it never changes here, does it
these old piles just gather dust
those new podcasts reaffirm those old beliefs
unthinking cruelty voiced on purpose
you know I'm no fool yet you fall for it all
it never changes here, does it
the irony is almost laughable
you think that didn't happen to me too
you think you're infallible
you pretend you don't for validation
you think you're no fool, yet you fall for it all
it never changes here, does it
I always regret coming back
go home and feel bad calling there home
it wasn't that bad, I'm exaggerating
pretend its okay to try and escape
I know I'm a fool, and forget every time.
I absolutely love talking about transmasculinity it's genuinely so freeing and cathartic to be able to talk about my experiences and community. I love you, transmasculinity <3
as I sit deadly still
I hear the voices in the hall get louder
and louder as they go down it
until suddenly there's a shouting match in the kitchen
I could go, could try to stop the verbal carnage of the usual saturday squabble
be present for the slamming door and shattering glass
but I stay here, silent
(cackles in transgender) her profits went down 74%
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FUCKING GETCH OU
hand over hand
in the firmest handshake
"I hereby declare these two kingdoms unified once more"
hand on hand
in the finest linin
we consecrate a marriage
the only one we could ever have had
the maids know to keep their mouths shut
the mattress will never know their lesson
hand in hand
I whisper an "I love you", so softly that the wind could never snatch it away
although I wish I could shout it from the rooftops
and yet
you hear
and whisper one back
so low it could never reach the church's high steeple
and be proclaimed at the masses to the masses
and yet
I hear.
there are people who will arrive in your life at the right time to rock your world and set your expectations ablaze
there will be people who will arrive in your life at the worst time to shatter your hope and lower your self worth
there will be those who have never left your life who you wish would. there will be those who have left your life so long ago it feels like yesterday and five years.
noone knows anything ever
you're gonna be okay.
If tonight be our last and the skies fall and the universe splits in two
i would like to go with the imprint of your head leaning on my shoulder
the sound of your laugh filling my eardrums and blocking the impact
the shatter of everything falling as you sigh and make some remark that they really picked their timing, you just mopped the floor-
that would be the blueprint, my dear sweet friend, for the rest of our short short lives
and I would like that.
It’s been so long since i said it but if you live with homophobic/transphobic parents no matter if you’re a minor or a young adult don’t come out <3
funky lil man, he/him, i go by jaye! I write poems sometimes ❤️
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