Latest Posts by fuccinjas - Page 2
And just like that I find myself running again chasing the need of feeling complete and a brain that needs constant stimulation and occupation
When you ask someone why they stayed when they could have left the heartache, the pain, remember, there are days when even you have chosen the hell you know than the hell you don’t.
Idk why it’s so hard to trust people and to believe that they genuinely like me and that I can genuinely be apart of something my whole life I’ve always felt so disconnected from everyone but sometimes I feel like maybe it’s me making it that way perceiving it that way if you will.
Get sum🥶🤑🦎
PHOTO DuMP🥶
Miss collecting these pipes I broke this one tho
Older pic but better pic lol
Shard # meth # tweaker nation # spun
It’s hard to do recovery with no family
Well I got arrested for the first time two days ago and I don’t even know where to go from here like of course my addiction landed me in their with absolutely no memory of the incident.. I just hope I can straighten out and things will start feeling like my choice again. Whenever I’m not getting high I feel like I’m doing something wrong and I gotta keep up but I don’t! I was a year clean and I should have kept it that way but no more should have would have could have just do. I’m on a Pre trial release and thank god they let me out without having to pay bail it was a simple assault against my bf bc I spit in his face I didn’t hit him I would never hit him but the Xanax had me so fucked up and the cops came and saw right when it happened and took me. But my baby was the only one who called me and the only one who put money on my books. I put myself in their but I was letting outside forces fuck with me again. And now I have a tress passing thing and no contact order with him but he’s the only one who holds me and loves me but we are hurting each other with drugs so maybe I need this time apart.. it just hurts my heart bc I love him idk who reads this shit but thanks for taking the time.
Weed subs strips Xanax heroin and wax all things down for me
Re-re-re RELAPSE
@casiqua
Guy Bourdin, 1980
Ok so serious question I see some addicts on here who just smoke crystal never slammed before (shot up) and they have been doing it for years so it seems manageable and I’m wondering do you think it’s gotten bad like an addiction and if so do you think you’re loosing control of your life and it’s getting bad bc I used to smoke ice and then I started slamming and that’s when I lost control but if I smoke it it’s easier for me to manage if that makes sense so what’s your views on it??
Okay so I have decided that I want to renovate my tumbler a little bit why??because bitch that’s why! But yea I feel like I repost a lot but I want more of my own shit so maybe I can get into taking better pictures and it will help me concentrate better on my art to show the few people on here who give a shit the outcome. Also I got a car today my very own car I have been saving and working my ass off for a minutiae and I got my permit yes I’m late don’t fucking worry about it lol anyways that’s all for now hopefully more shenanigans soon if I don’t forget that I wrote this post and had this idea lol.
I can’t wait till something else matters too me and this stops taking up so much space
“Some walks you have to take alone.”
— Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay