I Wish I Could Just Live Off Of Cheez It's And Monster, You Know?

It's a fucking glorious day

After class I went to the dollar store and there was dozens and dozens of Monster Ultra Rosa. I usually can't find it anywhere, so I've only sipped that sweet nectar once. I'm glad I get to try it again before it's discontinued

I'm screaming, I'm crying, I feel like I'm dying

I hate how it feels in my flesh. It's as if I'm trapped in a shell

I'm screaming, I'm crying, I feel like I'm dying

Oh God, oh God, why did you leave me in this hell?

I need an escape, need be, I'll break through the gate

Let me out, Let me out, Let me out, Let me out,

One day, I'm going to cover my room in beautiful paintings of the sun, the moon, and stars. It's gonna be awesome

the moon in paintings✨🌙

I'm complaining about not being able to sleep, but, like, it's not like I'm really trying at all. The problem is the idea of sleep can't compete with the sweet sweet sound of my keyboard going clicky click as I stay up past 2am on this God forsaken site

Sometimes, I worry that my mental health will never get better, not because I'm incapable of improving, but because being not okay has become a part of my identity. I've spent so much of my life being anxious and depressed that I'm scared of learning who I am outside of that; Even though I know my life would be far more fulfilling as I continue to get better.

Ugh, I need the crystal one like,,,yesterday. It's beautiful

🦇✨️🔮 Ofstarsandwine on etsy 🔮✨️🦇

I feel so unstable, don't think I'll ever be able to function like the rest.

everyday is repetitive, everyone's so damn competitive, and I'm overwhelmed by stress.

I wish I was clean and pretty, small and skinny, and maybe, just maybe, I will be someday.

if I'm only a good in concept, and I'm just another reject, why can't it be in the manic pixie way?

Life's like a test, it's not easy. But it's as if everyone got the answer key, and I was left to guess.

I feel hollow, and all I do is wallow, when did my life become such a mess?

why is focusing hard? do I have to get brain premium or something?

I 'm gonna be okay because I'll make it so

If you think I'm full of shit, tell me something I don't already know

but let me live in my feeble fallacious fantasy

for just today, let me believe I'll be okay

and that I'm going to be okay because I can make it so