I Take Everything Showers When I Can't Sleep At Night

I slept 10+ hours last night, woke up after 12:00 PM, didn't get out of bed until 3:00 PM, and I already want to go back to sleep

“Mother of Pearl.” Planthopper Phenax variegata. (x).

moon snail 🌕

Yo maybe I should post more art here

I wish I could just live off of Cheez It's and Monster, you know?

If I'm a mess, let me be a mess

Tear me apart, I live for distress

If my life is hell, then so be it, let me dwell

I'm a cyclone, a blizzard, your local natural disaster

So I'll live like there's no tomorrow, cause if I die, there's nothing after

You can call it self destructive, call me paranoid,

But I'm tired of being productive, I'm resting in the void

Why do I feel more tired after sleeping for an hour then I was before my nap?

I'll always be a wanderer

Exploring where I really shouldn't go

Both mental and physical places

I find that I just have to know

What is really out there

How things work, and why

Even when I don't actually want answers

Even when it makes me cry

Productivity is to much for me

So I stay still, but heavens know not tranquil

My thoughts are weighing me down, I wish I could be free

And no matter what I do, it's never enough for you

so why take care of myself, when it's a productive thing nobody will see?

If all my energy is all spent on impressing, it's no wonder I'm always stressing

stressing over the little things I can't get done