I Have Discovered The Queue Setting On Tumblr. I Can Say All My Thoughts And They Won’t Post All In

I literally have to see in the ends on my ponblansweatket (poncho, blanket, sweater mix) and make a hood and I have like NOOOO motivation

Why is my brain like this

I just want to block it and be done but I have zero motivation.

I also have to block my vest, crochet a small stuffy for my sister and a costume for my cousins turtle.

I also want to make an outfit for my stuffy.

Why is there so much crochet and so little motivation

School sucks

It’s Tuesday and so far this week:

Someone had to leave class to puke in my block one class yesterday so of course I had a panic attack (#emetophobia)

I worked myself to death so I could finish mh project for social studies just for him to extende the due date because of 1 group

Math is killing me. I just do not understand one concept and I haven’t had a chance to ask my teacher yet but of course my brain is telling me I’m stupid and should be in the lowest level of math

Physics kind of makes sense but I can’t stand it because that’s different then it should be because I’m bad at physics so I don’t like that it’s different

My plan changed yesterday because I thought I had therapy yesterday but it’s today so I had to change my whole plan for the week

I was late to math yesterday and I didn’t mean to

The hallways are loud and I can’t stand it but I keep forgetting my headphones in my locker

The cafeteria smells like food. It is bad

My mom keeps yelling at me for taking a nap after school. I try not to but if I don’t I can’t do homework

I feel like I’m in a constant state of almost shutting down

⬆️Same thing with not being able to talk

There’s only a week left till a HUGE change which is causing me to only think about that change and not my schoolwork

I have a change in my schedule today as well which I dreading

My mom hasn’t bought the snacks I like so I’m grasping for straws for my lunch

I still don’t know how to regulate myself at school or in general and it’s causing me to freak out

My bus driver plays really loud music

How do you cope with not being able to do your sport anymore?

My moms party is later and me and bestie stopped to get some food at the local brewery and they are playing live music and I’m so confused

Intro post:

(Edited on January 12)

Hi, I’m Fae (internet name)

He/him ze/zir

I’m transmasc, and aro ace (Aroflux (fluctuating between apothiromantic and Aegoromantic usually falling closer to Aegoromantic) and bellusexual)

I’m late teens and have autism ( not diagnosed yet, my mother doesn’t think I do (everyone else in my life does)

I love answering questions (about my social interests especially)

Some of my favourite things include

Big mouth

Armadillos

Crochet

Swimming

Futurama

Queer identities

Spider-Man (but only in film, focussing on Tobey maguire)

Trigonometry

Biology

HTTYD (but not as much as my bestie @grey-loves-dragons )

Umbrella academy

B99

Good place

Sitcoms in general

Squid games

Currently I am so excited for:

Big mouth season 8

Squid games season 2

Exam season to be done

TFB tour dates drop!!!

Fav mutuals:

@grey-loves-vikings @nick-the-dog @andrewgloubermanfr

Me and bestie!?!?

A QPR!!!!!

SO SLAY!!!!

@grey-loves-dragons

Whenever people complain about relationships all I can think of is

“Can I recommend AROMANTICISM. Only 00.00$ for your life time! Asexuality sold separately.

Someone save me. I don’t like physics!!!!

Bestie made me a qpr bat. Don’t talk to me I’m too busy not crying out of happiness (I cried as soon as I was alone because it’s just so nice)

My therapist convinced me that I should be done with therapy so my mom is trying to get me in with another therapist. I’d say at least three months till she actually tries