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i keep dreaming about him omfg i need to shift asap.. ive been kinda just going with the flow lately but i might lock in

choose a song that corresponds with a dr for each letter of your username

this is so fun, i always think of new songs to fit into my drs ! all the songs are just going to be for my vampire diaries reality because even though i technically have a billion drs i haven't really paid any attention to them...

fade into you - mazzy star

You live your life, you go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go blind Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there... Fade into you Strange you never knew...

realms - sarah kinsely

Somewhere deep in the universe All the good things have aligned... Making my way Through the night And through the day Right to the edge At the end of time What if this realm is all where you're mine ? What if this is it for you and I ? What if this world is the only world where we collide ?...

understand - keshi

Maybe we can try it if you let me Take you by the hand You're the only one who understands... I'll admit that I'm scared 'Cause I've never really cared as much as this It's worth the risk...

in the woods somewhere - hozier

When I awoke The moon still hung The night so black that the darkness hummed... I raised myself My legs were weak I prayed my mind be good to me... I clutched my life And wished it kept My dearest love, I'm not done yet... How many years I know I'll bear I found something in the woods somewhere...

tactics ( recorded at electric lady studios ) - japanese breakfast

Tried, tried to recall Memories of peaches, the sun on my neck... A love that has to Move a great distance from you Cross a sea, keep you from me...

spring into summer - lizzy mcalpine

Somebody finds me in the state I am Love you like I mean it when I know I can't... Somebody finds me in the shallow end Love you like I mean it just because I can... Taking a picture of all the people close to us Head below the surface, almost never certain of the truth... You're always gonna be someone that I want We have too many years between us If I could jump into the past, I'd only change one thing I'd never hurt you first, I'd never let you leave And now I'm here forever, runnin' back to you...

waiting room - phoebe bridgers

And when broken bodies are washed ashore Who am I to ask for more, more, more ?... She'll be the best you ever had if you let her... I know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better...

requiem - keshi

The sun and the moon they just won't stop for you Dancing around like nothing changed... Oh, it's not the same, I miss you everyday Still some things I wish I told you Could you stay ? Why'd you go away ? Hope that we can do it over...

landslide - fleetwood mac

Climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills 'Til the landslide brought me down... Can the child within my heart rise above ? Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides ? Can I handle the seasons of my life ?...

tags - @vshiftsss @benniefranky @camilla-mikaelson @chloesreality @avendjarin @lovelylambb @ni4lovesu @yemiyuui @luxsdelirium

username song title game!

Choose a song title for each letter of your username and tag the same number of people!

i got tagged by @junoshifts on this post, and i decided to do this a little differently because i have a massive username. every song corresponds to a dr of mine, with a lyric that stuck out to me!

d - dirt - léon

avengers / pjo dr -> somebody once told me, “you can’t stay in the past. why are you going backwards?”

a - arsonists lullaby by hozier

crescent city / acotar drs -> all you have is your fire, and the place you need to reach. don’t you ever tame your demon, but always keep them on a leash.

w - whats wrong by half alive

acotar / lotr / vox drs -> looking through a haze, i’m basing everything around me on traces. the criminal i’ve been chasing is wearing my shoes.

n - new person, same old mistakes - tame impala

acotar / lotr / vox drs -> maybe your story aint so different from the rest, and i know it seems wrong to accept but you’ve got your demons and she’s got her regrets.

s - starwalking by lil nas x

xmen / fantastic four dr -> don’t ever say its over if i’m breathing, racing to the moonlight and i’m speeding. i’m heading to the stars, ready to go far.

d - daydreamer by young the giant

lotr dr -> you wake up someday and you realize that you were dreaming of the life you forget.

r - rhiannon by fleetwood mac

acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> dreams unwind, love’s a state of mind.

e - ends of the earth by lord huron

crescent city / acotar drs -> out theres a world that calls for me, heading out into the unknown.

a - ancient dreams in a modern land - marina

avengers / pjo dr -> we could bear witness to the rise and the fall. ancient dreams in a modern land, i’m trying to get back as fast as i can.

m - magnified - island police

lotr dr -> i feel so far from home, the only thing i know is that i got lost and i got questions why.

