Pls Kick Me Out Of The Fandom I’m Basically Asking For It At This Point

I've decided I'm going to read some fan fiction. 

I’m really bored.

I'm so disappointed in you Magnus Chase fandom. Like come on his could you not call the ship of Alex and Magnus the ship of the dead. It's so simple.

Or this is me doing math

When someone is explaining something to me and I have to look away and like literally map out, visualize, and repeat everything they said just to understand what the fuck is going on

I'm the wooden floor that dosent know how to comfort people :)

I completely understand everything you said in this post and it's so fucking valid. 

Like I could brake my arm and would probably try to hide it. I've been told it was unreasonable whenever I do this but I just can't help it, it's to scary to try to tell someone something. 

Like once I threw up and walked around in circles for 3 hours outside my mom's room sense I was scared is get in trouble for some reason? Like I knew I wouldn't get in trouble it's just the 1% possibility that I do freaks me the fuck out.

Or with getting my period I didn't tell her. I had already read books and watched videos that mentioned it so I just knew what I was supposed to do. And like 2 months later she asked me if I had gotten my period get and I just said no? I have no idea why I said no it would have been much easier to just say yes but instead I was to scared and said no.

in conclusion anxiety sucks.

(:

Me: I'm afraid of the sound keys make

Person 1: Spiders scare me

Person 2: Clowns scare me

Person 3: I’m scared of the dark

Me: Semi trucks freak me out

…

I don't understand sports. The only sport I understand is quiditch. By I would watch football if everyone was actually trains. 

american football is WILD

The fact that this chain doesn’t continue with a bunch of Sean clones that just get slightly smaller each time until he’s the size of an ant disappoints me.

i feel like i’m going insane everything is so deeply fucked i can’t stop thinking about it i can’t deal with it

It's not that bad.

i made a gif set so awful it made me nauseous. its like seizure inducing bad.