Many came before me,
Many have yet to come.
To profess a velleity,
To seek direction,
Standing right here,
Where you can see
The light of hope
Rising from the horizon.
You think you can tame me
Just because this pendent of your name
Is hanging from my neck
You think I wouldn't cross the threshold
Just because the sound of my anklets
Are more loyal to you
You think my identity belongs to you
Just because the bangles I wear
Is marked by your name
You think I would obey you
As the commands of those Gods
Just because you coloured me red.
It's so ironic that we ourselves created a world we want to escape every waking moment.
I stare into the void,
Lost in my head.
I scream from inside,
I beg for help.
It's an bottomless abyss,
An endless maze.
As the tendrils of evil thoughts,
Drags me down,
Deeper and deeper,
To some dark unknown place.
I look at the sky,
Grasping the hanging roots of sanity,
I pray to God,
For some semblance of reality.
But the sky still remains dark,
As it throws back my plea,
As if saying I'm not worthy enough,
For the life given to me.
I lose my grip on sanity,
Losing all hope,
As a firm tendril yanks me down,
Trapping me somewhere I can't get out of.
It's the evil place called my mind.
What's left in this world?
The dreams crushed
By love or lack of it
The waves of ruins
crashing nearby
While the light of hope
Setting on the horizon
The silence sings along
With our pain
Untill the mind craves oblivion
To run towards insanity
To seek shelter from reality
Insignificant, like a dust, that's what I am.
Great working with you.@writingsbypb
Iss confusion k raaste main kuch naya sikhne ko mil gaya❤
I'd love to say ki our generation is more accepting than the previous generation. But bohot log aise v hain ki jinko jio aur jine do ka matlab samajh main nhi ata.
Whether Molested Girl Or LGBTQ People
Whether Rich Or Poor
Whether Educated Or Uneducated
Whether Employed Or Unemployed.
Our Society Has Never Accepted LGBTQ Community. Even after the decriminalization of Section 377. A very popular personality when came out and said that he is bisexual, his mother and brother left him. His mother doesn't consider him her child anymore. If the family does not come forward and accept their child's sexuality then how can we aspire to change the society. Just because of this fear, no-one says it openly to their family nor they talk about it. It is one's personal choice. No one has the right to put question marks on them. There are certain groups of transgender people who are identified as Hijras, Kothis, Shiv Shaktis etc. In the past they were treated with great respect but with time, their respect is disappearing.
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They are human beings too, whose feelings get hurt every time someone teases them. There are approximately 480,000 transgender people in India, and they are referred as “Third Gender” now. The rights for males, females and Third Gender is equal. Their right to have equal education, health facilities and employment is constantly violated. They should be given equal opportunities as others. They should be treated equally.
Did you know?
That the warrior Shrikhandi in Mahabharata was a transgender. He was born as a girl.
Bhagiratha who's believed to bring Ganga to earth was procreated by two queens with the blessing of Lord Shiva.
That Agni, the fire god, is also married to Soma, the moon god.
No?
What about when Krishna says in Gita,
“In every man, woman, kinnar(transgender) and any other species of animal or plant, lives a part of me.”
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21.11.2020
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I've learned to live alone
And loneliness doesn't get to me anymore,
Except in those moments....
When I wake up in the middle of the night
And find the space on my right
Empty and cold...
When I'm going to work
And on the way pass the abandoned factory
Where we used to sneak up as kids...
When I'm frustrated at the world
Or confused what to do
And my first thought is to call you....
When I'm laughing hysterically
And I suddenly stop the moment
Because you're not here to share it with me...
When people tell me their plans for the night
And I think about my home
And the silence waiting there to greet me....
When I'm lost in my thoughts
And subconsciously call out your name
And no one is there to answer me back.....
When I see a shooting star
And I wonder in silence
If you're still wishing on them
Or have you stopped believing in wishes?
*****
( Hindi alert)
Akele rehna sikh liya maine,
Ab to tanhai se bhi ek rishta sa ban gaya hai.
Shibaye un lamhon main....
Jab adhi raat ko aankh khul jati hai
Aur tumhare jagah suni bistar meelti hai
Jab baton hi baton main tumhari yaad aa jati hai
Aur tumhare na hona ka ehsas chubhne lagta hai
Jab anjane main ye lab tumhare naam le lete hain
Aur jabab main inhen sirf sannata hi milta hai
Jab koi sabal pareshan karta hai
Aur jabab main tumhara naam yaad ata hai
Jab mandir main kabhi dua mangne jati hun
Aur har dua main tumhara hi naam hota hai
Aur jab kabhi bhi asman main
Ek toota hua tara dikhta hai
Main sochti hu,
Dunia ki kisi kone main
Kahin tum bhi ise dekhkar
Mujhe yaad to nahi karte?
Kya tum mujhe yaad karte bhi ho?
Hopes
Are like dust
I try to stay away
Not to let it fog my mind
But they still cling to me
I try to get rid of it,
Every
Last
Particle
But the next day
I end up with more of them
Sprayed in my eyes.
I wish life had a pause button;
I wish I could hide behind a curtain,
Till I'm ready to face the world;
I wish I could take a break,
To gather my strength
And then resume the race;
I'm not saying I'll stop altogether;
Just let me take a breath
Let me take a breath, please...