w - when the night is over - lord huron

acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> theres an emerald in the sky. i hear the rivers say your name, by the stars above i know we were in love.

o - open season by high highs

balders gate / critical role dr -> get on your knees in the fire, you can leave it all in your mind.

r - remain nameless by fotm

quicksilver dr -> i wish to remain nameless, and live without shame, because whats in a name. i still remain the same, you can call me anything you want.

l - love will get you there by inhaler

pjoverse dr -> i couldn’t reach it, too busy waiting on a moment. i tried so hard to forget you could only be a silhouette.

d - die hard by kendrick lamar

moc! cody dr -> we all got enough to lie about, my truth too complicated to hide now. can i open up? is it safe or not?

shiftblr i summon u i need help

someone TELL ME WHY i have dreams of shifting to my dr LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE NIGHT BUT WAKE UP HERE? LIKE I LITERALLY HAD 3 DREAMS ABT MY S/O AND SHIFTING LAST NIGHT 😭 SOMEONE HELP

𝜗𝜚 all you need is trust.

shifting content.

i think many people may not have been able to shift because when attempting they subconsciously start checking the physical plane. "are my surroundings changing? am i in my dr room? am i feeling any symptoms?"

this action just shows that you don't trust yourself, that you still don't believe that shifting is within you.

allow me to explain:

we have been shifting ever since we got out of our mothers' wombs. existing = shifting. the difference is that now you're aware of that, but essentially, you HAVE shifted before. countless times. shifting IS within you.

so, why is that, when attempting, your first instinct is to check your surroundings & look for symptoms? in other words, look for any sort of reassurance that you are shifting. and then panic and feel discouraged when you don't find it.

that's the problem. you have been shifting for years and years now, every decision you made was a shift. AND, whenever you made a decision, you didn't look for reassurance or proof of that decision happening, did you?

moving your consciousness to an alternative reality is the same, it's a decision. you just need to trust yourself, because you know you've done it before, so why wouldn't you be able to do it now?

when you trust yourself, you're letting your mind simply step into something that has always existed. like when your eyes blink without you questioning it. when you're walking and your legs are moving without you questioning it. you re letting it know it's a decision. you're certain of it. there's no "why?" or "how?", there's no "proof" either.

so, next time you attempt, lay down or whatever, and KNOW you are in your desired reality. just let go. let your mind fully acknowledge that you are there. trust yourself by simply knowing.

that's it. that's literally all you need.

ok goodbye go shift

doubt kills more dreams than failure ever could

i had at least three dreams i shifted last night

shifting diary entry #12

as per usual i’m asking things like “ why do i keep dreaming about shifting ” or “ why do reality checks fail me sometimes ” feel free to analyze this for me because i have no idea…

the first that i can remember… i don’t know if i unconsciously tried to shift in a dream and then believed that i shifted or what, but i do remember waking up in a bed with purple sheets and thinking that i shifted because of them ( i don’t have purple sheets here ) and i remember thinking to myself that even though this one thing changed im sure i shifted, but i was in a completely different room yet under the impression this was my room here just with purple sheets.

and here’s the craziest part, i did reality checks and they failed… i looked at my hand and counted my fingers and all ten were normally there. this isn’t the first time it had happened either, reality checks have failed me multiple times before. now, some people might think that it’s possible that i actually shifted but i know for certain it was just a dream.

after counting my fingers i started freaking out and thinking to myself that i actually did it and pinched myself just to be sure and i “ felt ” it. but i also remember thinking to myself that things didn’t feel as real as i thought they would. i mean it’s just another reality right ? i remember thinking that maybe people were lying or something because this doesn’t feel as real as life here. i thought maybe i just needed to be grounded more but as time passed the weird hazy sensations of dreams stayed.

for some context my sister was sleeping in my bed with me and when i woke up in my dream she was there too and im pretty sure i told her that i shifted. but eventually she just kinda disappeared from the dream and i started thinking to myself that i can’t stay long bc i need to tell her that i shifted… which also has happened to me before.

