I Know This Is Very Different But I Basically Stopped Talking To 99% Of The Kids At My School Because

im sorry to everyone who has ever tried to talk to me and then realized my communication skills are equivalent to a stale piece of bread

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: talents?

Me: shit! I can't do anything!

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: sports?

Me: dose umm... I understand quidich and capture the flag but only when swords are aloud.

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: favoret show?

Me: umm... What shows do I like?

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: dream job?

Me: scientist? Artist? Author? Anywhere that hires me?

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: fear?

Me: snakes? Other people? The crushing weight of knowing I'll never be able to be happy and accepted by society? My mom dying? Everyone around me dying? Forgetting some of the stories my dad told me and never being able to have them? 

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: favoret thing to learn about?

Me: umm... Psychology. Would be nice if you taught it.

That paper thing at the beginning of the school year: pets?

Me: umm... I used to have a fish?

Dammit not again.

good morning i regret to inform everyone it is in fact another fucking day

Yeah those suck to. I get those often it's just more common that it's sound

i have a headache every damn day of my life and at this point idk if i should be concerned or not

I'm mostly on at times I really should be trying to sleep at.

Thank you for being someone I can rely on to still be on at 3 am and pretend it's not really bad sense other people are also on.

my pal i am on tumblr every waking hour of my life, i will always be here 2 support u

Show it. Show it. Reveal the seizure gif. Show us. Show it. You can't hide it from us.

i made a gif set so awful it made me nauseous. its like seizure inducing bad.

So my friends tell me about a lot of shit and sometimes I don't care enough to actually find out about it so I am going to summarize things based purly off shit I've heard my friends say. This will be fun. 

Mood

I was the kid who whenever i went to a resturant ( yeah Right i go to resturants. that shits to expensive) would just ask for water sense i didnt like any soda. ( alot of kids seem to find it odd that i like the taste of water. i dont get why? )

i just really love water you know

I completely understand everything you said in this post and it's so fucking valid. 

Like I could brake my arm and would probably try to hide it. I've been told it was unreasonable whenever I do this but I just can't help it, it's to scary to try to tell someone something. 

Like once I threw up and walked around in circles for 3 hours outside my mom's room sense I was scared is get in trouble for some reason? Like I knew I wouldn't get in trouble it's just the 1% possibility that I do freaks me the fuck out.

Or with getting my period I didn't tell her. I had already read books and watched videos that mentioned it so I just knew what I was supposed to do. And like 2 months later she asked me if I had gotten my period get and I just said no? I have no idea why I said no it would have been much easier to just say yes but instead I was to scared and said no.

in conclusion anxiety sucks.

(: