H O P E
Love u at 12 pm love u at 1 pm love u at 2 pm love u at 3 pm love u at 4 pm love u at 5 pm love u at 6 pm love u at 7 pm love u at 8 pm love u at 9 pm love u at 10 pm love u at 11 pm love u at 12 am love u at 1 am love u at 2 am love u at 3 am love u at 4 am love u at 5 am love u at 6 am love u at 7 am love u at 8 am love u at 9 am love u at 10 am love u at 11 am
subtle intimacy is so soft!! knowing someone’s routine and slowly becoming a part of it. memorising favourite teas and soups and drink orders. good morning and good night texts and messy paragraphs of love written half asleep. nicknames only you know. just!!! small things that say “look how dear you are to me.”
The loneliness is suffocating. At all hours, a ringing in my ears - that undertone. In the store, in the shower, in front of the people I love. Lonely like a fist in the mouth, like netting in my diaphragm, like a rotted tooth. Everything I put in my body just feels like cotton, all smooth and numb and unsatisfying. Who am I even looking for. What do I seek. What went to bed and never woke up inside me.
yea i drink juice when i’m killin cuz it’s fuckin delicious!
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