the dream ended up turning into one where i was around people in my intended reality and this is where it gets really fuzzy and i’m having a hard time recalling what went down, but im not sure it’s important anyways. but i do remember that this dream was long as hell.

the next one i really can’t remember at all but i do know it happened bc i vaguely recall trying to shift in a dream and then it “ worked ”. but i think the dream was really short and i woke up really confused with what i just dreamt about and why, why do i keep dreaming about shifting ?

the last one is also confusing. i remember there was a person in the dream i was talking to about shifting and trying to figure out why i haven’t shifted yet, but she gave me awful advice lol. things that would just make things more complicated than they needed to be. i also wasn’t even telling her things that were true, things that weren’t correct about where i was shifting to and where i was gonna wake up? the dream turned really weird and had like 1578 sub plots going on but this girl seemed determined to help me, im not sure if she did though.

also, two days ago i took a nap and ended up in a lucid dream and then tried to shifting in it like a billion times…

reminder that you can shift anytime, anywhere, under any condition. it doesn’t matter if you’re exhausted, if you’re spiralling, if you’ve just remembered an email you forgot to send and now you’re in a fugue state of regret. it doesn’t matter if you’ve put shifting on a pedestal so high it’s getting altitude sickness (even then, a pedestal is just a glorified step stool. kick it over. nothing is above you, nothing is out of reach), or if your brain is complied of intrusive thoughts and mental white noise. you could be in a grocery store queue, on a sinking ship, in the middle of a hostage negotiation. and could still shift.

people love a reason why not. alas, the conditions are not set in stone. they never were. consciousness is liquid gold. it seeps through cracks, it adapts. you don’t need the stars to align. you don’t need the perfect night, the perfect mood, the perfect silence. you need exactly what you already have... a mind.

one day, you’ll celebrate your birthdays over there, and your wishes may turn softer, more resigned—no longer the desperate wishes you make now. these weeks of struggle will be no more than a fleeting thought, something you’ll brush off with a small giggle, then bury back in the deepest, dustiest shelves of your mind. you’ll look back at the nights you spent wondering if this was it, and you’ll laugh, and laugh, and laugh—a hollow but somehow full sound, at how little you knew then.

being a shifter, an artist, AND a writer is possibly the best combo

WHOS READY TO SHIFT TN?

i wrote this while drinking cola. pepsi cola. the lana sentiment. the grant holy water. the tear drops of angels, if you wish. ANYWAY, do enjoy. inspired by: @/ironrea, her post is serene!! ultraviolence (the album), & richard siken's piece "anyway" .

s/o motivation! or things to script because i don't know how to label anything.

i. they'll catch you staring at them in a quiet moment, and instead of looking away, they just smile, slow and sure, like they already knew.

ii. they'll let you warm your hands against the back of their neck, laughing at the chill but not pulling away.

iii. they'll need to feel the weight of your presence to remember how to breathe.

iv. they'll be devoted to you, just like church is to god, just like the lamb is to the shepherd, just like faith is to the believer lost in doubt.

v. they'll see the way you close your eyes when the sun hits just right, like it’s a moment just for you, and they'll wonder if they're allowed to share it with you.

vi. they'll look at you when you think they're not watching—from across the room, in the glow of a traffic light, through the blurry reflection of a dirty mirror—like they're afraid to be caught loving you this much (they aren't).

vii. they'll whisper your name like it's the answer to a question they don't know how to ask.

viii. when you write your name on fogged windows, they'll try to read their future in it.

ix. when you're getting ready to go out, they'll wait at the door, keys in hand, watching you tie your shoes, smiling a little, because they love the way you double-knot them.

x. they'll stand behind you when you're looking in the mirror, watching your reflection instead of their own, like they only see themselves in the way you see them.

xi. when you look at them, just for a second, they’ll think it's the first time anyone has ever seen them.

Senses shift last

If you've been in any shifting community for any period of time, you must have already heard this sentence.

Senses shift last.

It's an explanation, an unspoken rule, an understanding that when you sit down to shift, the last thing that completes the shift is your senses.

But what if I told you that your senses don't shift at all?

Let's go back to the basic, most simple definition of reality shifting:

Becoming aware of another reality.

This simply means that when you choose to shift, your awareness, your consciousness, is the only thing that shifts. Not your body, not your brain, and most definitely not your senses.

So, how does it work?

Well, as you shift, and you become aware of a different reality, you become conscious of a different version of you with a different brain and a different stream of thoughts and a different body and—you guessed it, different senses altogether.

Maybe your vision is better or you have supernatural hearing. Maybe your sense of taste is enhanced and your buds are miraculous, maybe you feel things 100x more than this reality allows and you're hyper aware of everything around you. The point is, your current reality self's body remains here, and so its senses stay behind as well.

How does this help you shift?

If you know that your senses don't shift, and you know that no matter what you hear, see, feel... Is irrelevant because it's your awareness that shifts, doesn't that take off a shit ton of stress off your shoulders?

As soon as you turn your awareness to a different reality, as soon as you start thinking as your desired reality self, feeling their feelings, immersing yourself in their surrounding, you have shifted. "But I can still feel my bed and I'm supposed to be on a train or a plane or riding a dragon through the seven skies!" Irrelevant. Unimportant. Inconsequential.

Focus on what you see, hear, or feel in imagination. That's where you truly are. As long as you stay there and you don't question your destination, you're bound to shift.

Haven't you ever wondered how people shift awake? How they shift on planes or in cars or in the middle of a nosy park? Where you are doesn't matter. What you see or hear doesn't matter. You don't question your dr and complain about the noise of your family and friends when you shift for a few seconds and claim they ruined the shift for you by distracting you! Why should this reality be any different? So what if you feel a velvet duvet instead of satin sheets? So what if you can hear your siblings fighting instead of your s/o calling your name? So what if you can see flashing lights behind your closed eyelids instead of your ceiling or the sky or a unicorn's ass?

Your senses aren't shifting with you, and that doesn't mean that you have failed! Not at all! You shifted successfully the second you decided to park your ass on your bed and chair and shift.

Which brings me to my final point in this semi-long rant:

Grounding yourself when you wake up in your dr.

Let me ask you something: do you ground yourself when you wake up in your cr? Do you open your eyes and start hyperventilating because you're in your room? Do you start freaking out because your family or your partner walked in?

No. You don't. Because it's just another day in the same room you've been waking up in for years.

It's the same thing for your dr. Unless your dr self has amnesia the exact same second you shift, they have been waking up in the same bed, in the same room, with the same family/friends/roommates/partner for as long as they can remember. Shifting is a natural processes. You're not putting on a skin suit and pretending to be someone you're not. You are becoming aware of the person you have always been.

There will be no freaking out, no out of body experience, no looking in the mirror and squealing over your tight ass and new face. No blushing like a damsel when you see your s/o.

It's going to be natural. Like putting on your favorite pj's, like returning to a home that always made you feel safe and comfortable, like tasting your favorite snack again and getting flashbacks of your childhood memories.

It's going to be familiar, known, comfortable.

It's going to be you.

So stop freaking out over what could potentially happen when you "get there." You have always been there.

Now go shift, and stop stressing out so much about irrelevant details.

You are a shifter.

It's your destiny.

Happy Shifting ❤️

― Serendipities for your DR .☘︎ ݁˖

❝ Something good or beneficial that happens unexpectedly, often by chance. ❞

↳ #01 ～ A childhood wish you had long forgotten about—something small, silly—comes true in the most unexpected way. A tiny secret between you and the universe, reminding you that wishes never truly disappear.

↳ #02 ～ You dream of a place you’ve never seen before, only to stumble upon it months later, every detail exactly as it was in your mind.

↳ #03 ～ A tiny scar on your body, one you never questioned before, begins to itch. And then, the very next day, someone else points to their own, in the exact same place, and asks, “Do you ever wonder where it came from?”

↳ #04 ～ You take a wrong turn on a familiar street, distracted. But instead of frustration, you find something waiting— a stray cat that looks at you like it’s been expecting you all along, a hidden café, etc.

↳ #05 ～ The first time you meet your S/O, they already know your name. “You look like a [Y/N]” they say, as if they could have guessed it just by looking at you; and maybe they could have. Maybe they already knew you, somehow, in some way neither of you understand.

↳ #06 ～ You wear something you haven’t in years—a shirt, a necklace, a pair of shoes you almost forgot you owned. And just like that, someone remembers you. Someone you haven’t seen in forever, recognizing you by a detail so small.

↳ #07 ～ You reach into a pocket/drawer/bag, and pull out something you don’t remember putting there—a ticket, a childhood junk, a silly note from your past self. And somehow, at this moment, it means everything.

↳ #08 ～ A random compliment, out of nowhere, from someone you’ll never see again. But it’s not about your appearance, anything obvious—it’s something so oddly specific, so you, that for a second, you wonder if they knew you in another life.

whenever i doubt shifting being real the image of that dude about to hit diamonds flashes in my mind and i go back to my silly little scripts.

∙ a peek inside my vampire diaries closet ☾

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i. everyday 𝜗𝜚

☾ lace and frills… ribbons and tights... to be completely honest these six pictures just don’t do my closet any justice. you won’t catch me leaving the house without out an accessory or two ( or ten ). layers upon layers. way to many clothes, but not quite enough.

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ii. tops 𝜗𝜚

☾ buttoned downs or random tees found at a thrift store? however am i to choose…

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iii. pants 𝜗𝜚

☾ mostly consists of low ( ish ) rise with designs from when i got bored or had to much paint.

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iv. skirts 𝜗𝜚

☾ many colors, lengths, patterns. probably the biggest reason i should stop going to thrift stores.

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v. formal 𝜗𝜚

☾ something for every occasion.

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vi. shoes 𝜗𝜚

☾ generally consists of kitten heels and boots, with the occasional mary jane. lots of red. often found with diy charms and trinkets. trust that they are always paired with cute socks + tights.

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i’m soooo glad i found shifting (or it found ME). im always thinking about the big positive effect it had on so many levels of my life and how i literally became so much more appreciative of life in this reality too.

it’s so crazy to think about it like younger me always knew there was something more to life, just couldn’t figure it out what.. and i’m truly thankful i grew up to have an open mind and not let limited beliefs influence me. literally soooo grateful !!!!

you can feel lost and still make progress.

feeling stuck doesn’t mean you’re failing. feeling lost doesn’t mean you’re not moving forward. if anything, it’s proof that you’re growing.

that uncertainty? that frustration? that feeling like nothing is happening? that’s what happens when you’re pushing past old limits. your mind is adjusting, your beliefs are shifting, and your awareness is expanding—even if it doesn’t feel like it yet.

growth isn’t always obvious. when you’re manifesting something like shifting, a lot of invisible factors are going to weigh in but feeling lost and still choosing to keep going is what pushes you forward.

so keep trying. the progress is already happening.

no such thing as being “too excited to shift” because you know how many people view shifting as a chore? how many people wish they were still excited and energized to go to their dr?

view your excitement as a gift. joy is a wonderful thing and a great propellor.

꒰ TRINKETS TO SCRIPT ! ꒱ 𖦹ׂ ₊˚⊹⋆

⠂⠁⠈⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠂⠁⠈⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂

Please, do you swear shifting is real and I am not hoping for nothing that I will eventually wake up with my dream life? You are probably tired of questions like this but this is my only hope in life

swear on everything.

swear on the moon, the stars, my nonexistent savings account.

swear on the fact that i have shifted so many times it’s basically muscle memory. this isn’t hope in vain, this isn’t wishful thinking, this is real.

you waking up in your dream life isn't a wish. it's reality. because you decide to. because you can. because you always could.

Shifting doesn’t have to feel like a chore

∙ a peek inside my vampire diaries closet ☾

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i. everyday 𝜗𝜚

☾ lace and frills… ribbons and tights... to be completely honest these six pictures just don’t do my closet any justice. you won’t catch me leaving the house without out an accessory or two ( or ten ). layers upon layers. way to many clothes, but not quite enough.

── ⟢

ii. tops 𝜗𝜚

☾ buttoned downs or random tees found at a thrift store? however am i to choose…

── ⟢

iii. pants 𝜗𝜚

☾ mostly consists of low ( ish ) rise with designs from when i got bored or had to much paint.

