrition. You may be a gym trainer or sports coach as well. You have strong ability to work hard. You have to put efforts in your daily job. Your job may be physically strenuous.
3rd Lord in 7th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort into your relationships, marriage and going out of the country. You may have to put efforts into your business.
3rd Lord in 8th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort into your research. You may be a scientist, surgeon, student of occult. You need to put effort to maintain your longevity too.
3rd Lord in 9th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort into writing, higher education (college, masters). Luck is generally dependent on the efforts you put. You need to put lot of effort into understanding religion, philosophy.
3rd Lord in 10th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort into your career. You may have a travel based career. You may experiment a lot in finding the right career for you.
3rd Lord in 11th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort in networking and making friends. You need to earn your own way.
3rd Lord in 12th House: Generally, you need to put a lot of effort for finding peace, enlightenment and happiness. You can put lot of effort to understand the sub conscious mind.
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How the 12th House is loss of energy. The things in the 12th house are expensive and draining.
Aries Rising / Pisces in 12th House
Needing to surrender can bring a feeling of loss of energy. Giving in to the idea that there is something bigger than yourself can crush your Moxy. Needing to be gentle or be quiet feels draining.
Taurus Rising / Aries in 12th House
Being forced to be aggressive can be tiring. Loss of energy can come about when being forced to be direct and straight-forward. When asked to be competitive at all is challenging and tiring.
Gemini Rising / Taurus in 12th House
Being in situations that are solid and stable can feel tiring. A predictable routine drains you. Relaxing and sitting still oddly feels like a loss of energy. Needing to deal with family or financial situations can be rough.
Cancer Rising / Gemini in 12th House
Being forced to be adaptable can be very upsetting. A loss of energy can come from being forced to be rational and logical. It can be tiring to socialize. It's tough to be flirtatious or even humorous sometimes.. Following the latest trends can be too much.
Leo Rising / Cancer in 12th House
Being reflective and driven by nostalgia can be tiring. Loss of energy comes when being forced to be emotionally vulnerable and open. Being motherly and nurturing can feel like a grind. Domestic commitments take you out of yourself.
Virgo Rising / Leo in 12th House
Being self-expressive is rather grueling. Showing enthusiasm and confidence can be burdensome. Loss of energy occurs when being forced to be spontaneous. Committing time to having fun frankly feels like a waste of energy. The commitment to your creations can wear you out.
Libra Rising / Virgo in 12th House
It seems challenging to be practical and realistic. Energy loss comes through being overly analytical and factual. It can be trying to feel motivated to do hard work. Finding Motivation isn't easy. Being productive is a challenge. Improving yourself to be perfect is tiring.
Scorpio Rising / Libra in 12th House
Being logical and objective is tiring. It is a drain on energy to be accommodating and show tact in situations. Being social can feel like a grind. It's taxing to try and balance your life. Pleasing people feels like a waste of time.
Sagittarius Rising / Scorpio in 12th House
Being a realist is very draining. Energy loss is experienced being alone. When put in situations needing to defend yourself directly, it can wear you out. It feels like a grind to be resourceful and seek out means to get things done.
Capricorn Rising / Sagittarius in 12th House
Showing optimism can be burdensome. Opening the mind to new things is stress-inducing. Loss of energy comes from trying to be inspiring. It can also be a grind to be adaptable and versatile as life requires.
Aquarius Rising / Capricorn in 12th House
It's fatiguing to be structured and responsible. Loss of energy comes when showing discipline or being professional. Being consistent is rather exhausting. Laborious hard work and patience to build things are rather burdensome.
Pisces Rising / Aquarius in 12th House
It's tiring to live logically and rationally. Energy loss can come through needing to live independently. It feels grinding to always go against the grain. It can feel tiring dealing with society at large. You find it exhausting to solve complex problems. Pitting Logic against Abstract wears you down.
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How to activate your VENUS sign!
* Activating your Venus sign plays a major role in how you love yourself and how you see your own self, is also giving you a big glow up when it comes to confidence and self worth*
🌄TIPS🌄
1. Start to read about things that are associated with your Venus placement, you can start by wearing colors (clothes) related with your Venus sign;
Aries Venus - Red
Taurus Venus - Pink
Gemini Venus - Yellow
Cancer Venus - White
Leo Venus - Blue
Virgo Venus - Brown/Beige
Libra Venus - Baby Pink
Scorpio Venus - Black
Sagittarius Venus - Purple
Capricorn Venus - Burgundy
Aquarius Venus - Turquoise
Pisces Venus - Dark Green
2. Your Sign of Venus shows how does it manifest
Aries Venus - Through Confidence/Leadership
Taurus Venus - Through Generosity
Gemini Venus - Through Expressions
Cancer Venus - Through Feelings
Leo Venus - Through Passion
Virgo Venus - Through Service/Through Devotion
Libra Venus - Through Emotions
Scorpio Venus - Through Rebirth
Sagittarius Venus - Through Discovery
Capricorn Venus - Through Respect
Aquarius Venus - Through Community
Pisces Venus - Through Empathy
3. How your Venus manifests and activates in houses:
Venus 1H > Focus on yourself/loving yourself/things that make you happy
Venus in the 2H > Focus on your worth/value/finances
Venus in the 3rd > Focus on your inner mind/intelligence and creativity
Venus in the 4H > Focus on those dear to you, on your home, on your comfort zone
Venus in the 5H > Focus on your passions/desires/talents and your own happiness
Venus in the 6H > Focus on your mental health, your daily work/service, focus on creating a balance between work and yourself
Venus in the 7H > Focus on your partner/lover (if you don't have focus on loving yourself first before sharing your love to others),
Venus in the 8H > Focus on your healing time, focus on things that make you learn more, focus on things that give you life
Venus in the 9H > Focus on your faith/religion/culture, focus on traveling and trying new things, focus in learning
Venus in the 10H > Focus on your career, on your job/community, focus on material succes and on your self image
Venus in the 11H > Focus on your friends/friendships, social communities, focus on humanitarian activities/focus on creating new boundings with people
Venus in the 12H > Focus on your sleep (schedule), subconscious, intuition, spirituality, focus on your karmic path
4. FOCUS on your VENUS DECAN! Your Venus Decan is very important and it shows how your Venus is combined and mixed with the others
For this post search the degrees and sign of your Venus and identify their ruler, in the end that planet is combined with your Venus!!
Note: If you have your Venus in Libra or Taurus between 0° - 10° your Venus is most dominant here the other planets don't interact much with these ones!
- Hope this helped you as a start of how to activate your Venus guys🌄🌄🌄 Harmoonix