If Tonight Be Our Last And The Skies Fall And The Universe Splits In Two

it never changes here

it never changes here, does it

these old piles just gather dust

those new podcasts reaffirm those old beliefs

unthinking cruelty voiced on purpose

you know I'm no fool yet you fall for it all

it never changes here, does it

the irony is almost laughable

you think that didn't happen to me too

you think you're infallible

you pretend you don't for validation

you think you're no fool, yet you fall for it all

it never changes here, does it

I always regret coming back

go home and feel bad calling there home

it wasn't that bad, I'm exaggerating

pretend its okay to try and escape

I know I'm a fool, and forget every time.

rambles

sometimes I think about how I used to hate the trans flag

it's an odd one, that hate. at the time it was mainly because I wanted to pass, be seen as cis, and not have anyone ask anything

I swore to myself college would be different, and that there noone would know I was trans.

thank fuck I didn't. thank hell I went to that pride event, met this and that person, was honest about what was going on, mentioned binding to this person, laughed about queer complexity with friends I would never have met otherwise, was open about my identity at every goddamn hands turn.

if you see this and you hate the flag, I get it. I really really do. I hope someday you love it too. It's gaudy and different and beautiful and hopeful.

also, we are everywhere. we are everywhere and people know about us and support us. the most unlikely places and most unassuming people will turn around and say they know someone who is trans too

this world is so geared against us. I know I am lucky. but if you know that you can, it's beautiful and mortifying and terrible and freeing to be seen and loved.

FUCKING GETCH OU

two princes

hand over hand

in the firmest handshake

"I hereby declare these two kingdoms unified once more"

hand on hand

in the finest linin

we consecrate a marriage

the only one we could ever have had

the maids know to keep their mouths shut

the mattress will never know their lesson

hand in hand

I whisper an "I love you", so softly that the wind could never snatch it away

although I wish I could shout it from the rooftops

and yet

you hear

and whisper one back

so low it could never reach the church's high steeple

and be proclaimed at the masses to the masses

and yet

I hear.

(cackles in transgender) her profits went down 74%

I absolutely love talking about transmasculinity it's genuinely so freeing and cathartic to be able to talk about my experiences and community. I love you, transmasculinity <3

It’s been so long since i said it but if you live with homophobic/transphobic parents no matter if you’re a minor or a young adult don’t come out <3

tumblr poets

i am everyone's lover these ragged tatters dancing lightly from poem to poem witnessing scars like ivy curling over cool stone hallways with thick dark doors i am everyone's lover this brittle cage ajar conjuring your essences to feast on your beauty the misunderstood a delicacy your loneliness is my pain i am everyone's lover open mouths and call to me let me in your skins, that i may decorate your souls and dwell in your warmth a shadow seeking light in your darkness

silent

as I sit deadly still

I hear the voices in the hall get louder

and louder as they go down it

until suddenly there's a shouting match in the kitchen

I could go, could try to stop the verbal carnage of the usual saturday squabble

be present for the slamming door and shattering glass

but I stay here, silent