── ⟢

iv. skirts 𝜗𝜚

☾ many colors, lengths, patterns. probably the biggest reason i should stop going to thrift stores.

── ⟢

v. formal 𝜗𝜚

☾ something for every occasion.

── ⟢

vi. shoes 𝜗𝜚

☾ generally consists of kitten heels and boots, with the occasional mary jane. lots of red. often found with diy charms and trinkets. trust that they are always paired with cute socks + tights.

── ⟢

i am in my dr, i’ve been in my dr this whole time i just need to wake up

i have to wake up

welcome to the shifting seance club.

sit down… sit down. the spirits are restless. the stars are watching, no, really, they’re watching

AHEM. before we begin, a moment of academic posturing: the knowledge i am about to bestow upon you has been extracted from highly esteemed sources that i recommend for any astrologers, such as . . . ୨୧

" esoteric astrology " by alice a. bailey " the astrology of fate " by liz greene " saturn : a new look at an old devil " by liz greene " hellenistic astrology : the study of fate and fortune " by chris brennan

i have consulted the planets, shuffled the tarot deck, knocked three times on my bedroom wall for dramatic effect, and this is what i’ve learned: your zodiac sign is not just a fun little personality badge. it directly affects your shifting progress. yes (probably not, take this with any amount of salt you want). the stars have opinions, and unfortunately, some of them are a little direct.

 　　. . . now, let’s see what they say about you

◞ aries.

omen :  a door creaks open, but you keep kicking it instead of walking through. fate’s verdict :  you shift like a battering ram. you don’t manifest, you threaten reality into submission. and while your raw passion is admirable, your achilles' heel is your impatience. you expect instant results, and if they don’t arrive, you throw a cosmic tantrum. ꒰ prescription :  you need to trick yourself into believing you don’t care about shifting. the second you release your vice grip on the universe’s neck, you’ll wake up where you belong.

◞ taurus.

omen :  you stand at the threshold, hesitating, asking if this is “scientifically sound.” fate’s verdict :  you are so rooted in your cr that shifting feels like a betrayal. you crave comfort and certainty, and the unknown? ew. gross. messy. you convince yourself that if you can’t prove it, it must not be real. but !! shifting isn’t a scientific formula. it’s a love letter to possibility. ꒰ prescription :  romance the shift. bathe in it. treat it like a luxurious silk robe that’s already draped over your shoulders. you are already there.

◞ gemini.

omen :  the stars whisper secrets, but you’re too busy checking your notifications. fate’s verdict :  you woke up in your dr. except, oh, look!! a new shifting method!! and a podcast!! and a theory!! you scatter your energy across 300 ideas instead of committing to one. your brain is a quantum supercomputer; your attention span is a broken hourglass. ꒰ prescription :  pick one method and pretend it’s the only method in existence. burn the rest (metaphorically).

◞ cancer.

omen :   a single tear falls onto your dr script. it smudges the ink. fate’s verdict :  you shift best to your dr when you feel your dr in your soul. but your achilles' heel? your attachment to your cr. you romanticise your struggles, like a poet in the 1800s dying of heartbreak in a candlelit attic. ꒰ prescription :  detach. your dr is not a dream. it’s your next home.

◞ leo.

omen :  you envision your dr shift as an oscar-worthy transformation scene. fate’s verdict :  you don’t just want to shift. you want the most cinematic shift of all time. you crave grandeur, orchestral scores, confetti. but reality doesn’t need a standing ovation to be real. ꒰ prescription :  simplicity is your secret weapon. the most powerful magic happens in silence.

◞ virgo.

omen :  a stack of perfectly organised dr notes, rewritten for the third time. fate’s verdict :  you think if you can perfect shifting, it will work. you treat scripting like it’s a final dissertation. but guess what??? the universe doesn’t care about syntax. it just wants you to believe. ꒰ prescription :  trust yourself. shifting isn’t a rubik’s cube. it’s a freefall.

