‘Your Figure Is Going To Get Kissed By A Lot Of People. How Does That Make You Feel?’ X

The loneliness is suffocating. At all hours, a ringing in my ears - that undertone. In the store, in the shower, in front of the people I love. Lonely like a fist in the mouth, like netting in my diaphragm, like a rotted tooth. Everything I put in my body just feels like cotton, all smooth and numb and unsatisfying. Who am I even looking for. What do I seek. What went to bed and never woke up inside me.

Love u at 12 pm love u at 1 pm love u at 2 pm love u at 3 pm love u at 4 pm love u at 5 pm love u at 6 pm love u at 7 pm love u at 8 pm love u at 9 pm love u at 10 pm love u at 11 pm love u at 12 am love u at 1 am love u at 2 am love u at 3 am love u at 4 am love u at 5 am love u at 6 am love u at 7 am love u at 8 am love u at 9 am love u at 10 am love u at 11 am

Okay but I just realized

In the Iliad, Achilles loved Patroclus to the point where Zeus had to intervene and restrain his rage because he knew that Achilles’ anger could defy fate and destroy Troy before it was meant to fall. 

Achilles’ rage at Patroclus’ death could elude fate itself. That’s how much he loved him.

sincerity is genuinely really hard like…….. if i have ever told you anything heartfelt out loud i have had to battle like 7 layers of embarrassment & repression to do that

″tomholland2013: Back in the boxing gym"

me: im gonna get home and do my hw(: me, when home: well i made my banana bread and raspberry lemonade! my candle is lit, my music is playing, im ready to start(: me, after consuming all my food and drink and sitting at the counter for three hours without touching my homework: well time for bed

Three years ago today. I love this bit of video. Not sure why.

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