As Emo I Am After Losing TikTok In The US, I Like To Remind Myself..at Least It Wasn’t Ao3 (not Yet…HOPEFULLY

im not gonna make it and i know it

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Glenn: What’s your favorite color? Daryl: Stop asking stupid questions. Ask me something logical and mature. Glenn: How many moles of sodium bicarbonate are needed to neutralize 0.8ml of sulfuric acid at STP? Daryl: My favorite color is pink.

yayyyy! ty this makes my heart happy

fav album: im all over the place with music, but i'm gonna have to agree with one of the other responses and say the greatest showman. i havent gotten over it and its been years. and sour (olivia rodrigo) was everythingggg in 2021 for me

physical thing i want: a grammy 🙏🙏 (jk lol...idk guys im indecisive) actually probably one of those awards you get at dance comps that lets you have the opportunity to do workshops or smth idk how to describe it lol....*cough cough* matt dillon- WHO SAID THAT??

wall color: its supposed to be a purple (that's what i was aiming for) but it kind of looks like an indigo/bluish gray depending on how you see it ig

continent: hello from north america!!

Tags: (cri idk yall) @wannabe-goth-babe @heartsforjohnnycake @dreamcatcherrr-18 or literally anyone ive interacted with idk

helloooo!!!! share this with some friends if you want to get to know them better!!! <33what's your favourite album and why??what is one physical thing you want that you don't already have?what colour are the walls of your room?what continent do you live in?🖤⚫️🖤⚫️🖤⚫️🖤⚫️🖤⚫️🖤⚫️🖤⚫️

how am I supposed to get to know you better if you asked this anonymously😭

anyway. my favourite album. is. drumroll please. okay people you gotta promise me you won’t judge the music taste because I have seen this app. and I have seen people shitting on each other for the music they listen to. and just. no.

end drumroll. it’s Tantrums by Xana. originally, because it was g a y. and I wanted to find more sapphic songs. but now? because it sounds SO GOOD. like the rhythm? the flow, the beat, the vocals, it’s all beautiful. and I don’t even care about the lyrics or pronouns used, music is music and it’s made to sound heavenly and that is what this album is.

I want the physical, in the flesh Remus Lupin.

you can’t see the colour of my walls. they’re covered in photos, post-it notes, train tickets, random paint splashes, notice boards, physics notes, stickers and a baguette wrapper. it’s a souvenir from Disney Land Paris. I cleaned it and now it’s a storage mechanism in which I dump leaflets.

I live in Europe. right now I’m on holiday in Asia.

aand no pressure tags I’ma to share this with @stupidstrawberrystars @sunfl0w3rmoon @madame-midnight @stray-kids-hoo @lookingforsneha and actually any of my followers who see this, reblog or comment because I wanna get to know you too <3

did I come up with anything? kinda...

In a world with constant conflict, the only job of the people is to fight in the war. They could be rewarded with medals, money, or simply the title of being a savior, which was a highly respected military soldier who contributed greatly to the war effort. 

Orphanages and group homes that were turned into military training centers are packed with children who lost their parents in the war, most of them left with little to no memories of their real family as they’re conscripted to fight in the war.

Many did it gladly, it was all they knew, all that they thought they were good for. They were shipped off to the battlefields. They were given codes instead of names. They were soldiers, but behind that, they were kids. 

Dreaming in their cots of people they would have known if maybe, just maybe, there was a world where hate didn’t prevail entirely. Maybe the sky was bright, maybe blue. Maybe something could grow from the soil of the trenches, the dirt beneath their feet. Perhaps, the concept of killing and dying would be foreign rather than the Grim Reaper being a close friend.

Maybe these children wouldn’t have to face Death himself as beings meant to be full of life. They knew how to fight, but in a war? They were strangers to suffering. They were told they were going to be safe, but that was just another lie.

Maybe the world wasn’t so manipulated to hold arms to children, those meant to love and to live to heal, but rather die. Backs against the wall, they’re surrounded with no choice but to await their fate as it all comes back to them the way it had to their parents, grandparents, great-grandparents, and their great-great-grandparents before them. But there wouldn’t be any more children out in the war once they’re all dead.

(am I onto something or on something)

unless i have an older sibling…

Yay!! We got more Sandra!!

could we pretty pleaes have some Eddie back too???? ☺️🤗😻

Say less

Yk what hell yea

Honestly, I'm tired of this

curtis brothers au hcs but it's when pony was born

darry was six years old and already had five little brothers so he knew he was ready for a sixth

at first he didn't like it, but he grew to love his brother and being an older brother when his first baby brother, keith, was born.

so you can imagine the excitement for dally

and then the extreme excitement for twins

and then another one

darry practically had a mini army

but the army wasn't very useful when the three youngest were in a stroller, dally was all shy, and keith was always bored so he always made it darrys problem

just like when he was sitting in the waiting room with his siblings and his uncle as they waited for their dad to come get them

keith was poking him and trying to get him to play

dally was in the seat on the other side of keith, also waiting quietly which was really good for a kid his age.

and their uncle was trying to entertain steve, soda, and johnny in the stroller so they wouldn't start crying again

which really was starting to annoy little darry

he loved them but the kid was stressing cause theres gonna be another onee

once their dad came out, darry practically jumped out of his seat and grabbed the hands of his two younger brothers to walk to their mama

and uncle jeff pushed the stroller

darry didn't have a hold on dally for too long before the latter ran to their dad for "uppies"

grabby arms and all

keith however was running his toy car up and down darry's arm

darry let it slide

what darry didn't let slide was the extra babbling from sodapop

the kid was overdoing it

so yk what darry did?

he side eyed him

yeah thats right

but eventually they made it to their mama's room

they went closer

darry peaked over and saw his mama smiling

and in her arms was the smallest baby he had ever seen

he hadn't remembered even lil johnny being that small

dally was still being held by their dad before peaking over and then hiding back in his dad's chest

eventually little dally looked back and smiled

"baby!"

keith was overjoyed as he held out the car to the baby, who was still asleep in their mama's arms, seemingly rejected when the boy hadn't woke up and suddenly started playing with him

their mama had to explain

"haven't seen last of me, baby!"

their mama had smiled at the boys, the ones that weren't now asleep in the stroller

their parents steadied them as they held their littlest brother for the first time

their parents watched as they saw the joy in their eyes at the small baby

once the baby went back to their mama and their dad, they had questions to ask

darry looked up to his beaming mama. she looked tired but also as happy as she was everytime she got to hold one of her precious children for the first time.

"what's his name, mama?"

little darry had asked

"his name is ponyboy"

I really need people to talk more about how Dally went to jail for Two-Bit. Like Dally, Dallas Winston, went to jail to protect his friend. Sure, you could argue that it was because he wanted to take credit for what Two-Bit did (I don't remember lmao) and he wanted to lengthen his police record, but there's no way thats the only reason.

Like, he wouldn't just get arrested for shits and giggles (he prob would but shhhhh)

I REFUSE to believe that Johnny was "the only thing that Dally loved"

someone PLS I would LOVE to see content not generated from my own wonky ahh brain with the Curtis brothers au like I’ve heard takes on it and I wanna see it in ACTION consider this a CHALLENGE RAAAHHHHHHH— 🦅💥

reblog if you’re okay with people writing fanfics of your fanfics and/or fanfics inspired by your fanfics

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I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time: that the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes.

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