◞ libra.

omen :  the scales tip back and forth. you can’t decide which dr to enter. fate’s verdict :  indecision is your kryptonite. you treat shifting like a multiple-choice quiz instead of a choose-your-own-adventure novel. ꒰ prescription :  just pick. you can always pivot later.

◞ scorpio.

omen :  shadows shift in the candlelight. fate’s verdict :  you want power over shifting. you want to dominate reality. but shifting isn’t a chess game. it’s a trust fall. ꒰ prescription :  surrender. let go. let the shift take you instead of trying to own it.

◞ sagittarius.

omen :  your suitcase is always packed. fate’s verdict :  you see shifting as a trip, not a home.  ꒰ prescription :  commit. sink in. stop treating your dr like a fictional destination.

◞ capricorn.

omen :   a mountain looms in the distance. you start climbing. fate’s verdict :  you work too hard. you think shifting should be earned, like a salary. ꒰ prescription :  stop treating shifting like a job interview. you don’t have to prove yourself to the quantum field.

◞ aquarius.

omen :  a thousand ideas flicker in your mind at once. fate’s verdict :  you overcomplicate shifting with theories instead of doing it. ꒰ prescription :  stop analysing. start experiencing.

◞ pisces.

omen :  you already live in your dr. just not physically. fate’s verdict :  you dissociate instead of directing. ꒰ prescription :  channel your daydreams into intention. be the river, not the mist.

the stars have spoken . . . will you listen?

liars in the shifting community.

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so many people in this community fabricate stories & conjure up fantasies on why they aren’t shifting. it’s “i didn’t shower” or “i didn’t finish & post my monthly shifting reading”. hm. wonder who that could be ?

trust me, i get it. i do. not reacting to the 3d is hard. i am sometimes on that sinking ship. most of the time i am on that sinking ship.

but !! what you need to realize there is no right way of shifting. you are giving simple audios & actions wayyyy too much credit. the only reason those guided meditations or your nighttime rituals aren’t working is because you have decided they will make or break your desires if not done perfectly. not a hair out of place. so squeaky clean. sparkling. glistening. & not to be like “that’s not realistic” because anything is possible but that’s putting way too much much pressure on yourself. also, time. give your manifestations time to show up. you placed your order, it’s gotta get packaged & needs stamps or a shipping label & it needs to make the trip from the warehouse to your front door. it’s not like amazon prime or uber eats.

the whole “i have to stay still to shift” thing was made up by probably you or by someone else who infected you with it by bringing it to the internet because that’s what they believe. subliminals or methods or repeating affirmations until you’re bored out of your mind are all ways anyone can shift. the reason it’s “not working” is because you believe it’s not working. the 3d is what you’re giving into when you should be giving into those feelings & thoughts you would have, as if you already shifted or changed your eye color or whatever you would like to achieve. because, spoiler: you already have. you’ve ordered it. it’s in transit. it may just take some time to get to you.

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if you can imagine it, you can have it. if you can desire it, it is already yours

emma ⭑.ᐟ

i. about ꩜

𖥔 20 𖥔 she/her 𖥔 artist 𖥔 writer 𖥔 shifter 𖥔

it's about time i made something like this, ( but i've been putting it off... ).

this is my shifting blog, but really i'll talk about anything spiritual, or just my life. i've been in the shifting community since mayybbbee 2021 ? i gen have no idea when i found out, i just remember freaking out immediately

ii. realities ꩜

i'll prob make a more in depth master list for my dr's when i make more posts about them, but i basically insert myself into everything i even slightly consume, so i don't even think this is a definite list...

𖥔 main realities:

୨୧ waiting room, the vampire diaries

𖥔 back-burner realities:

୨୧ hxh, stardew valley, college dr, jujutsu kaisen, apocalypse, small town/gilmore girls, haikyuu !, genshin, study dr, txt, mha, le sserafim, kamisama kiss, aot, doctor dr, gravity falls, monster high, inheritance games, multiple fame drs, ever after high, royalty dr, drs for stories i've written / story ideas, obx, baldurs gate, streamer dr, marine biologist dr, kpop survival show, the cruel prince . . .

iii. tags ꩜

𖥔 emma’s shifting diary

𖥔 emma’s vampire diaries dr

𖥔 emma's stardew valley dr

𖥔 emma’s pick a card

𖥔 emma’s card of the day

How to 'let go'.

