I Very Rarely Feel Like I'm Actually In The Moment. Like 95 % Of Time I Feel Like There's A Thin Veil

a lot of loving and being loved by people is recognizing when they're sincerely trying to help or comfort you even if their words are clunky and unhelpful at best and holding onto the sentiment that they are trying to reach for you at all. and a lot of the time that has to be enough because it's all you're going to get

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What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.

On Isolation

i’m so genuinely lucky to be dumb as hammers. the simplest things bring me joy. i’ve had several fits of passionate laughing out loud today because i can’t stop thinking of the phrase “one william dollars”

*with a dark and evil aura surrounding me* I'm shy

I can’t get over this fucking photo