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Ice man

I broke his heart

A poem written by my 20-year-old brother. He wrote this when I was still in active addiction:

💎perc

Life is empty I need someone to take up space in my mind again

I know how to be a drug addict, self destruction is familiar so in a fucked up way it’s comforting to me. Recovery and sobritey are new, a whole new way of living and honestly it fucking terrfies me because I’m afraid i wont be able to maintain it.. What if i fuck everything up again?

Excerpt from my journal 6-11-19

Fuck yeaaaa

@casiqua

Ok so serious question I see some addicts on here who just smoke crystal never slammed before (shot up) and they have been doing it for years so it seems manageable and I’m wondering do you think it’s gotten bad like an addiction and if so do you think you’re loosing control of your life and it’s getting bad bc I used to smoke ice and then I started slamming and that’s when I lost control but if I smoke it it’s easier for me to manage if that makes sense so what’s your views on it??