To know how to 'let go' you have to understand what it is. I highly suggest you to read this post first.

Letting go is not a act of forgetting but one of perseverance. It's meaning is quite literally it's opposite. Letting go is not you leaving everything behind and focusing on your life but living regardless. It is the celebration of being alive.

No matter what I write, it won't change the fact that everything you 'want' exists. Everything is already available to you. It has happened and only waiting for you to acknowledge it. The integration of a desire in your reality does not mean that it didn't exist before in your life. It's you realising that it was always there. Staring at you right in the face when you were 'waiting for it to arrive'.

To let go you must know, you must know that searching for something outside of you when you're it is useless. I understand your want, your need, your desparation. But it's literally here? The thing you want is already your reality. Everything is happening now. Why aren't you acknowledging the truth?

Perseverance is something you do, not caring what the physical plane is showing you. The physical plane is you. It is your conscious decision on something. You keep moving forward. You keep rising and falling but you keep going. That is what letting go is.

It's your ability to keep moving forward, your ability to keep doing what you want no matter the present or the result that you seek so hard. It is you never stopping. Now I don't mean that you keep going and never rest. Remember, to move forward you must create momentum. To create momentum you keep doing what you like. What you know you want to do.

Doesn't matter what the world says. If you need or want to rest right now, you must do it. Because that's what's important. That's what you want. That doesn't stop the flow of life. It keeps life going. Your decision to do what you want to do keeps life moving.

It doesn't matter if you spiraled for a million hours or if you feel like you ruined your chances to shift/manifest. It doesn't matter if you think you can't do it or whatever the fuck people think these days. The main most important question is what do you want to do right now? What do you want right now in this moment?

The only way to move forward is to keep doing what you like. Doing what you want in the present. It is focusing on one thing at a time. Whether it is playing a game on your phone, taking a nap, eating an apple, crying your heart out or screaming at the world because you're mad. It is the continuing of the cycle of life. It is the continuous energy in motion. Your emotions felt, seen and heard. Your existence acknowledged and appreciated.

It includes every decision you take. Small or big. It includes you acknowledging yourself in every decision. It includes you looking after your wants, your needs, yourself. Stop running after your desire and run after you.

That's all you need to do to let go. It's all letting go is. It was always just moving with yourself and not leaving yourself behind. You are your greatest asset. Stop waiting for people to help you. Get up, cry and move on. Feel and love. You were yours before the world took you. Come back home to yourself and live.

ways to spice up your shifting journey and romanticise your drs ♱

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• make playlists for important / specific eras in your dr (for example i have one for autumn 2023 in my actress dr and winter 1989 in my twin peaks dr)

• watch youtube walking tours of the city or town that you live at in your dr

• make moodboards for your favourite people in your dr, develop their vibe and aesthetic

• make shifting bingo cards for things you need to do in your dr (eg. visit a specific place, talk to a specific person) and tick them off once you shift back

• use pinterest as a script, make detailed sections within your dr boards and organise them to make it all look cute

• make moodboards for your childhood in all of your drs and see how they differ

• start a shifting journal, you don’t need to make it aesthetic. write about your drs, how your journey is going, etc

• answer questions about your drs (some posts with questions: 1 2 3)

letting go ≠ giving up

it’s important that when we tell you “let go” we don’t mean stop caring and give up. letting go means trusting yourself, believing - and more importantly - knowing that shifting is inevitable. you’ve decided to become aware of your dr so it’s done, you can relax and let go because you’ve already accomplished it. the moment you decide to shift - you shift so there’s no need for anything more.

letting go doesn’t mean that you don’t care, it just means that you know that you already have what you want.

if you want a dog, do you keep saying you want a dog after you buy/adopt it? no, even though you may not physically have it yet, you know it’s yours so there’s no need of repeating that you want it because you have it. that’s what letting go means, it’s accepting the fact that you have already shifted, you are in your desired reality so you can just let go.

your desires are already yours, accept it and relax.

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